Seeking Suicide Tips

My only tip is, don’t do it. It’s not worth it.

why not

Because hell is infinitely times worse than your life here on Earth.

i honestly fucking hate everything rn and want to, I've already tried twice and failed both times.

Then it’s a sign that you shouldn’t do it.

why not

Because you have meaning.

Everybody does.

how? I get told to kill myself like 3 times a week

Event eh most useless of all.

and i've lost all of my friends TWICE this year

Does people are in the same boat as you, and they’re trying to pull you in as well to make themselves feel better about their misery.

I’ve never had friends to begin with.

good, then it worked

What worked?

them making me feel like them, i know god damn well that they have never felt anything besides their ego all their life

but they still manage to make me feel like i need to end it all

i just wanted tips for suicide. not help.

I see. However, you shouldn’t listen to them if you don’t trust them. What they’re saying is a lie.

and dont even try tracing my IP, im on a proxy

and VPN

Why would I do that?

i know your a moderator

I respect your privacy.

im a normal user of this website, just logged out

I don’t need to know who you are.

well thanks for that man, i respect you trying to help me and all, and ur a good person

i just dont want it

I get the feeling. I never wanted help when I had my troubles. But everybody needs help sooner or later. If you don’t want to continue the conversation, I’m fine with that. I know it’s difficult to accept help from others. I know from experience.

Thank you for being a good person.

I’m always here to help.

I'm sorry you had to go through that.

I'll try to get better, like I have been.

Its just really hard man

It’s alright. We have our ups and downs.

I know it is

But we must push through and find our meaning.

No one gives a shit about me except for the fact that im hot or whatever even though i hate my own appearance

nvm

I don’t know your personal life, but I know that feeling.

thx bro

sorry for wasting your time.

im honestly too pussy to do it anyways

im scared of dying, anything strong enough to kill u is enough to give you a life long defect if you live

You’re welcome. I hope things will get better for you. And you’re not wasting my time. I enjoy helping people because I know nobody gets you and understands you and you must stick up for yourself.

i tried to overdose not even 2 months ago and im lucky to be alive

Yeah, that’s quite a difficult situation.

I’ve never had suicidal thoughts, so that’s the only area I don’t know about.

oh, ok

But I can imagine.

i used to be like what most people imagine an emo is

i used to use a box cutter on my thighs and shit

and cry like 4hrs a night

Yes, that’s where depression leads.

And it needs to be treated.

ive been working on it

i got clean off of cutting and s/h for like 2 months

And it will be fine, just you wait.

until like 4 days ago

That’s really good.

but i wont again

and it was small

i think im ok

i was honestly just upset due to somethings that have been happening

ive been curious for a while but idk if its ok to ask and u dont have to reply

Keep improving, I promise you will remember me and this conversation in the future and understand just how true the fact that suicide isn’t worth it is.

i will.

You can ask me stuff. I don’t mind.

how old are you anyways?

I’m almost 15.

oh, you act a lot older and wiser.

okay.

now, please sleep.

i know where ever you are rn its too late

Yes, I get that a lot. I try my best to be my best self.

It’s 10:20 P.M.

still, a growing body needs sleep

I agree.

Just curious, are you an older member of the community?

why are you online rn anyways

i'd say im fairly new.

I see.

I’m online just to check on things.

i've known about this website for like 2 years but didnt make an actual account until within the last 6 months

Oh so you’re an older member.

ok

yeah. i know about the older stuff.

just wasn't involved ig

Anyone who has been here for more than 6 months is considered an OG.

oh dang

Do you remember Hailey and Caitlyn?

ok

yeah

i remember Hailey

I miss them dearly. More than anybody can imagine.

They were the best.

im sorry man.

I miss the old days.

i never talked to them personally, but i read it all

i honestly was like a stalker until within the past 5 months

This might sound exaggerated or cringe, but just the thought of how things used to be almost makes my eyes teary.

i wish i was more active back then

i honestly understand

It reminds me of so many good memories

i feel that way about many old websites and people

im glad you have nice memories like that

Nowadays, it’s zoomers and other dumbasses that roam this place freely.

I hate the new people so much.

i do too

i've been involved in all the mimi shit

and all the anons being assholes

some of it is a little funny though, to be fair

being for how dumb they are

And they get me in trouble with Matt. I snap once, and the mods and Matt are all over me with screenshots of what I said bad. But they ignore what other assholes said and did.

oh no

I’m so sick of this place.

I’m sick of these retards.

I can’t deal with such lowlives.

why not leave then?

That’s a question I’ve been asking for a long, long time.

I keep coming back. I don’t know why.

memories

habit

Yes.

Most likely.

I keep expecting the older people to come back.

what i find funny is you probably think im a retarded zoomer on my main too

I don’t know who you are.

i really hope they do

ik you dont

im planning on keeping it that way

I find myself assuming that every anon is a zoomer.

But I know you’re different.

And I’m bot gonna ask you who you are.

*not

Thanks.

I know the feeling for privacy.

With what you implied, I bet you do.

and I'm sorry for that too.

It’s alright.

Wait

Yes?

Aren’t you the anon who renounced the throne long ago?

Remember the monarchy we had back then??

IS THAT YOU?

I'm not commenting on anything about the past.

Might've been though ;)

You know what, it was stupid of me to ask. But oh my god, it’s you.

Hey

Wait.

Yeah?

I know who you are. For the sake of you privacy, i wish I didn’t. But I know who you are.

Than who am I?

You have me curious.

Are you Fruit of the elements??

I'm not going to confirm or deny.

Ok.

Sorry, I know its quite annoying.

But if you are, I’ve missed you so so so much. Like, you have no idea how much I’ve missed you. If it’s not you, just ignore this message.

Damnit, you got me all excited.

I thought one of the OGs is back.

I'm just kind of speechless right now.

It’s fine you don’t need to tell me

Wait why?

I can't point out one reason in particular

Ok. Well, I really need to go sleep right now so I gtg. But it would be awesome to continue this convo

Ok. I may see you around my old friend.

Goodnight. Please sleep well.

It's an Anon so I reckon it's not an attention seeker. Don't do it Anon. Think about all there is to live for. If you leave America you'll immediately be less suicidal

My old friend, where are you?