Msnobody Wants to Talk

abt?

Victor is gay

hes rlly not

hes not that bad actually.

No he's gay

I saw him grab some kids thigh

hes not, he likes me.

Does he know you're dating ethan?

yeah?

Damn he must hate ethan

he does

he knows how much ethan hurts me.

How does ethan hurt you

im just sick of the lies dude.

im sick of overthinking 24/7.

im sick of feeling insecure around him.

I knew him back in 7th grade, he was so fucking annoying and a big liar

i know everyones told me

But he did help me sometimes so he isn't that bad

i mean ive gave him several chances, and tbh I don't hate him.

im just utterly dissapointed rn.

i mean idk who to believe, my own boyfriend who has hide things from me before, or people I just met a week ago.

my b sorry for venting, ik this isn't ur problem. sorry if I'm being a burden lolz.

If you really think ethan is that bad I think you should leave him. Not saying you should

i mean i have some hope that he will do better, and yes I mean it when I say I love him. I'm just scared of losing him.

maybe if i was a better gf this wouldn't happen.

i let everyone down, all my friends down, teachers down, boyfriend down. yet i just stay "happy" bc I don't want anyone seeing me hurt like this. ethan honestly deserves better.

Just remember, work on self improvement, and then focus on others, if you really think it's your fault, then just work on yourself to be better

i know but ive tried to work on self improvement but I fucking cant.

Ask for advice then

ive tried for so long and got honestly nowhere. the people at chisholm makes me forget about my problems. like I'm sort of normal. but when I'm home I feel like a dissapointment.

i have, ive done therapy, im on meds rn just to fix me.

Just know there are weirder people than you

You're not the only one

yeah. ik.

i just try to fit in yet I cant, ppl were making fun of me for crying yet I was having a fucking panic attack nd couldn't breathe.

now everyones saying shit nd its just making everything worse, like I just wanna dissapear.

Everybody has those days, they're just jerks who aren't self aware

That's how school starts off when you're the new kid

Just be patient and all the pain and misery will slowly but surely go away

hopefully

do u think ethan is cheating?

Cmon, why would Ethan cheat on a pretty girl like you

Ethan was down bad in 7th grade and he probably still lis