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I'm officially announcing my one-week hiatus from the site. It's going to be a very busy and stressful week, and this break is necessary for both my mental health and success in various areas. I won't be gone any longer than that. If anyone needs to contact me, you can message me on discord. My username is alternativeSymphony or something like that lol. See you guys soon!

i have a weird theme song from a creepy kids show about an animatronic owl stuck in my head

sorry for anyone who reads this lil note but its about Ethan,

tbh I love him so much, yes we have our ups and downs but I couldn't imagine life w/o him, yes he made some mistakes and ruined my trust but he's slowly and surely getting it back. he's so different. like when I look into his eyes it makes me feel all fuzzly and warm. i never wanna let go of him. all weekend I've been just thinking about him, wearing his hoodies to bed nd everything. he gives me pure joy and I never wanna lose this feeling.

sorry for this being so random but I need to vent.

im so fucking done with trying, like I genuinely can't take this anymore. I overthink everything. maybe if I was prettier, skinnier, taller, nicer then maybe I would feel enough. the funny thing is that I have to cut in order to feel somewhat alive. I can't get these thoughts out of my head. I'm so fucking good to people yet they do shit that I couldn't even do, just thinking about it makes my brain vomit. atp any day now could be my last with how fucking miserable I am.

Plz subscribe to my YT channel

Whizzer B! https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCk_DTzcp5Fh0H-03EqEgo7g/videos

My cat just roundhouse kicked my face. He also just ran around my house because some light scared him.

Chxl~Angel, My dad, Bill, my sister, Tilly, and my gramma just threw me out and now I’m an orphan, plz adopt me