I have a really weird fear. Whenever I do anything, I'm always scared im not where I actually am. I think, "What if I had a huge accident or traumatic experience?" and "What if im actually in my school classroom or a hospital?" and I think im actually at home. Like I'm hallucinating where I am, and I'm actually in a class, and whenever I get up and do something, im not actually doing it, and I just look fucking crazy? or like if im singing one of my songs, im just mid class in song, but i dont know im in class. Am i really home right now? Am i acting a fool in public because I'm crazy? Is me having this fear making me more aware and its actually true im just "waking up" what happens when I come back to reailty and im in a class? Like is this at all a normal fear?
Comments (22)
Vulnerable Munia
uh that sounds like trauma or some shi
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Why are you feeding into it.
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Isnt trauma the reason im fucking hallucating?
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dude what the fuck is real
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anyways i dindt take my meds last night.
UK
All fears are normal to have
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so your saying its normal im scared to do anything bercause i think im secretly halucatinging it and people can see me in my surroundings but i dont know because im hallucting my own surroundings.
UK
It's a response to trauma
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I don't have trauma?
Haminations Bryson
wow
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i mean i also started (very little nothing big) age reressing
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and thats also a trauma responce
UK
Hm
UK
Sorry for afk I was eating
Haminations Bryson
wow
Haminations Bryson
hello
Dish3rm3s_luvva
I sometimes get the same feeling gurl
Dish3rm3s_luvva
And when I have to do sm I forget and when I remember I find myself doing something else
Haminations Bryson
hiii???
iheartmyself
Are U in therapy
iheartmyself
Mb that sounds bitchy
BreakingSoundBarrier
Oh