and then when the thing with the 20 smthin yr old started (alot of drama on herE) i made all my shit soft stalker cause i made it very clear to like being crazy w. him
last time i changed my name for a day and my pfp and got rid of my background and bio, because alain and i had a fight and he threatedn to break up with me
so if im mad make me lsiten to sbairna carpneter, if im sad make me listen to ashnikko, if im non verbal dont make me listen to anything jsut talk to me till i can tlak back
Comments (264)
エレン・イェーガー
only if you can catch me
Orlaith
uhm.
Orlaith
idek how to reply to that
エレン・イェーガー
lol
Orlaith
go make me a sandwich woman
エレン・イェーガー
YOUR the woman btw
Orlaith
Is that why i fuck myself?
エレン・イェーガー
.
エレン・イェーガー
ig so?
Orlaith
ohhh
Orlaith
im gonna eat mealmine
Orlaith
👉 👈
Orlaith
(wood glue)
エレン・イェーガー
i was js abt to ask what the freak mealmine is
Orlaith
it gives me a woody!
エレン・イェーガー
lolll
Orlaith
ah being single tottaly not supressing an hour long mental breakdown and self harming habbits and 12 highs and then 3 fucks
Orlaith
sigh
Orlaith
im so happy!
Orlaith
tottaly not using bludnymphs music to act like ion need anyone! =D
エレン・イェーガー
idk what that is buttttt
Orlaith
shes a song atrist
エレン・イェーガー
ah
Orlaith
yeah
Orlaith
im deadass supresssing so much pain
Orlaith
but its fine
Orlaith
i uhm got a bucnh of guys who only talk to me when they are bored but act like im important to them =D
Orlaith
Eughh why dont i have a million guys im so cool :<
Orlaith
i wish i was hot id rub that in his face and make sure he cries over me
エレン・イェーガー
rub it in whos face?
Orlaith
alains.
エレン・イェーガー
oh
エレン・イェーガー
right
Orlaith
that i can do better than him
エレン・イェーガー
forgot
Orlaith
but can i?
エレン・イェーガー
mb haven't taken my meds for the day
Orlaith
he was so loving
Orlaith
and like
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his body is so hot.
Orlaith
what do your meds do?
Orlaith
im on anti physcots
Orlaith
and ani depressions
Orlaith
nd anxiety meds
Orlaith
and bi polar
Orlaith
and vitam d...
エレン・イェーガー
im on the second and third ones
Orlaith
i seeeeeee
エレン・イェーガー
and the first one i think too
Orlaith
oh
エレン・イェーガー
idk
Orlaith
yeha
Orlaith
theyll give it to you like a small dose for like uhm
Orlaith
mood stabliation
Orlaith
but in reality its an anti physcots
エレン・イェーガー
indeed
エレン・イェーガー
i also take adhd meds
エレン・イェーガー
and ocd i think
Orlaith
ohhh yeah
Orlaith
i dont
エレン・イェーガー
im on alot of stuff
Orlaith
i deadass
エレン・イェーガー
anyway passing period
エレン・イェーガー
cya in a bit
Orlaith
ok:<'
エレン・イェーガー
you need to
Orlaith
shhh
Orlaith
i like my bi polar episodes
Orlaith
like
Orlaith
its the reason i change my profile
Orlaith
ecause one day i want to be fucking phsycoic or wtvr and i did soft stlaker
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then other times i want to be sweet and like astethic
Orlaith
so i did melody
Orlaith
then theres times i just want one thing so i base it off that
Orlaith
this one
BreakingSoundBarrier
What are you talking about?
Orlaith
my bi polar epsiodes
Orlaith
like people who are activly on here, will notice, after somehting happens (big or small) my profile changes
Orlaith
weater it be my setting or like smthin with a guy
Orlaith
like i change it quite often at my moms
Orlaith
and then when the thing with the 20 smthin yr old started (alot of drama on herE) i made all my shit soft stalker cause i made it very clear to like being crazy w. him
BreakingSoundBarrier
Oh yea
Orlaith
and then today i changed it because of alain
BreakingSoundBarrier
Oh
Orlaith
last time i changed my name for a day and my pfp and got rid of my background and bio, because alain and i had a fight and he threatedn to break up with me
Orlaith
plus there are times my entire personality changes and sticks for like a week
BreakingSoundBarrier
Oh
Orlaith
like my guadrian angel acc
Orlaith
i put myself in a mind set
Orlaith
like for sowing stuff to, ill put myself in the mood for it and be hypser fixated and working every day
Orlaith
but then i stop for a week or more
Orlaith
my music also affects me storngy
Orlaith
if i lsiten to ashnikko or blud nymph (bascially jst like confident but kinda werid/ crazy music)
Orlaith
thats when im very hypser and when im very like mad and like threating
Orlaith
and then sbarina carpneter just like jidna puts me in a normal mood ig,, a little more loving, calm
Orlaith
bliielie ellish or other sad songs makes me like think about things that happen and thats when everything surfaces
Orlaith
and jst shit like that
Orlaith
just when i made my name soft stlkaer i was listenign to ashnikko lol
Orlaith
im sharing alot of random info
エレン・イェーガー
indeed you are
Orlaith
wel;l im bored
エレン・イェーガー
so am i
Orlaith
and someone needs a guide to me
エレン・イェーガー
and i gotta go outside for some freaking "Walkathon"
Orlaith
i cant control myself 😭
Orlaith
fuck that shit
Orlaith
say you twisted your ankle
Orlaith
or that you feel sick
エレン・イェーガー
i lwk did tho
エレン・イェーガー
it hurts
Orlaith
oh-
Orlaith
tell them
Orlaith
it hurts to walk
Orlaith
ike hurts so much you wanna throw up
エレン・イェーガー
but mama aint raise no bitch
Orlaith
and then back to random info
Orlaith
so i also get mad at small things, but dont car about big thigns
Orlaith
like ima use goose as an example (sorry goose)
Orlaith
this made me really mad and im not gong to reply because im petty
Orlaith
but if sosa blokced me today, called me a bitch and made fun of my insucties
Orlaith
id laugh about it
Orlaith
and move on
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because i have no fucking idea why
エレン・イェーガー
thats....
エレン・イェーガー
interesting
Orlaith
yeah-
Orlaith
well i mean i do care later on
Orlaith
but i put myself in a state were i dont
Orlaith
because i can choose what state im in
Orlaith
like when i got really mad at emily and was threating her
Orlaith
i put myself in that state
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nd when cosmo manuplatied me like the bitch he is (luv yu) i pulled myself out
Orlaith
👉 👈
エレン・イェーガー
crazy works
Orlaith
yur
Orlaith
so if im mad make me lsiten to sbairna carpneter, if im sad make me listen to ashnikko, if im non verbal dont make me listen to anything jsut talk to me till i can tlak back
Orlaith
idek who im talking to
エレン・イェーガー
a ghost
Orlaith
well the ghost will know how to fix me
Orlaith
i shoudl come with a guide
エレン・イェーガー
lol
Orlaith
i mean
Orlaith
am i wrong
Orlaith
rui how many times did i go from 0 to 100%
Orlaith
from nothing
エレン・イェーガー
uhhh
エレン・イェーガー
idk
Orlaith
how much shit do i start
Orlaith
and like how much do i just like stop caring or get sad for no reason
Orlaith
or sometimes reason
Orlaith
but overreact
エレン・イェーガー
idk
エレン・イェーガー
requently?
エレン・イェーガー
frequently*
Orlaith
bruh
Orlaith
fuck you
Orlaith
anyways
Orlaith
my fingers hurt
エレン・イェーガー
there could be alot of reasons why
Orlaith
uhhhhhhhhhh
Orlaith
idk
Orlaith
i use my hands alot
Orlaith
AHHHHHHHHHHH
Orlaith
NMKDBNRTBSNRBSRHMLBSRT
Orlaith
i wanna light a house on fire rn
Orlaith
also
Orlaith
how do i get vampire teeth
Orlaith
Rui
エレン・イェーガー
buy some
Orlaith
Ruiiiiiii
Orlaith
RUII
Orlaith
ruizieeeeeeeeee
Orlaith
ruizeuzieieeeeeeeeeeeee
Orlaith
ruizeieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
エレン・イェーガー
yesss?
Orlaith
Can i borrow some blood 👉 👈
エレン・イェーガー
for?
Orlaith
i havent decied
Orlaith
i mis with surgar and drink it
Orlaith
anyways i have a question
エレン・イェーガー
i have an answer
Orlaith
.........
Orlaith
sok ok
Orlaith
should i like
Orlaith
just try to get my bi polar out by letting it take over
Orlaith
but uhm
Orlaith
buy
Orlaith
by*
Orlaith
just
Orlaith
i cant explain
Orlaith
listen to it
Orlaith
and let it like
Orlaith
ttake oveR?
Orlaith
and
エレン・イェーガー
uhhh
Orlaith
idk change when it says instead of controlling my own emotnions
エレン・イェーガー
i guess?
エレン・イェーガー
if it helps
Orlaith
maybe idk
エレン・イェーガー
Guys, the gym coach didn't believe my story
Orlaith
meowmoemwomeowm
Orlaith
WHAT!
Orlaith
just uhm.......
Orlaith
cross y heart with the blood of a dmeon
Orlaith
ok so
Orlaith
NNo i dindt mean that dw it just was in my head its a song
Orlaith
uhm
Orlaith
just
Orlaith
start crying
Orlaith
like bawling
エレン・イェーガー
i cant cry on command the freak
Orlaith
oh..
Orlaith
ok so
Orlaith
put hand santizer under your eyes
Orlaith
ORR
Orlaith
mint chapstick on your eyelashses
Orlaith
and like
Orlaith
keep your eyes open
Orlaith
and when tears form
Orlaith
blind a lot
Orlaith
blink*
Orlaith
bubbblegum
エレン・イェーガー
yeah so where the heck am i gonna get mint chapstick from? cause i got no hand sanitizer
Orlaith
uuuuh
Orlaith
idk i carry with me
Orlaith
telpott here i share
Orlaith
nvm ion wanna see you
エレン・イェーガー
meanie
Orlaith
Nooo im sorry
Orlaith
act
Orlaith
GOOD
Orlaith
fuck you
エレン・イェーガー
are you talking to me or yourself?
エレン・イェーガー
ause i cant tell
Orlaith
yu
Orlaith
fucking idiot
エレン・イェーガー
aw man
エレン・イェーガー
not nice
エレン・イェーガー
anyway i gotta go sadly
エレン・イェーガー
i should be back at like 1:30-1:40
エレン・イェーガー
cya
Orlaith
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
エレン・イェーガー
MEANIE
Orlaith
commere rui
Orlaith
ruiii p
Orlaith
RUZIEE
Orlaith
get your ass here
Orlaith
bbggggg
Orlaith
😭
Orlaith
llllll be nice i promise
Orlaith
wje is abotu to be blocked
Orlaith
talk on btrix
BreakingSoundBarrier
I knew it made you mad
Orlaith
mm
Cosmo idk
Um. No comment
⋆。°✩ 𝓁𝓎𝓇𝒾𝓍𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒 ✩°。⋆
Hi.
Cosmo idk
Hey. You feeling better now?
⋆。°✩ 𝓁𝓎𝓇𝒾𝓍𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒 ✩°。⋆
Nope
⋆。°✩ 𝓁𝓎𝓇𝒾𝓍𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒 ✩°。⋆
Not one bit.
Cosmo idk
Oh. I'm sorry.
Cosmo idk
How long do your episodes last?
⋆。°✩ 𝓁𝓎𝓇𝒾𝓍𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒 ✩°。⋆
2-3 weeks normally
Cosmo idk
Oh damn.