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    • there's an idiot online that acts like a chipmunk spamming 'hiiii??' and post-hopping

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    at least u got to relax tho

    i just love writing when im alone or just bored

    𝕎𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕠𝕨

    i was busy writing

    a storyy??? if so thats cool asf

    wait thats soo coolll! i write romance and dark romance books sometimessssss

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    wait thats soo coolll! i write romance and dark romance books sometimessssss

    i write fnaf stories for myself

    𝕎𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕠𝕨

    and i forgot my notebook today so i can't write in math or any class today-

    oh im sryy

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    𝕎𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕠𝕨

    me too-

    i also feel like candycanecatt copied my username "cottoncandyfoxx" and made it different

    𝕎𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕠𝕨

    i also feel like candycanecatt copied my username "cottoncandyfoxx" and made it different

    fr and she said her name was cotton... dont u go by that???

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    fr and she said her name was cotton... dont u go by that???

    i changed it bc i thought she was copying my username

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    wait willow isnt ur irl nameeeee? or it is maybe idk im stupid

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    and i can't be called a different name because "My name is ________ and thats your name" -my step mom-

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    Now i think about it now, i don't think he should be a parent-

    nah fr tho, and he acts all happy and jolly like it never happened and hes jst in his own fucking world

    once my parents tried to put me in a mental hospital and they wonder why i barely talk to them

    Aggravated Sea Fan

    Ohoo it seems you both are lesbians

    its just im not trying chase a fucking 19 year old man

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    its just im not trying chase a fucking 19 year old man

    How old u r

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    its just im not trying chase a fucking 19 year old man

    i think i read ur post about that

    𝕎𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕠𝕨

    im still heree just gotta do smth fasttt

    okay :(

    Aggravated Sea Fan

    Oh I think my English is not so good

    mf how old are u?

    only if you have work which no one does so i dont know why we cant talk

    𝕎𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕠𝕨

    or maybe he did and i didn't see it-

    he didnt dw

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    gooddd wbuuuuu

    Same

    𝕎𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕠𝕨

    hair is a pain-

    try having my short curly hair😭

    𝕎𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕠𝕨

    try having my hair, you can't even put it up

    better than my hair

    swaggerjagger

    and you dont want it

    i have it i love curls, short or long its a bunch to handle but its so amazing

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    i have it i love curls, short or long its a bunch to handle but its so amazing

    i use to straighten it so much but it was so dead so i cut it all off then i let it grow and then i cut it off again now its growing

    𝕎𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕠𝕨

    idk if u seen it swagger

    idk either i dont remember

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    wait i got mcdonaldsss

    GIMME SOMEEE

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    wait i got mcdonaldsss

    luckyy i had to deal with the terrible school food-

    swaggerjagger

    GIMME SOMEEE

    I GOTTT UUU, and bro 999999% of my hair is dead

    AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    I GOTTT UUU, and bro 999999% of my hair is dead

    my hair is curly, straight, and wavy

    𝕎𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕠𝕨

    i have like 5 mins until i have to change classess-

    LOL

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    CANN I STEALLL

    UNLESS YOU WANT REALLY SHORT HAIR

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    i gtg to the mall with my friend but tysmmmm, have a good rest of ur day even tho ill be back in like an hour

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    i gtg to the mall with my friend but tysmmmm, have a good rest of ur day even tho ill be back in like an hour

    i fucking hate this dude or whatever gender they are- $Mfs$

    thats js gross

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    im glad he got banned

    because poeple suck

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    and this has happened since i was 12

    im sorry

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    and this has happened since i was 12

    Aw I'm so sorry

    i hatepple like tht

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    i hatepple like tht

    me too it feels like everywhere i go this happens... snap, tt, disc, my fucking email too... like wtf

    yeah it b like that

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    take my sister 😭

    AWWWWWWWWWWW

    i remeber when i was 8 i was forced to touch myself otp

    like i dindt even know whaat iw as doin

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    i remeber when i was 8 i was forced to touch myself otp

    oh mllllll

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    i remeber when i was 8 i was forced to touch myself otp

    Oh what the fuck

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    yeah

    i was shopping w my parents once and this guy almost took me

    that happend a few times then like when i was 12 someone was blackamiling me into shit about daily

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    i was shopping w my parents once and this guy almost took me

    stab the eyes

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    that happend a few times then like when i was 12 someone was blackamiling me into shit about daily

    ohhh :(

    esp in a public space

    like stab the eyes

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    self defensive isnt a crime right??

    as long as theres reason

    and "a man tried to grab and take me"

    is reason to stab his eyes

    iheartmyself

    As long as it's reasonable force

    awm man i was gona plan a funeral 😔

    js try to keep it to not a knife

    like stab his eyes with a pencil

    theyll see badly ifr your carrying an actual wepon

    We js have to find the silver lining

    If U don't try to be positive Ur gonna be in a state of depression for Ur whole life

    iheartmyself

    If U don't try to be positive Ur gonna be in a state of depression for Ur whole life

    omfg stfu

    iheartmyself

    If U don't try to be positive Ur gonna be in a state of depression for Ur whole life

    i havet seen a positive yet </3

    when did anyone here talm about having nothing to live for

    iheartmyself

    U have to make ur own sunshine

    Speak to my ass

    js stfu dude

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    when did anyone here talm about having nothing to live for

    I never said that

    I js said there's so much to live for

    ok and no one asked to hear this

    Okay let's talk about childhood trauma

    lets send you to sleep and vibare the floor.

    if yhou vibrate while sleeping your

    if you vibrate, or your body moves during sleep itll change your dreams.

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    if you vibrate, or your body moves during sleep itll change your dreams.

    My dreams are weird asf

    dreams come completely from your subconsios

    the more srambled and weird they are the more tramtic and less "silver lining" they have

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    i had a dream where i died and got to haunt everyone >:3

    ...cute

    js dont leave your body while dreaming

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    js dont leave your body while dreaming

    How do U do that

    out of body experiecnes

    if you leave your body, when you come back for it, it might be taken up.

    iheartmyself

    It's like being dead

    bc ur body is in a period of rest when u sleep

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    if you leave your body, when you come back for it, it might be taken up.

    What's that mean

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    bc ur body is in a period of rest when u sleep

    i mean your brain is still partially activr

    iheartmyself

    What's that mean

    its less sceincetific

    your subconcious is what makes you dream

    i wanna be rarity

    Would U rather be Tate McRae or be with Tate McRae

    abraham lincon used to have dreams of someone getting shot

    it stopped for a while

    and then the night before he died he had that dream

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    abraham lincon used to have dreams of someone getting shot

    Who is that

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    and then the night before he died he had that dream

    wait thats cool

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    wait thats cool

    uh

    some belifs, and based of SOME studies

    the reasoning of dreams predicting the futre

    is moving in your dreamds

    idk the actual words of shit from it

    but if you move in your sleep

    your like brain proicesses the moving of the earth

    and mvoes at a faster speed

    and like goes around the world

    and you can see ahead

    you dont belive in dreams how?

    as in they dont happen or dont have meaning

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    wait so what abt sleep paralysis

    sleep paraylis

    if i rember correctly theres two ways of it

    one if when your waking up, but your body isnt exactly "awake"

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    you dont belive in dreams how?

    I believe

    but your body confuses and freezes

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    but thats like diffrent

    sleep praralysis is more likely based from tramuatic events or severe stress and or medication

    no you arent

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    sleep praralysis is more likely based from tramuatic events or severe stress and or medication

    then the first 2 and i used to take heavy medication

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    then the first 2 and i used to take heavy medication

    yeah

    i only get dreams with meaning/

    I aslo have a really strong intution

    I can tell the enery of like objects and rooms and people

    want the secintifc reasoning of the more "spirtual" one

    thought about it

    iheartmyself

    Both

    okkok

    sceniftic is this

    All dreams come from YOUR subconsuios

    if your freind died it truly is from you.

    You could be worried abotu them, or watched them get hurt

    turning that into a dream to replicate what youa re thinking

    subconious is the like

    back of your brain

    okay and the more "spirtual" meaning

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    okay and the more "spirtual" meaning

    Yes yes

    could mean like they are in some sort of danger, either physcail or mentally

    and them dying is a warning

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    dreams do have a way of looking ahead

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    question

    wsp

    iheartmyself

    Even tho she bruised me

    i mean it happens

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    Then we got allegations cuz I showed her

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    wsp

    wht abt this, like once in my paralisis however u spell i was trying to scream for help but nothing came out

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    wht abt this, like once in my paralisis however u spell i was trying to scream for help but nothing came out

    your body is frozen

    during actual fear

    like for example

    most poeple getting kidnapped, or hurt, ect

    its a lot more known for the freeze factor

    and you CANT make sound

    because your scared

    i have weird control over my dreams

    when i AM dreaming, or when i am asleep

    i can tell when im asleep and dreaming

    and if i want to ill wake myself up

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    wait i gtg finish my chores sadly

    awh okay :C

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    and if i want to ill wake myself up

    ill just be in sleep and knwoing im asleep

    if i want to wake up

    or know i need to be awake

    ill repeat to wake myself up a few times

    and i js wake up

    just say "wake up"

    usually while dreaming

    my dreams i only get for meaning

    ill say the night beofre if i want to know somehting

    "show me in my dreams

    and then i wake up knowing or with some sort of hint

    then sometimes ill get dreams

    without asking

    like i had a dream

    wich was like a white light, and i felt someonespeaking to me, but there were two people there in two hosital bets

    annd i knew it was my "daughters"

    and i couldnt tell wich one, but one was beging for help and begging to die due to her health problems

    and i texted both of them after waking up, and lillys health problems were once again really bad

    and she said "how did you know, i didnt tell you"

    just things like this

    and as i said my intuiton is STRONG

    and i can tell so much

    i know the energy of people, of rooms, of objects.

    Th day before my dog died, i knew he was going to "soon

    then the day he died, when he had the first sezuire, once it started i knew it was going to be that day

    i wasnt caught by suprise when they had to put him down a few hours later

    ive practied it

    ive worked so hard on my intution

    and ive always been able to sece enery

    sometimes online but not so often

    and shit like (this isnt as belived) like sprits

    i can always tell

    i know when ones here, i can see some diffrently, not all

    I know there intentions, i know if im safe

    and i know when some must be left alone

    most that will hurt you, dont.

    if they can tell your scared of anyhting in genral

    theyll feed off that

    they fead off fear

    dont be afraid and they wont do shit

    esp shadow figures

    but thats more from

    when a deity works with another and you dont thank them blah blah ect

    or karma workings

    i dont think its anything special

    i dont think its my "third eye" thqat ive refused to let open

    i think its something we all hold

    but with me learning from my dreams its.. not exactly like ad ream

    i only get dreams in my sleep, like pictures, weird video in my head when its urgent.

    when i say "give me answers while i sleep"

    i wake up with them

    like when you think about a dream the next day its like "i know this happend, but i dont rember

    "what did it look like

    so i rmeber the answer not the dream

    Do U want another positive talk or to drown in my sorrow

    I dont want a sorrow talk, but i dont want advice

    why are you spinning.

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    it wont go away just because you want it to.

    its an emotion that needs to be there at times.

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    i know if i was told i cant have kids id be crushed.

    its not fair.

    i hope it can happen

    I gave a higher chance of miscarriage

    I mean idk if I can get pregnant but no one's told me I can't

    can i ask why?

    is it the thing you told me beofre

    that said started with the thing i was having

    or something else

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    im so sorry.

    i hope its possible for you

    But then my religion complicates that

    dude, if you cant have a baby let me have one for u

    Like ofc I would raise my adopted kid as my own

    But we're not allowed to give them inheritance or our last name

    iheartmyself

    But we're not allowed to give them inheritance or our last name

    that dosent matter, youd be an amazing mother

    shed be strong enough with inheratance

    and names dont mean shit

    well like explain what

    why she dosent have your last name and inhertance

    And unless I breastfeed her she wouldn't be my milk child and therefore like she wouldn't be my husband's child

    The modesty rules between girls and boys would apply to them

    i dont know what any of this emans im sorry

    BC they apply to everyone who isn't Ur father, brother, uncle, or child

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    i dont know what any of this emans im sorry

    Basically if a girl wears a hijab she can't show her hair to men

    i understand that

    Apart from her dad, uncle, grandparents and brothers

    so your saying, if shes not religuosly yours

    she cant show her hair to her adoptive father

    I'm not gonna make her wear hijab or anything

    but if she chooses?

    But like how do I explain it to a child

    be hoenst the whole time

    if they dont understand then they dont

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    but if she chooses?

    Honestly I'm not gonna tell her to cover up Infront of her dad

    you shouldnt

    But then religiously I'll be doing the wrong thing

    But still not allowed to give inheritance or last name

    maybe, even tho this would kind of change your own lives. if everyone coverd up?

    so she thinks its normal within the house and isnt told to?

    like an air ball

    but religon isnt easy to explain to a child

    im unsure on how to help

    esp with knowing nothing of your religion

    so in order to actually be family, you have to have some sort of dna connection?

    Vulnerable Munia

    hey yall

    haii

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    so in order to actually be family, you have to have some sort of dna connection?

    fir men*

    like between a woman and a man

    Those are the ppl U can show and touch ig

    It's either Ur Dna or Ur marriage relatives

    Look like I'll shake hands with my dad's friends

    And I'm comfortable with my male cousins

    But technically we're not supposed to do any of that

    doyou wear a hajab?

    you dont gotta answer that but

    if your close with your mom, or close enough

    maybe ask her waht she would do

    But js cuzthey aren't my blood doesn't mean they're not mine

    The thought of my child not being able to hug her dad

    shes still your kid.

    thats still her dad

    i wish dna and blood didnt matter

    It's too much to think about at 130 am

    yeah thats fair

    "Schrödinger's cat" Yeah until the fucing cat mewos?

    i have a question

    is any woman allowed to see your hair? or is it js freinds adn family

    ok that makes sence

    Technically they say belly button to knee

    Some ppl say U can't show Ur tits tho

    i honestly thoiught it was like

    men = only family

    woman =only frieinds/family

    or like doctors and shit but yk

    A lot of woman js chose to only show friends and family

    yeah thats fair

    But I've had everything out in public bathrooms

    i was js thinking about like

    if you wanna get a haircut

    i thought about learning about your religon

    but it scared m

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    i thought about learning about your religon

    Honestly

    I'm not saying this to push U or convince U

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    I wont take you sharing your own story as trying to force me into any rlegion.

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    im happy you found your faith

    It took so long but it worked for me

    thats amazing

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    oh this is going to souind bad

    im not scared of religon

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    im scared of yours

    isnt islam a place?

    i love muslims

    im not scared of poeple

    and those poeple are powerful and amazing people from what ive seen

    plus i wouldnt judge a person for there religon

    so id say the religon its sle f

    im not scared of it as in a sence of like

    "ill go to hell for thi9s

    Like I'm not here js to argue or defend defend but I want to explain to see if I can explain

    more of like i dont want to feel like im being controlled. So i never looked into

    i have no hate on your relgion

    Is it to do with like the hijab sbdcstyds

    just, once i left religon, yes its diffrent one

    iheartmyself

    Is it to do with like the hijab sbdcstyds

    that too

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    just, once i left religon, yes its diffrent one

    i felt ALOT more power

    in the universe, in myself, in everythin i did, in my inturtion in my dreams

    esp once i started Witchcraft, not like hexes and curses, and relgions are agaisnt witchcraft because its been demoniized.

    witchcraft is only as bad as the intetions and person doing it.

    religon only seemed to hold me down and make me more confused

    and your religion, once aain i know NOTHING about and i mean no dispresct, ive only been seeing and seeming it all being controling

    and i simply refused to be controoled

    I don't listen to modtvotvthe shiejs

    One said U can't wear a backpack BC the shape of ur shoulders show

    so like, the people of the church kind of?

    Qnrohter said if a father raped his child she would be sinful

    iheartmyself

    One said U can't wear a backpack BC the shape of ur shoulders show

    im stunned

    iheartmyself

    Qnrohter said if a father raped his child she would be sinful

    ...

    Even tho the penalty for raoe islamically is death

    as it fucking should be.

    so they see they have power and take control.

    thats what fears me

    Local ones are a lot better normally

    in most religoins i feel

    i left my old relgion because of cotnrol tho

    they ocntrolled what i wore, my hair, my face, so much more

    And that's why when ppl get involved

    i also dont like being told im going to get raped

    yeah thats fair.

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    i also dont like being told im going to get raped

    Yeah that's really fucked up

    iheartmyself

    Religions a really personal journey

    i belive this too.

    i dont want to find power within a god when ive found it winthin myself \

    knowing someone is there

    or like knowing youll be safe when you die

    Which particulaly feel so comforting to Mr

    it is comfroting to know

    And Allah doesn't bydern a soul beyond what it can bear

    i love it tho

    That means it's bedtime 😭😭😭

    i was told if i got given more what i can take in life

    its gods plan or sumns hit

    that wasnt comfroting

    It's js comforting for me to know theres better

    im glad you have comfort too

    everyone deserves that

    i have comofrt in

    but i find comfort in diffrent things. :ike a form of mediation and "paryer" Ill just mediate to calm myself down and the belive what i say like when i say "I am divenly protected by the universe" Then i am. When i belive it happens. When i dont belive it dosent.

    I allso belive the evil eye/karma is a very real things

    im not 100% sure i belive in "gods" like i worshiped aprhodite, and felt much power, much self love, much fuller, and less needing of love from others.

    I have an alter for her, and i do love Lady Aprhodite in all her beauty

    but im not 100% sure they are like my gods idk how to explian it

    i belive, i worship, but I feel i get all my power from myself and the universe. She helps me feel love, and creativity, but she dosent make me love and be crative.

    The universe, when i ask for dreams, it gives me, and it gives me answers, it shows me signs, and it helps me.

    it gives me a sence of power, but not a bad one. and control of myself, like the universe unlocks whats inside me.

    And then makes everything spirtual stronger

    i feel like i ahve two diffrent belifs.

    but i know the universe in all her divenity is amazing and ill forever love her

    but i still follow and praise greek gods. , some i just repesct less than praise, because i respoect them all deeply, but i wont pray to one who isnt mine.

    thats js the best i can explain allat

    HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

    girll you got too many chores

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    IMMMM GOOD I DECIDED TO TAKE A BREAKKKKK HRUUUUUUUUUUUUU

    im good, im js doing school work and watching a video on quantam macanics

    i cu- i mean vacuumed, did da dishes, currently cleaning my room rn, cleaned the bathroom, cleaned the kitchen and ya

    girl the whole ass house

    sit down lemme clean

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    im good, im js doing school work and watching a video on quantam macanics

    oooo what kinda work and that sounds fun

    𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖊🌹

    oooo what kinda work and that sounds fun

    just ela rn, andits uh.... something