and then when the thing with the 20 smthin yr old started (alot of drama on herE) i made all my shit soft stalker cause i made it very clear to like being crazy w. him
last time i changed my name for a day and my pfp and got rid of my background and bio, because alain and i had a fight and he threatedn to break up with me
so if im mad make me lsiten to sbairna carpneter, if im sad make me listen to ashnikko, if im non verbal dont make me listen to anything jsut talk to me till i can tlak back
Comments (264)
エレン・イェーガー
only if you can catch me
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uhm.
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idek how to reply to that
エレン・イェーガー
lol
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go make me a sandwich woman
エレン・イェーガー
YOUR the woman btw
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Is that why i fuck myself?
エレン・イェーガー
.
エレン・イェーガー
ig so?
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ohhh
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im gonna eat mealmine
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👉 👈
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(wood glue)
エレン・イェーガー
i was js abt to ask what the freak mealmine is
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it gives me a woody!
エレン・イェーガー
lolll
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ah being single tottaly not supressing an hour long mental breakdown and self harming habbits and 12 highs and then 3 fucks
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sigh
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im so happy!
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tottaly not using bludnymphs music to act like ion need anyone! =D
エレン・イェーガー
idk what that is buttttt
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shes a song atrist
エレン・イェーガー
ah
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yeah
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im deadass supresssing so much pain
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but its fine
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i uhm got a bucnh of guys who only talk to me when they are bored but act like im important to them =D
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Eughh why dont i have a million guys im so cool :<
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i wish i was hot id rub that in his face and make sure he cries over me
エレン・イェーガー
rub it in whos face?
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alains.
エレン・イェーガー
oh
エレン・イェーガー
right
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that i can do better than him
エレン・イェーガー
forgot
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but can i?
エレン・イェーガー
mb haven't taken my meds for the day
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he was so loving
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and like
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his body is so hot.
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what do your meds do?
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im on anti physcots
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and ani depressions
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nd anxiety meds
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and bi polar
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and vitam d...
エレン・イェーガー
im on the second and third ones
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i seeeeeee
エレン・イェーガー
and the first one i think too
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oh
エレン・イェーガー
idk
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yeha
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theyll give it to you like a small dose for like uhm
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mood stabliation
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but in reality its an anti physcots
エレン・イェーガー
indeed
エレン・イェーガー
i also take adhd meds
エレン・イェーガー
and ocd i think
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ohhh yeah
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i dont
エレン・イェーガー
im on alot of stuff
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i deadass
エレン・イェーガー
anyway passing period
エレン・イェーガー
cya in a bit
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ok:<'
エレン・イェーガー
you need to
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shhh
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i like my bi polar episodes
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like
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its the reason i change my profile
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ecause one day i want to be fucking phsycoic or wtvr and i did soft stlaker
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then other times i want to be sweet and like astethic
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so i did melody
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then theres times i just want one thing so i base it off that
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this one
BreakingSoundBarrier
What are you talking about?
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my bi polar epsiodes
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like people who are activly on here, will notice, after somehting happens (big or small) my profile changes
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weater it be my setting or like smthin with a guy
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like i change it quite often at my moms
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and then when the thing with the 20 smthin yr old started (alot of drama on herE) i made all my shit soft stalker cause i made it very clear to like being crazy w. him
BreakingSoundBarrier
Oh yea
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and then today i changed it because of alain
BreakingSoundBarrier
Oh
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last time i changed my name for a day and my pfp and got rid of my background and bio, because alain and i had a fight and he threatedn to break up with me
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plus there are times my entire personality changes and sticks for like a week
BreakingSoundBarrier
Oh
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like my guadrian angel acc
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i put myself in a mind set
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like for sowing stuff to, ill put myself in the mood for it and be hypser fixated and working every day
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but then i stop for a week or more
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my music also affects me storngy
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if i lsiten to ashnikko or blud nymph (bascially jst like confident but kinda werid/ crazy music)
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thats when im very hypser and when im very like mad and like threating
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and then sbarina carpneter just like jidna puts me in a normal mood ig,, a little more loving, calm
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bliielie ellish or other sad songs makes me like think about things that happen and thats when everything surfaces
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and jst shit like that
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just when i made my name soft stlkaer i was listenign to ashnikko lol
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im sharing alot of random info
エレン・イェーガー
indeed you are
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wel;l im bored
エレン・イェーガー
so am i
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and someone needs a guide to me
エレン・イェーガー
and i gotta go outside for some freaking "Walkathon"
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i cant control myself 😭
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fuck that shit
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say you twisted your ankle
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or that you feel sick
エレン・イェーガー
i lwk did tho
エレン・イェーガー
it hurts
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oh-
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tell them
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it hurts to walk
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ike hurts so much you wanna throw up
エレン・イェーガー
but mama aint raise no bitch
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and then back to random info
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so i also get mad at small things, but dont car about big thigns
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like ima use goose as an example (sorry goose)
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this made me really mad and im not gong to reply because im petty
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but if sosa blokced me today, called me a bitch and made fun of my insucties
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id laugh about it
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and move on
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because i have no fucking idea why
エレン・イェーガー
thats....
エレン・イェーガー
interesting
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yeah-
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well i mean i do care later on
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but i put myself in a state were i dont
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because i can choose what state im in
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like when i got really mad at emily and was threating her
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i put myself in that state
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nd when cosmo manuplatied me like the bitch he is (luv yu) i pulled myself out
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👉 👈
エレン・イェーガー
crazy works
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yur
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so if im mad make me lsiten to sbairna carpneter, if im sad make me listen to ashnikko, if im non verbal dont make me listen to anything jsut talk to me till i can tlak back
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idek who im talking to
エレン・イェーガー
a ghost
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well the ghost will know how to fix me
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i shoudl come with a guide
エレン・イェーガー
lol
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i mean
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am i wrong
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rui how many times did i go from 0 to 100%
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from nothing
エレン・イェーガー
uhhh
エレン・イェーガー
idk
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how much shit do i start
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and like how much do i just like stop caring or get sad for no reason
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or sometimes reason
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but overreact
エレン・イェーガー
idk
エレン・イェーガー
requently?
エレン・イェーガー
frequently*
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bruh
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fuck you
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anyways
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my fingers hurt
エレン・イェーガー
there could be alot of reasons why
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uhhhhhhhhhh
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idk
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i use my hands alot
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AHHHHHHHHHHH
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NMKDBNRTBSNRBSRHMLBSRT
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i wanna light a house on fire rn
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also
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how do i get vampire teeth
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Rui
エレン・イェーガー
buy some
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Ruiiiiiii
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RUII
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ruizieeeeeeeeee
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ruizeuzieieeeeeeeeeeeee
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ruizeieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
エレン・イェーガー
yesss?
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Can i borrow some blood 👉 👈
エレン・イェーガー
for?
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i havent decied
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i mis with surgar and drink it
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anyways i have a question
エレン・イェーガー
i have an answer
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.........
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sok ok
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should i like
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just try to get my bi polar out by letting it take over
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but uhm
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buy
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by*
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just
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i cant explain
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listen to it
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and let it like
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ttake oveR?
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and
エレン・イェーガー
uhhh
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idk change when it says instead of controlling my own emotnions
エレン・イェーガー
i guess?
エレン・イェーガー
if it helps
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maybe idk
エレン・イェーガー
Guys, the gym coach didn't believe my story
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meowmoemwomeowm
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WHAT!
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just uhm.......
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cross y heart with the blood of a dmeon
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ok so
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NNo i dindt mean that dw it just was in my head its a song
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uhm
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just
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start crying
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like bawling
エレン・イェーガー
i cant cry on command the freak
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oh..
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ok so
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put hand santizer under your eyes
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ORR
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mint chapstick on your eyelashses
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and like
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keep your eyes open
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and when tears form
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blind a lot
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blink*
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bubbblegum
エレン・イェーガー
yeah so where the heck am i gonna get mint chapstick from? cause i got no hand sanitizer
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uuuuh
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idk i carry with me
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telpott here i share
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nvm ion wanna see you
エレン・イェーガー
meanie
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Nooo im sorry
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act
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GOOD
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fuck you
エレン・イェーガー
are you talking to me or yourself?
エレン・イェーガー
ause i cant tell
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yu
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fucking idiot
エレン・イェーガー
aw man
エレン・イェーガー
not nice
エレン・イェーガー
anyway i gotta go sadly
エレン・イェーガー
i should be back at like 1:30-1:40
エレン・イェーガー
cya
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noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
エレン・イェーガー
MEANIE
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commere rui
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ruiii p
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RUZIEE
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get your ass here
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bbggggg
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😭
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llllll be nice i promise
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wje is abotu to be blocked
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talk on btrix
BreakingSoundBarrier
I knew it made you mad
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mm
Cosmo idk
Um. No comment
⋆。°✩ 𝓁𝓎𝓇𝒾𝓍𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒 ✩°。⋆
Hi.
Cosmo idk
Hey. You feeling better now?
⋆。°✩ 𝓁𝓎𝓇𝒾𝓍𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒 ✩°。⋆
Nope
⋆。°✩ 𝓁𝓎𝓇𝒾𝓍𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒 ✩°。⋆
Not one bit.
Cosmo idk
Oh. I'm sorry.
Cosmo idk
How long do your episodes last?
⋆。°✩ 𝓁𝓎𝓇𝒾𝓍𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒 ✩°。⋆
2-3 weeks normally
Cosmo idk
Oh damn.