I hate math.

real

math suckz

yurr

i ate and now my stomach is cramping up badd

awh

im so srryyu

i searched up

"dose sex help with cramps"

and i got

NAHH

"webstie blocked"

crazy

you want me to find out when i get home??

GIRL

:3

:D

=3

dih

...

i have a math test 2day bro

im gnna flunk SO BAD

DO I TAKE THE CHANCESS

hmmmmm

nah

just goon

😭

:3

ima text my mommy saying i feel sick

like lightheaded

:>

and she will pick me up

i hope so

so i can skip math

:D

cuz my math teacher is rlly mean

fight her

NO

IM NOT GTTING SUSPENDED

OR WRITTEM UP

MY MUM WILL BEAT MY ASS

oof

AND MY DAD WILL YELL

fight them too

NO

...

i refusze

ima text my mommy soon

as soon as advisory endds

:3

your in advisry?

its almsot 12

yeha

it ends a =t 12:10

:c

ihh

i thought

advisroy was like a first calss

ohh

might be

it was in my school

but my school has it after lunch

sob

its like russian roulette in here

ALL THE SNITCHES R IN HERE

LIKE.. ALL OF THEM

ESPECIALLY THE PERSON W/ A CAVEMAN BUILD

ew

:<

ikkkkkkkk

is it still Russian roulette with a full gun?

it sucks so baaaaddddd

i bet

i hate snithces

id bts

yeah, russian roulette with a machine gun

bta

type shit lets play

hell yuh

i have to wait thirty minutes till i can text my mmomy

:<

nooo

ikk

it was for the best tho

but i gave it away cause it hurt

im srry

yeah..

It hurts to keep something that hurt you

yeah.

but it hurts more when you realize that was apiece of them you will never get back.

i just loved her

i know you did.

i understand it hurts

yeah..

i hate that she dindt love or care about me

yeah...

like ffs she went with a gut 5 yrs older than her who was being sexual twars me

oml

thats jst shitty

she dosent care

cause accorindg to her

hes a "nice guy"

yeah babes hes 17.

more like a pedo..

and a perv.

he is

hes grooming her

but she dosent care

omg

part of me wants to be pitty and tell her mom

but

i dont want to do anyhting to hurt her

I know that you don't want to hurt her

it wasn't meant to last, people come and go

I understand you wanted her to stay

its ok

but you need to focus on yourself char

let us both stay out of relationships until you are ready and sure that they are the one

i had a plan

what was it?

ykow that note for the charcter in my book, after she killd herself.

yea?

that was gonna be my note, and my attempt to change something in this wrold.

and id do seomthing drastic

oh..

so it brought attetion

nd that note wouldnt go unread

because i want to see chnage so much id die for it

but cosmo told me that something wroth dying for is something worth living for

that is correct

Live for it. Don't die for it.

so im going to write books to get my point across

That's smart!

but in the end if my books dont work, my orginal plan is still here

i will die for hopes in some sort of change

If you go, I will go with you.

And I will spread the info of books :)

we both know this wont stop me.

We do.

if i really belive it, what will stop me?

I just want to let you know that I will be the annoying lil shit in the aterlife

nothing.

but im still going to try while im still here, do what i can.

Yes ma'amm!!

cause one day we all die, i want go with meaning

we will

if by the time im 21 i havent changed anyhting

im going to a motel ro hotel room and shooting myself in the head with a note

a meanful note

That is smart. 21 is still young though.

i cant die old

ik

it wont get my point across

25.

that is old enough

23.

24.

23 and a few months (im born in januray, ill die in summer)

fine.

I was born in fall. so i will die in spring'

im not going to condone your death

you dont have to die for me

why not when i die you spread the word about my books

When you die there won't be anymore.

I can't live a life without you char.

But you have to.

you are someone dear. I won't give up on you

I need someone to spead the word baout my books when im gone.

but im doing this for reason

not because i hate my life

Why not for while you are alive?

because

listen

im not going to die if the books get spread around enough and change something

Alright. I will spread them as soon as you start making them.

but if they arent enough to change anyhting, ill write one final book about my life, and end it how im ending up, and i need somene to spreak that book and all the books

then ill leave and then maybe my thoughts will be heard

nd my writings will be read

that is reasonable.

so bree

I understand

if and when i die for this cause, stay alive for me and spread the words i couldnt when im alive

Okay.

I will

but while im alive i promise ill try as much as i can to do it myself

search up quotev

ok

its blockkeeedddddd

:<

ok thats ifne

i just know you can post stories there

oh ok!

:

im sorry bree if i pushed alot on you

you dont have to do this, but i really appriicte you doing it.

It's not that much!

and no problem!

:3

I love you dearly <3

ilyt <3!

if i die itll truely e for the greator good i promise

alright.

just know every year on your birthday'

?

i will send candies and flowers to yur grave so that way i can still give my love

thank you.

no problem ma!'

gtg :C

ttyl mom!

ily

ill ttyl <3

bree i changed my plan

im going to become a famous author than im going to kms.

so that way ill have more time (prolly) and so that i cn also make a bigger impact

IM GOIN WITH YOU AFTER 5 YEARS!

i love math

..

There will be no changing my mind.

I already have my life planned.

....