Wishing for Sleep

There's a solution to that. It's called sleeping at night.

i did

i went to bed at like 8

and js woke up now at like 10

Imagine being tired after a good night of rest

uhm

ok?

i also cant call my fucking bf today cause my dads stupid ass finace decied to stay home

Damn

Guessing you hate his fiance?

mhm

shes so fucking annoying

she likes to play god

She tolerates his cause on you so that's not so great

Abuse

she dosent get abused

oh nvm i read that wrong

yeah and shes a fucking mandated reporter

but apretnyl isnt mandaited to report when IM the one fuckng getting abused.

oh she dindt hear it

oh she didnt see it

really?

That's basically illegal

Yeah...

eh wtvr its fine

i js wanna call bentlyyyyyy

but i cant

esp cause hes doing school rn </3

Bro i forgot my computer at good so I'm kinda booked for one of my classes

huh/

Cooked

i see

Mhm

im so bored

i wanna uhm

idk

jump the border

I had the weirdest dream

tell me

also should i try to go somewhere this weekend?

It's so weird to explain

oh

But uh basically i was at my house and it got invaded by north Korean soldiers that were based up upstairs and my family and a bunch of people were downstairs on the offensive

oh

thats cute

And we had a bunch of guns that we were gonna use to kill them

oh

I chose this Lewis gun (it's a rlly cool ww1 gun

😭 ok

And i was trying to load it but for some reason i was using rounds from the civil war for it

idk what that means but okay

And a good chunk of the dream was me trying to load it

i see

Lemme show you a pic of the gun

ok

a few questions though

one who was else in your house

two did they have guns

three how did you feel in the dream while loading sadi gun

i want that many books

Family and some random faces that i didn't recognize

i see

was your mom there

She wasn't

oh.

hm ok

But anyways the gun in actuality is like 50 pounds (i got to help maintain that thing BTW )

i see

But still it was my turn to take off cuz the soldiers were about to storm down the stairs and i carried the gun around like a simple assault shelf cuz dream physics and then i killed like tired people with it

oh.

And then the dream gets really really weird

Three people ugh

I killed three people with it

hm

And then for some reason i started getting really racist and was shouting thins like Kim Jon un and chanting the funny Chinese plus and i started recording a soldier rocking their head to it and then they stopped cuz they were scared of getting caught. And then we did another offensive against then but somehow there was no resistance because all of the other soldiers disappeared because for some reason they decided to leave. Also for some reason all the Americans in my house except for my dad left.

oh thats

cute

And i just remembered. Somehow there was a huge bag of coins and pennies

(when i was loading ammo)

oh.

But when i went upstairs to my TV room the only thing there was this act with this strange cat on this blanket. All the furniture from the room was removed. The act told me what happened with the soldiers and and then it edge this weird dance and flopped onto the ground with a long tongue and then the dream ended

So how would you interpret that

god uhm

well it started off seeming with the gun not being able to shoot that had something to do with you being scared to disapoint people "again"

but you got the gun to shoot and you killed people

so that just started making less sense

and then it got really weird and random

so id have to do a dream chart to interpiat that shit

it also could be your brains way of telling you everything is going to end up okay or smthin

The gun was able to shoot i just had to lead it

yeah i know

thats what threw me off my first thought

Charlie I'll just say that the dream was full of nonsense

It was.

but nonsense means smthin

And don't forget the gallon bag of pennies

said the crackhead

oh thats easy lol

freud said all dreams and everything within dreams has meaning

and hes a crackhead

he said

Freud also had a big case of the tism

yeah

freud is hella interesting

reallly stupid

but i like his work on dreams

Ugh i miss my computer

And my actual phone and my music

oh

You can only have one tab on this thing

i know

my fucking school rn if i switch tabs itll reset my school for some fucking reason its super annoying

I got some music downloaded on this phone but it's not my entire music taste

There's a split tab function

i dont like that

Dang

idk why im so tired

I'm so hungry rn

and my stomach rlly hurts

oh noo

Yeah. I ate some stuff on the bus tho and my math teacher sometimes gives us snacks

thaqts good

i had some bread this morning

Wow

Bread

That's uh nice

yeah

cosmoooooooooo

iv been thinking about life

and being a lawyer in the future

but i dont think i can be a lawyer and have a family

I had the trades Joe's takis and a cliff bar

so i wanna do some form of social work with kids/teens

and i wont have kids in ny

thats not safe

Don't go to NY. It's not safe even for women now.

sigh

i just said im not you idjit

Mhm

but idk

i kinda wanna do social work

like

talk to kids in the hospital type thingy

like hwne i was hsopitalized a person came to talk to me

to see whats going on

but they worked in the hospital

i wanna do that

Or you can do what CPs could never do for you

I dont want to work for cps..

Mm

I want to work in a hospital setting

but i dont want to like be a nurse or doctor

i was thinking about nursing

but im not sure id want to do that

esp because nurses are no longer clafired at "professional degree"

Wait seriously? That's actually stupid

bring it to trump

Based on reports from late 2025 and early 2026, the Trump administration has reclassified nursing, meaning it is no longer considered a "professional degree" in terms of federal student loan eligibility under the "One Big Beautiful Bill Act". While this is not a direct cancellation of scholarships, it significantly reduces access to federal funding for graduate-level nursing education starting July 1, 2026. nurse.org nurse.org +2 Here are the key details: Graduate Loan Caps: Graduate nursing students will face lower federal student loan limits, capped at $100,000, while "professional" degrees (like medicine and dentistry) have a $200,000 limit. www.nbcnews.com www.nbcnews.com Reclassification: Nursing, along with nurse practitioners, physician assistants, and physical therapists, was excluded from the list of professions eligible for higher borrowing, according to a Nov. 2025 news release from the Department of Education. www.nbcnews.com www.nbcnews.com +4 Impact on Students: The American Nurses Association argues that this will hinder students' ability to pay for advanced degrees and could worsen the existing nursing shortage. www.yahoo.com www.yahoo.com +1 Undergraduate Impact: The changes do not affect undergraduate BSN or Associate nursing programs, but rather advanced degrees. www.nbcnews.com www.nbcnews.com +1 Administration Response: The Education Department has stated that 95% of nursing students borrow below the new caps and that the move is designed to curb excessive student loan debt, noting that students can still seek private loans. www.bestcolleges.com www.bestcolleges.com +1 These changes are set for implementation on July 1, 2026. nurse.org nurse.org +1

I don't agree with everything he says.

I know

neither do I

Js nurses are fucking important

I agree.

so are " physician assistants, and physical therapists,

but aprently they dont get money anymore or they get less moeny

and i ust keep hearing because woman work those feilds

or mostly women

Yeah. Most job occupation and professions are important

so

it js makes me mad

some of things hes doing

I dont think i can get very high loans for socail work either..

Damn

theres a webstie idk what but its like a go fund me type thing

and its like a thing to kill trump

whoever kills him gets this moeny

and i thnik theres abotu 4 million

I dont think it would be right to kill someone though

Uh

Yeah

idk

im so cold

Dang

:<

idrk what I want to do

with my life

I really want to go up to antartica for a few years

Oh

That's nice