Uhm, hi.

OPALLLLL

heyyyy is cosmo actually gay 😭

no

alr sorry i was diong smthin

it ok

hru

im.. ok

ever sense alain and i broke up things have been horrible

i like am scared to be attacthed to anyone in anyway and im like pushing away from everyone else and i just feel like worse than i ever have and i dindt know i could hurt this bad

wait why did yall break up

well, he just started never texting me, said hed do thigns and see me never did, never gave proof of age, every time i pointed anyhting out i got "im not forcing you to be with me"

oh weird wtf

yeah..

men ain’t shit girl

i guess lol

but still

its just, i feel so fuckng hopless, like im stuck in this empty pit and i just

cant escape

i hate being tocuhed, i keep falling into verbal shutdowns, i just hate most people

i cant do anyhting i used to do

that’s how i felt during all my breakups too and you have to remember there’s someone out there 100% better than them

yeah but right now

i dont want anyone

cause im just ocnvicned everyones going to leave

because

alain left, parker left, arcus kept elaving, same with rose, so amny people just left.

niomi left

and then rui had a heart attack

another freind has cancer

the right persons not gonna leave and it doesn’t even have to be a partner, it can be a friend

i suppouse

i even hate church now

i just see all the flaws, the holes in this religon

that if i did everything i was fucking supposued to , but it still wanst enough to even get happiness.

Yes

yeah well fuck religion

cause i had what was the best thing fucking torn from me

it’s not real

He's gay

i hate my church rn

like

i hate religion sm

Awww

i asked to go to youth camp

NO FUCKJNG WAY LMAO

Idk I like making shit up

i dont dress correctly (i didnt dress right once)

and

idk

Wear bikini

they think it would be to hard for me

Fuck the rules

but someone who donset do anyhting hes meant to

like

gets to go?

and its so stupid

i get told god loves me no matter what

but then i cant see he loves me until i give myself to him DAILY

proof nothing is fucking enough

yeah cuz society is a bitch

everything is just so flawed

and everyone sucks

Yesss fuck the men

and that church aint doing anyhting for me

This is why I kiss girls

then leave it

i would

Rude

ima start slowly not going

and omfg

I used to stick up for u :(

i went into a verbal shutdown at church morning service

and then at evneing service

i asekd the pastors wife to not touch me

and she got upset, saying i was mad

ELI OMG IS THAG YOU

and then apprenlty she told my freind to convince me to not be mad

sorry i mean SOME people

like abotu something that wasnt her fucking buisness

Waddup opal

and they said i was disprescptful, ebcause i dindt want to play a game. i got hit with the "You have to listen to me, im your elder"

so i was forced to play a fuckass game

bruh

not much hru

if i listend to all my elders, id be fucking in human trafficking rn

and someone at the chruch said satan has to get permission from god before doing anyhting, so god just let this shti happen

like this shit if so fucking stupid

genuinely bruh

its just amazing how one person brought me to this point though

it also makes me so mad that the pastors wife and everyone at the church is like "your not your joyfull self" and then blmaes it on my mom

and says like i shuld look forward to going to chruch

hm?

wsp babe

Aren't pastors not allowed to have wives

Or do I js sound stupid

depedns on the relgion love

And do U hate me

no ofc not

not knowing dosent make you stupid

some relgions pastors cant have wives

Bored

So my arish jokes aren't that bad

Ohh

no its really annoying

but i dont hate you

Lmaoooo it's a huge inside joke

I've never spoken to arish

well, keep it inside

your freinds are also really annyoing on here

I wasn't even at school I didn't even know lmaooo

its okay love

no </3

Shame

U should get it

im sorryyy

Js get it

on school cmp

What did you say

she asked if i have tiktok

Ur at school

no

im on a school comptuer

It's soooo late

Ohh

its not even noon for me

Damn

It's 1am here

girlll

you need sleep

I canttr

whyy?

I don't wanna

mm whats the deleted commet

Nothingfgg

okay love

I did my nails so I can't do shit

Can you finally show me wyll bbg :c

you can be pillow princess then

Not on here

eughh uhh...

can you join my btirx

or i can make a new reddti acc again for the 594389 time

WHOOPS

ooohhhhhh

okay

Forgot to despatch that

your so silly

Deattach

Yes I'm hot ik that

yes you aree

i ain hot </3

What's that

No one said that

it means ill do all the work ml (;

i meann

i can tag you on a joke

Tag me

Wait I don't get this site

ok

go to notifations

and you should see me tagging you

saying @ then your username

Btw hey opal it’s been a really long time