No because why in my school there is always a rumors and shit, I literally lost TWO of my best friends today over someone saying I was talking shit about them when THEY were the ones fucking talking shit I've literally been crying almost all day because of it like why would I talk shit about my best friends when they literally have been the best people I've met and they were there for me when my life was shitty but now I don't got them all because of a lie and I was literally going to tell them that the one who told the lie was talking shit about them at lunch but it wasn't even BEFORE lunch they were told the lie and they ignored me and proceeded to not let me tell my side of the story and just went with what that person said then they said at lunch when I went to go talk to them to tell them what that person said isn't true and then one said "it's the fact you didn't tell us they were talking shit and just let it happen" like I WAS FUCKING GONNA TELL YOU IF YOU JUST HAD FUCKING LET ME EXPLAIN INSTEAD OF IGNORING ME FUCK.. I genuinely wanted to say "maybe fucking listen to both sides of the fucking story before believing someone you fucking hate" I'm just genuinely so done, my life is already shit and then this happens can my life get any worse...
i mean yu could js do it with someone you know really well so yu feel safe i mean i dont vent to random people abt my mh problems but ill vent abt like school drama
thats what im scared to do i hate making people uncomfortable thats why before i vent abt my mh i ask and if they seem uncomfortable ill stop talking abt it
thats what im scared to do i hate making people uncomfortable thats why before i vent abt my mh i ask and if they seem uncomfortable ill stop talking abt it
And my friend is one of the only people that I can be normal around
I love my mom but she drinks because my dad is a jerk
my dad and mom dont talk but my mom would sometimes get drunk and lets js say i had to keep myself locked in my room until she sobered up but other than that she was my fav parent
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BreakingSoundBarrier
Same
swaggerjagger
No because why in my school there is always a rumors and shit, I literally lost TWO of my best friends today over someone saying I was talking shit about them when THEY were the ones fucking talking shit I've literally been crying almost all day because of it like why would I talk shit about my best friends when they literally have been the best people I've met and they were there for me when my life was shitty but now I don't got them all because of a lie and I was literally going to tell them that the one who told the lie was talking shit about them at lunch but it wasn't even BEFORE lunch they were told the lie and they ignored me and proceeded to not let me tell my side of the story and just went with what that person said then they said at lunch when I went to go talk to them to tell them what that person said isn't true and then one said "it's the fact you didn't tell us they were talking shit and just let it happen" like I WAS FUCKING GONNA TELL YOU IF YOU JUST HAD FUCKING LET ME EXPLAIN INSTEAD OF IGNORING ME FUCK.. I genuinely wanted to say "maybe fucking listen to both sides of the fucking story before believing someone you fucking hate" I'm just genuinely so done, my life is already shit and then this happens can my life get any worse...
BreakingSoundBarrier
Oh
BreakingSoundBarrier
Shoot
BreakingSoundBarrier
Srrry
swaggerjagger
no im sorry for just venting abt it im rlly sorry i shouldn't have done that without asking.
BreakingSoundBarrier
Its fine I dont mind
BreakingSoundBarrier
I wish I could do that
swaggerjagger
yu sure?
BreakingSoundBarrier
Yes
BreakingSoundBarrier
Positive
swaggerjagger
i mean yu could js do it with someone you know really well so yu feel safe i mean i dont vent to random people abt my mh problems but ill vent abt like school drama
BreakingSoundBarrier
Well I don't want to make my friend uncomfortable
BreakingSoundBarrier
And i domt think anyone else wants to hear about my issues
swaggerjagger
thats what im scared to do i hate making people uncomfortable thats why before i vent abt my mh i ask and if they seem uncomfortable ill stop talking abt it
swaggerjagger
dont think that theres people who most definitely care
BreakingSoundBarrier
Not that they don't care but they have their own problems and I dont want to over burden them
BreakingSoundBarrier
And my friend is one of the only people that I can be normal around
swaggerjagger
yeahh i get that
BreakingSoundBarrier
Except my mom
BreakingSoundBarrier
But she's my mom
swaggerjagger
i have this one friend he lives in a different area hes the only one that has seen my TRUE self
BreakingSoundBarrier
My friend lives in germany
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(I think i told you this)
swaggerjagger
lowk wish i could tell my mom.
swaggerjagger
umm im not sure i dont have good memory
BreakingSoundBarrier
Yeah idk
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Yeah
swaggerjagger
lowk hate living with my dad.
BreakingSoundBarrier
My dad is an ass
BreakingSoundBarrier
Like all of the time
swaggerjagger
mine too
swaggerjagger
i miss my mom my fucking stepmom is a fucking bitch
BreakingSoundBarrier
Im srry
swaggerjagger
js to be sure my real mom isnt dead alot of people think that when i say i miss my mom shes js in prison
BreakingSoundBarrier
Well it still sucks to miss someone
swaggerjagger
yeahh
God
yeah man i feel u
swaggerjagger
oh hello!
BreakingSoundBarrier
I love my mom but she drinks because my dad is a jerk
BreakingSoundBarrier
Hi
God
what up
UK
Just coming back on a random Tuesday?
UK
Well, Friday
God
yea man i figured id pop in and see whats up
swaggerjagger
my dad and mom dont talk but my mom would sometimes get drunk and lets js say i had to keep myself locked in my room until she sobered up but other than that she was my fav parent
BreakingSoundBarrier
Oh
swaggerjagger
yupp
BreakingSoundBarrier
My mom try always hits my dad when she is too drunk
BreakingSoundBarrier
But only if he yells at her about something
BreakingSoundBarrier
But she never hits me or my siblings
swaggerjagger
lowk i would to i hate being yelled at
BreakingSoundBarrier
Yeah
swaggerjagger
well thats good
BreakingSoundBarrier
My dad keeps kicking me out of the house when question him
swaggerjagger
oh im sorry
BreakingSoundBarrier
Im actually kind of scared of him
BreakingSoundBarrier
And hes shorter then me
swaggerjagger
i know that feeling
BreakingSoundBarrier
But he tries to choke me when we get in fights
swaggerjagger
oh my... im so sorry
BreakingSoundBarrier
Sometimes I want to run away but I realise i can't leave
swaggerjagger
i actually use to do that all the time when my mom would get mad i would js stay with like a friend or different family member
BreakingSoundBarrier
I always go to the library
BreakingSoundBarrier
That's my happy place
swaggerjagger
ooo legendary spot
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Yea
BreakingSoundBarrier
Srry ill stop complaining now
swaggerjagger
its okay no need to be sorry
BreakingSoundBarrier
I dont knownif I made u uncomfortable
swaggerjagger
you didnt dont worry
BreakingSoundBarrier
Ok cool
Haminations bryson
cool cool