Bree_2]2 months agoOrlaithis it still Russian roulette with a full gun?yeah, russian roulette with a machine gun
Bree_2]2 months agobut it hurts more when you realize that was apiece of them you will never get back.
Bree_2]2 months agolet us both stay out of relationships until you are ready and sure that they are the one
Orlaith2 months agobut if they arent enough to change anyhting, ill write one final book about my life, and end it how im ending up, and i need somene to spreak that book and all the books
Orlaith2 months agoif and when i die for this cause, stay alive for me and spread the words i couldnt when im alive
Orlaith2 months agoso that way ill have more time (prolly) and so that i cn also make a bigger impact
Bree_ 77722 months agoOrlaithim going to become a famous author than im going to kms.IM GOIN WITH YOU AFTER 5 YEARS!
Comments (222)
Orlaith
real
Bree_2]
math suckz
Orlaith
yurr
Orlaith
i ate and now my stomach is cramping up badd
Bree_2]
awh
Bree_2]
im so srryyu
Orlaith
i searched up
Orlaith
"dose sex help with cramps"
Orlaith
and i got
Bree_2]
NAHH
Orlaith
"webstie blocked"
Bree_2]
crazy
Bree_2]
you want me to find out when i get home??
Orlaith
GIRL
Bree_2]
:3
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:D
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=3
Bree_2]
dih
Orlaith
...
Bree_2]
i have a math test 2day bro
Bree_2]
im gnna flunk SO BAD
Orlaith
DO I TAKE THE CHANCESS
Bree_2]
hmmmmm
Bree_2]
nah
Bree_2]
just goon
Orlaith
ðŸ˜
Bree_2]
:3
Bree_2]
ima text my mommy saying i feel sick
Bree_2]
like lightheaded
Bree_2]
:>
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and she will pick me up
Orlaith
i hope so
Bree_2]
so i can skip math
Bree_2]
:D
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cuz my math teacher is rlly mean
Orlaith
fight her
Bree_2]
NO
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IM NOT GTTING SUSPENDED
Bree_2]
OR WRITTEM UP
Bree_2]
MY MUM WILL BEAT MY ASS
Orlaith
oof
Bree_2]
AND MY DAD WILL YELL
Orlaith
fight them too
Bree_2]
NO
Orlaith
...
Bree_2]
i refusze
Bree_2]
ima text my mommy soon
Bree_2]
as soon as advisory endds
Bree_2]
:3
Orlaith
your in advisry?
Orlaith
its almsot 12
Bree_2]
yeha
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it ends a =t 12:10
Bree_2]
:c
Orlaith
ihh
Orlaith
i thought
Bree_2]
Orlaith
advisroy was like a first calss
Bree_2]
ohh
Bree_2]
might be
Orlaith
it was in my school
Bree_2]
but my school has it after lunch
Bree_2]
sob
Bree_2]
its like russian roulette in here
Bree_2]
ALL THE SNITCHES R IN HERE
Bree_2]
LIKE.. ALL OF THEM
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ESPECIALLY THE PERSON W/ A CAVEMAN BUILD
Orlaith
ew
Bree_2]
:<
Bree_2]
ikkkkkkkk
Orlaith
is it still Russian roulette with a full gun?
Bree_2]
it sucks so baaaaddddd
Orlaith
i bet
Orlaith
i hate snithces
Orlaith
id bts
Bree_2]
yeah, russian roulette with a machine gun
Orlaith
bta
Orlaith
type shit lets play
Bree_2]
hell yuh
Bree_2]
i have to wait thirty minutes till i can text my mmomy
Bree_2]
:<
Orlaith
nooo
Bree_2]
ikk
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it was for the best tho
Orlaith
but i gave it away cause it hurt
Bree_2]
im srry
Orlaith
yeah..
Bree_2]
It hurts to keep something that hurt you
Orlaith
yeah.
Bree_2]
but it hurts more when you realize that was apiece of them you will never get back.
Orlaith
i just loved her
Bree_2]
i know you did.
Bree_2]
i understand it hurts
Orlaith
yeah..
Orlaith
i hate that she dindt love or care about me
Bree_2]
yeah...
Orlaith
like ffs she went with a gut 5 yrs older than her who was being sexual twars me
Bree_2]
oml
Bree_2]
thats jst shitty
Orlaith
she dosent care
Orlaith
cause accorindg to her
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hes a "nice guy"
Orlaith
yeah babes hes 17.
Bree_2]
more like a pedo..
Bree_2]
and a perv.
Orlaith
he is
Orlaith
hes grooming her
Orlaith
but she dosent care
Bree_2]
omg
Orlaith
part of me wants to be pitty and tell her mom
Orlaith
but
Orlaith
i dont want to do anyhting to hurt her
Bree_2]
I know that you don't want to hurt her
Bree_2]
it wasn't meant to last, people come and go
Bree_2]
I understand you wanted her to stay
Orlaith
its ok
Bree_2]
but you need to focus on yourself char
Bree_2]
let us both stay out of relationships until you are ready and sure that they are the one
Orlaith
i had a plan
Bree_2]
what was it?
Orlaith
ykow that note for the charcter in my book, after she killd herself.
Bree_2]
yea?
Orlaith
that was gonna be my note, and my attempt to change something in this wrold.
Orlaith
and id do seomthing drastic
Bree_2]
oh..
Orlaith
so it brought attetion
Orlaith
nd that note wouldnt go unread
Orlaith
because i want to see chnage so much id die for it
Orlaith
but cosmo told me that something wroth dying for is something worth living for
Bree_2]
that is correct
Bree_2]
Live for it. Don't die for it.
Orlaith
so im going to write books to get my point across
Bree_2]
That's smart!
Orlaith
but in the end if my books dont work, my orginal plan is still here
Orlaith
i will die for hopes in some sort of change
Bree_2]
If you go, I will go with you.
Bree_2]
And I will spread the info of books :)
Orlaith
we both know this wont stop me.
Bree_2]
We do.
Orlaith
if i really belive it, what will stop me?
Bree_2]
I just want to let you know that I will be the annoying lil shit in the aterlife
Bree_2]
nothing.
Orlaith
but im still going to try while im still here, do what i can.
Bree_2]
Yes ma'amm!!
Orlaith
cause one day we all die, i want go with meaning
Bree_2]
we will
Orlaith
if by the time im 21 i havent changed anyhting
Orlaith
im going to a motel ro hotel room and shooting myself in the head with a note
Orlaith
a meanful note
Bree_2]
That is smart. 21 is still young though.
Orlaith
i cant die old
Bree_2]
ik
Orlaith
it wont get my point across
Bree_2]
25.
Bree_2]
that is old enough
Orlaith
23.
Bree_2]
24.
Orlaith
23 and a few months (im born in januray, ill die in summer)
Bree_2]
fine.
Bree_2]
I was born in fall. so i will die in spring'
Orlaith
im not going to condone your death
Orlaith
you dont have to die for me
Orlaith
why not when i die you spread the word about my books
Bree_2]
When you die there won't be anymore.
Bree_2]
I can't live a life without you char.
Orlaith
But you have to.
Bree_2]
you are someone dear. I won't give up on you
Orlaith
I need someone to spead the word baout my books when im gone.
Orlaith
but im doing this for reason
Orlaith
not because i hate my life
Bree_2]
Why not for while you are alive?
Orlaith
because
Orlaith
listen
Orlaith
im not going to die if the books get spread around enough and change something
Bree_2]
Alright. I will spread them as soon as you start making them.
Orlaith
but if they arent enough to change anyhting, ill write one final book about my life, and end it how im ending up, and i need somene to spreak that book and all the books
Orlaith
then ill leave and then maybe my thoughts will be heard
Orlaith
nd my writings will be read
Bree_2]
that is reasonable.
Orlaith
so bree
Bree_2]
I understand
Orlaith
if and when i die for this cause, stay alive for me and spread the words i couldnt when im alive
Bree_2]
Okay.
Bree_2]
I will
Orlaith
but while im alive i promise ill try as much as i can to do it myself
Orlaith
search up quotev
Bree_2]
ok
Bree_2]
its blockkeeedddddd
Bree_2]
:<
Orlaith
ok thats ifne
Orlaith
i just know you can post stories there
Bree_2]
oh ok!
Bree_2]
:
Orlaith
im sorry bree if i pushed alot on you
Orlaith
you dont have to do this, but i really appriicte you doing it.
Bree_2]
It's not that much!
Bree_2]
and no problem!
Bree_2]
:3
Orlaith
I love you dearly <3
Bree_2]
ilyt <3!
Orlaith
if i die itll truely e for the greator good i promise
Bree_2]
alright.
Bree_2]
just know every year on your birthday'
Orlaith
?
Bree_2]
i will send candies and flowers to yur grave so that way i can still give my love
Orlaith
thank you.
Bree_2]
no problem ma!'
Bree_2]
gtg :C
Bree_2]
ttyl mom!
Orlaith
ily
Orlaith
ill ttyl <3
Orlaith
bree i changed my plan
Orlaith
im going to become a famous author than im going to kms.
Orlaith
so that way ill have more time (prolly) and so that i cn also make a bigger impact
Bree_ 7772
IM GOIN WITH YOU AFTER 5 YEARS!
Cosmo idk
i love math
Orlaith
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Bree_ 7772
There will be no changing my mind.
Bree_ 7772
I already have my life planned.
Orlaith
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