Hii!!

uh you didn't need to delete the post

i did.

bc i dindt want certain pple to see what i was saying

mm

that's fair

you feeling better now?

i dont feel anyhting

i psuehd my emotions away

charlie sometimes you do need to feel your emotions fully

i did and it fucking sucked.

it's not healthy to keep them hidden

i let myself cry and it only got worse.

i dont understand why he had to hurt me like this.

ive had so many thoughts of wanting to hurt or kms in this past week

that its fuckign bizzare

i havent done shit yet

but each time its worse.

maxi has poiinted somehting out to me

i will never ever ever i hate mav

do you js push the feelings away or arent you even able to cry?

ugh.

i cried then pusehd them away.

hes right though babe

mav did do the same thing, and its one of the reaosn i hate him

hm maybe you shouldnt do it in public, but ofc you can talk to others in private abt it or ofcc me, if you want to

is it really that bad?

i was talking to him in priavte hten i got scared cause the cops thing and needed soemoen to tell him no cause he wasnt listenign to me

i hate him,

its bad

i dont think hes gonna do it now

hes not

omfg

maxi js told me to go to oerfinsal hep

what?

whats that

one sec

when i said ive overdosed before

hm

i mean he doesnt have to believe you but

what do u think abt this

i understand where hes coming from but telling me to go to the hospital is kinda fucked

no no no

like he didnt even say

oh waittt

"maybe itll be better if you got help at a hoptial"

okay js so yk professional help doesnt only exist in hospitals.

ik.

and i dont think hospital is the right option, cuz youve been there before and as i heard you wasnt happy bout it

he was like

"you should go to the hosptial because your mental"

thats fucked dude, thanks

what does mental unstable mean

lemme translate

oh

mhm

fr

geninuly pmo

i understand

he told me i dindt have the guts to kms like there wanst a day where i took 62 pills and told no one

and coso was there he watched me take a shit ton of pills

on call

cosmo*

and he was to pussy to tell me he dindt belive me that he put it ingerman like i dont have google tranlsate

OOP-

di he say it like that?

Wtf

honestly why are u still talking to him.

he doesnt even know wtf hes talking abt

Yea he’s just clueless and stupid

and hes a pedo

Oh that’s a million times worse

yeah hes 22 and has liked me and bubblegunm

istg he genuinely needs help

no?

at one point he liked you?

or he was saying weird shit to you

idk

no bbg

oh-

mbmb

he has talked weirdly to fucking 9 year olds.

thats why i confronted him

...

waht.

thats like a few motnhs ago?

oh-

thats fucke dup

and like to every single girl he has seen

he has a fucking gf-

ima find a way to contact his gf and send proof of him doing ts

hes not doing it anymore is he?

not really no

ut he still did

and i bet if i followe dthough and was being nice to him adn talkting to him alot he would

i talked with him and he said hes gonna stop and shi

m

idk..

what if i told him i liked him and lead into it

no.

to get proof ml

and like

find a way to show his gf

his gfs german

and idk if you can contact her

but i dont think thats a good idea bbg

trust

i was obsesed,

u might fall for him, he will definitely fall for u, and the chance that hes giving us or u his gfs social media is low

uh

no i dont need him to give them to me

i need his

because if i have his

or anything

oh thats a good idea

mhm.

but i still drk.

Dw, if you think its a bad idea, i wont do it, but im just telling you how i would.

i rlly have the urge to be mad at someone

oh why?

and confront them

idk

ohh cofront me

confront me for having a fat ass.

u didnt do anything

lmaoo why would i

i need one

😭

idk lol

ill share some of my ass fat

maybe u could give me urs

plss

problem solved

NTO ALL OF IT

but ill share

aww man :/

tysm

Ofcc <3

help?

no but seriously if someones misbehaving PLEASE gimme their contact

omg.

show meee

BAHAHAHa

i cant do that to him

I BEG YOUU

pleaseee

omg fine dont tell anyone

get on btrix

i promise.

YAYY

one sec

Ermmm

yeah..

I am mildly concerned

i have to go lol

ill ttyl ml <3

sleep well

Ok, ttyl