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i just finished a really good book last night

its about this girl getting over her ex who killed himself

and finding his daugheter not knowing he had one

everyone thinks she tried to khs because her ex did

then her exes daughter shows up at her house non day

and begins to live with her (the charecter is reallt iffy about her

nd later finds on that will (her ex) didnt even know he had a dughter

and wills ex, tayna, hates her daughter lilly

nd strts hanging out with the ambulance personw ho she re met because his sisters kid went there

and hates him for sleeping with her because jake yaps about how his dad uses women

then sam the ambulance guy gets shot and almost dies

then lilly gets a new home with her new found grandmother

Muñeca Reina

and hates him for sleeping with her because jake yaps about how his dad uses women

my dad does NOT use women

bro idk why but like my bi-polar has been kicking me deep in the stomach lately

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hey, i need some lyirc suggestions

I came up with a fire bar like 2 weeks ago and I forgot

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my grandma's dog used to have this thing where his trachea would collapse

it was so nice trying to fall asleep listening to this dog choke on himself!

but i think not taking my meds is strting to affect me

GOSH FUCKING DAMMIT WHY CAN I NOT TYPE WHEN TALKING TO YOU SPECIFICALLY

Muñeca Reina

idgaf about my meds

hence why your bpd is acting up

that can be changed by a combination of cognitive reshaping and supplemental medication

ill start taking my anti physcotis when i start seeing and hearing shit again

i got hospitalized cause i was hearing things

and they offerd other things like shots and like shit you put in appleauce and ignored me when i said yeah anything but pills

LIKE WHY OFFER IT IF YOUR NOT GOING TO GIMMIE IT

Muñeca Reina

and they offerd other things like shots and like shit you put in appleauce and ignored me when i said yeah anything but pills

the applesauce shit goes crazy I used to take one of those when I was a wee little lad

Muñeca Reina

i just genuingly hate taking meds

look where that's gotten you

if you believe you're broken then you can't be fixed

they could give you a placebo and if you had the right mindset it would work

Muñeca Reina

i dont belive im broke

same goes the other way

because every time i take even a small one i go into a panic attack

witch has been recently senign me into manic episodes

every time i take one i fel like i over dosed ahh over again

you should really work with a GOOD therapist to help you see things in a new way and make gradual changes to improve your overall well-being

and don't hold on to any negative ideas or habits

true change and success requires sacrifice

I was super against therapy and stuff till my parents dumped me into an intensive program for my OCD a few years ago

And thankfully I worked with a really good therapist who helped me to be accepting of change

my parents are trying to put me into a certain therapy

the best thing I did was to let it go and trust her

And let go of my own thought patterns and be open to new things

pretty sure EMDR is for people who've repressed their trauma and need to reprocess

Muñeca Reina

i found this place to tlak

LMFAO THIS IS NOT A SITE FOR THERAPY

This is probably the WORST place to look for therapy

There's a very certain type of people who find websites like this

lovely perv introduced me to this site first off

i mean i was going through google and i found like a thingy

Muñeca Reina

i mean i was going through google and i found like a thingy

still not a good idea

you should stay with professional, licensed people who can ACTUALLY help you

i mean to invite freinds too and talk to them

spookSymphony

pretty sure EMDR is for people who've repressed their trauma and need to reprocess

I. Dont. Have. Trauma.

"...a series of related events that disrupt a person's sense of safety, security, and well-being."

i can act out and it dosent mean i have trauma

Trauma doesn't have to mean like you watched someone die or idk got shot or smth

clearly some series of events has led to the gradual deterioration of your well-being

you can't convince yourself by repeating things

i dont have truauma, and im perfectly fine iwht my life,

are you REALLY happy with the way things are?

Do you REALLY want to live the rest of your life like this?

weren't you going to commit suicide not long ago?

No, but the fact that you were considering it demonstrates that you aren't as fine as you say you are

nobody's perfect, no life is untouched by pain

That doesn't mean there isn't hope for you though

I know it can be scary or embarrassing or whatever to feel like you need help

You can't convince me just by saying that

Ill leave this shit household and ill be fine.

Because you don't know how to solve the problems

It's lying to yourself whether you know it or not

Everything you do concerns me greatly and I'm done pretending it's alright

I'm very worried for the way things are heading for you

If you don't start making changes at your own volition

There's a reason you have medication and suicidal thoughts

But if you pretend it's all okay it's just going to get worse and worse

Take it from someone who did the same thing

It doesn't get better until you get vulnerable

But there are people who genuinely want to help you

And tell me you want to keep living like this

Or that you want it to keep getting worse

I'm trying to help you because I care about you and don't want to see you continue hurting yourself

You might've heard of this verse: "Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."

Deuteronomy says "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.”

Muñeca Reina

thats a lie

God is incapable of lying

There is not a length to which He will not go to love you

my mom chose her bf over me and hasnt loved me sence

For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.

That He sent his own Son to be brutally killed

There is no greater love than to lay one's life down for another

And because God WANTS you to be in a relationship with Him

I want you to think about what I just told you

I promise you that you're going to be okay

I don't know, Charlie, I don't know how all people work

It's hard to know when someone loves you or not

But rest assured, you're loved unconditionally

You have been from the moment you came into this world

As you were delicately crafted within your mother's womb

You are loved, and there is nothing that can change that

Muñeca Reina

and i dont want to ide

I don't want you to die either

everything has been spinning sense my mom told me she dindt want me anymore

i lose everything i had so i never gained anything again

jake i lost the one place that felt like home

But what people say doesn't change your worth

Muñeca Reina

jake i lost the one place that felt like home

Your home is with the Lord

because hes sick of it being anyone elses

I'm sorry things are like that, I know it's difficult

You were exposed to a lot of things you shouldn't have been

I think you do, but it's not as bad as you might think

There's a lot of things I think have hurt you over time, both directly and indirectly

But you can certainly move past those things, learn from them, and grow into the person you're destined to be

It's all a part of God's purpose for your life

Romans 8:18 says "I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us. For the creation waits in eager expectation for the children of God to be revealed. For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the freedom and glory of the children of God."

But it means that the ways we suffer now aren't even worth comparing to what is to come

We have to suffer because it's the only way to grow

Suffering is natural to humanity because of our own sin, but God's will is that the suffering we undergo will lead us to become new and transformed people

You are a child of the Most High, the omnipotent creator of the universe

He who spoke light into existence, who placed the stars in the sky, who filled the oceans and raised the mountains

I'm merely speaking forth the Word of the Lord

Well, it's harder to have a personal connection with a pastor

You are worth loving and caring for in God's eyes, and He intends to do just that

I'll be back in just a few minutes, I have to switch classes

i should prolly get off and focuous on my school work

ill ttyl i go to my moms today so ill be on

Of course, I hope what I've said will be helpful

Muñeca Reina

ill ttyl i go to my moms today so ill be on

yay!