I hate school...

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  • No because why in my school there is always a rumors and shit, I literally lost TWO of my best friends today over someone saying I was talking shit about them when THEY were the ones fucking talking shit I've literally been crying almost all day because of it like why would I talk shit about my best friends when they literally have been the best people I've met and they were there for me when my life was shitty but now I don't got them all because of a lie and I was literally going to tell them that the one who told the lie was talking shit about them at lunch but it wasn't even BEFORE lunch they were told the lie and they ignored me and proceeded to not let me tell my side of the story and just went with what that person said then they said at lunch when I went to go talk to them to tell them what that person said isn't true and then one said "it's the fact you didn't tell us they were talking shit and just let it happen" like I WAS FUCKING GONNA TELL YOU IF YOU JUST HAD FUCKING LET ME EXPLAIN INSTEAD OF IGNORING ME FUCK.. I genuinely wanted to say "maybe fucking listen to both sides of the fucking story before believing someone you fucking hate" I'm just genuinely so done, my life is already shit and then this happens can my life get any worse...

    no im sorry for just venting abt it im rlly sorry i shouldn't have done that without asking.

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    Its fine I dont mind

    yu sure?

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    I wish I could do that

    i mean yu could js do it with someone you know really well so yu feel safe i mean i dont vent to random people abt my mh problems but ill vent abt like school drama

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    Well I don't want to make my friend uncomfortable

    thats what im scared to do i hate making people uncomfortable thats why before i vent abt my mh i ask and if they seem uncomfortable ill stop talking abt it

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    And i domt think anyone else wants to hear about my issues

    dont think that theres people who most definitely care

    Not that they don't care but they have their own problems and I dont want to over burden them

    swaggerjagger

    thats what im scared to do i hate making people uncomfortable thats why before i vent abt my mh i ask and if they seem uncomfortable ill stop talking abt it

    And my friend is one of the only people that I can be normal around

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    Not that they don't care but they have their own problems and I dont want to over burden them

    yeahh i get that

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    And my friend is one of the only people that I can be normal around

    i have this one friend he lives in a different area hes the only one that has seen my TRUE self

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    But she's my mom

    lowk wish i could tell my mom.

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    (I think i told you this)

    umm im not sure i dont have good memory

    i miss my mom my fucking stepmom is a fucking bitch

    js to be sure my real mom isnt dead alot of people think that when i say i miss my mom shes js in prison

    yeah man i feel u

    what up

    God

    yeah man i feel u

    Just coming back on a random Tuesday?

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    Well, Friday

    yea man i figured id pop in and see whats up

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    I love my mom but she drinks because my dad is a jerk

    my dad and mom dont talk but my mom would sometimes get drunk and lets js say i had to keep myself locked in my room until she sobered up but other than that she was my fav parent

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    But only if he yells at her about something

    lowk i would to i hate being yelled at

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    But she never hits me or my siblings

    well thats good

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    Im actually kind of scared of him

    i know that feeling

    swaggerjagger

    i know that feeling

    Sometimes I want to run away but I realise i can't leave

    i actually use to do that all the time when my mom would get mad i would js stay with like a friend or different family member

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    I always go to the library

    ooo legendary spot

    Mercenary Cockatiel