Dissapointment

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hate to vent on here ofc, but like why is everything so pointless lately? like why is it so hard for me to admit that i'll probably kms soon? how do i tell people im scuicidal and depressed. my mom think im fine but im rlly not... i hate myself, im ugly, im stupid, and im dissapointment. god damn it why do i have to be such a little bitch...

ók so im schizophrenic right, i see shit right- and its really fucking freaking me out, and i tried telling my mom and she doesn't believe me, and im home alone rn, and ill watch scary shit and it freaks me the fuck out, and i just found out that you can have schizophrenic episodes and you see a LOT fo shit in those episodes, and im scared. and im already stressed with my mums dissapointment, and school, and my mental state sucks rn, and im finding out that my crush likes me, but hes moving, and i just feel like everything is out to get me/