Threat Against Rui

only if you can catch me

uhm.

idek how to reply to that

lol

go make me a sandwich woman

YOUR the woman btw

Is that why i fuck myself?

.

ig so?

ohhh

im gonna eat mealmine

👉 👈

(wood glue)

i was js abt to ask what the freak mealmine is

it gives me a woody!

lolll

ah being single tottaly not supressing an hour long mental breakdown and self harming habbits and 12 highs and then 3 fucks

sigh

im so happy!

tottaly not using bludnymphs music to act like ion need anyone! =D

idk what that is buttttt

shes a song atrist

ah

yeah

im deadass supresssing so much pain

but its fine

i uhm got a bucnh of guys who only talk to me when they are bored but act like im important to them =D

Eughh why dont i have a million guys im so cool :<

i wish i was hot id rub that in his face and make sure he cries over me

rub it in whos face?

alains.

oh

right

that i can do better than him

forgot

but can i?

mb haven't taken my meds for the day

he was so loving

and like

his body is so hot.

what do your meds do?

im on anti physcots

and ani depressions

nd anxiety meds

and bi polar

and vitam d...

im on the second and third ones

i seeeeeee

and the first one i think too

oh

idk

yeha

theyll give it to you like a small dose for like uhm

mood stabliation

but in reality its an anti physcots

indeed

i also take adhd meds

and ocd i think

ohhh yeah

i dont

im on alot of stuff

i deadass

anyway passing period

cya in a bit

ok:<'

you need to

shhh

i like my bi polar episodes

like

its the reason i change my profile

ecause one day i want to be fucking phsycoic or wtvr and i did soft stlaker

then other times i want to be sweet and like astethic

so i did melody

then theres times i just want one thing so i base it off that

this one

What are you talking about?

my bi polar epsiodes

like people who are activly on here, will notice, after somehting happens (big or small) my profile changes

weater it be my setting or like smthin with a guy

like i change it quite often at my moms

and then when the thing with the 20 smthin yr old started (alot of drama on herE) i made all my shit soft stalker cause i made it very clear to like being crazy w. him

Oh yea

and then today i changed it because of alain

Oh

last time i changed my name for a day and my pfp and got rid of my background and bio, because alain and i had a fight and he threatedn to break up with me

plus there are times my entire personality changes and sticks for like a week

Oh

like my guadrian angel acc

i put myself in a mind set

like for sowing stuff to, ill put myself in the mood for it and be hypser fixated and working every day

but then i stop for a week or more

my music also affects me storngy

if i lsiten to ashnikko or blud nymph (bascially jst like confident but kinda werid/ crazy music)

thats when im very hypser and when im very like mad and like threating

and then sbarina carpneter just like jidna puts me in a normal mood ig,, a little more loving, calm

bliielie ellish or other sad songs makes me like think about things that happen and thats when everything surfaces

and jst shit like that

just when i made my name soft stlkaer i was listenign to ashnikko lol

im sharing alot of random info

indeed you are

wel;l im bored

so am i

and someone needs a guide to me

and i gotta go outside for some freaking "Walkathon"

i cant control myself 😭

fuck that shit

say you twisted your ankle

or that you feel sick

i lwk did tho

it hurts

oh-

tell them

it hurts to walk

ike hurts so much you wanna throw up

but mama aint raise no bitch

and then back to random info

so i also get mad at small things, but dont car about big thigns

like ima use goose as an example (sorry goose)

this made me really mad and im not gong to reply because im petty

but if sosa blokced me today, called me a bitch and made fun of my insucties

id laugh about it

and move on

because i have no fucking idea why

thats....

interesting

yeah-

well i mean i do care later on

but i put myself in a state were i dont

because i can choose what state im in

like when i got really mad at emily and was threating her

i put myself in that state

nd when cosmo manuplatied me like the bitch he is (luv yu) i pulled myself out

👉 👈

crazy works

yur

so if im mad make me lsiten to sbairna carpneter, if im sad make me listen to ashnikko, if im non verbal dont make me listen to anything jsut talk to me till i can tlak back

idek who im talking to

a ghost

well the ghost will know how to fix me

i shoudl come with a guide

lol

i mean

am i wrong

rui how many times did i go from 0 to 100%

from nothing

uhhh

idk

how much shit do i start

and like how much do i just like stop caring or get sad for no reason

or sometimes reason

but overreact

idk

requently?

frequently*

bruh

fuck you

anyways

my fingers hurt

there could be alot of reasons why

uhhhhhhhhhh

idk

i use my hands alot

AHHHHHHHHHHH

NMKDBNRTBSNRBSRHMLBSRT

i wanna light a house on fire rn

also

how do i get vampire teeth

Rui

buy some

Ruiiiiiii

RUII

ruizieeeeeeeeee

ruizeuzieieeeeeeeeeeeee

ruizeieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

yesss?

Can i borrow some blood 👉 👈

for?

i havent decied

i mis with surgar and drink it

anyways i have a question

i have an answer

.........

sok ok

should i like

just try to get my bi polar out by letting it take over

but uhm

buy

by*

just

i cant explain

listen to it

and let it like

ttake oveR?

and

uhhh

idk change when it says instead of controlling my own emotnions

i guess?

if it helps

maybe idk

Guys, the gym coach didn't believe my story

meowmoemwomeowm

WHAT!

just uhm.......

cross y heart with the blood of a dmeon

ok so

NNo i dindt mean that dw it just was in my head its a song

uhm

just

start crying

like bawling

i cant cry on command the freak

oh..

ok so

put hand santizer under your eyes

ORR

mint chapstick on your eyelashses

and like

keep your eyes open

and when tears form

blind a lot

blink*

bubbblegum

yeah so where the heck am i gonna get mint chapstick from? cause i got no hand sanitizer

uuuuh

idk i carry with me

telpott here i share

nvm ion wanna see you

meanie

Nooo im sorry

act

GOOD

fuck you

are you talking to me or yourself?

ause i cant tell

yu

fucking idiot

aw man

not nice

anyway i gotta go sadly

i should be back at like 1:30-1:40

cya

noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

MEANIE

commere rui

ruiii p

RUZIEE

get your ass here

bbggggg

😭

llllll be nice i promise

wje is abotu to be blocked

talk on btrix

I knew it made you mad

mm

Um. No comment

Hi.

Hey. You feeling better now?

Nope

Not one bit.

Oh. I'm sorry.

How long do your episodes last?

2-3 weeks normally

Oh damn.