i js need to like get this out and i cant talk to anyone so ima js say this here but im so done with school its so draining i had a whole ass mental break down and a panic attack in the bathroom tbc of school and the drama and rumors and also bc i missed my mom and bf bc he moved away and my mom is in jail then when i finally calmed down and come out of the stall i didnt know my two bsfs were in there to and i heard them calling ym name but i kept walking bc i was always told growing up crying is showing your weak so i didnt want then to see me cry so i kept walking and they finally caught up to me and both hugged me and i let it out i didnt want to i tried to keep it in but i couldnt i was js going thru so much and js needed a hug and i js broke i rlly love my bsfs i dont know what i would do without them..
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Waittt thats so nice of them but dont ever feel like u have to be strong all the timeeee, crying just means youβve been carrying way too much on your own and its okay to cryyy, and ik we just met today but if u every wana talk im hereeeeee oki?
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Do u have a therapist btw?
swaggerjagger
yes i see her twice a month
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awe thanks your so sweet
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Thatssss so good and I hope it helps having someone to talk tooo
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Nppp I wana be a therapist when I grow up so :)
swaggerjagger
it helps sometimes but most of time i js feel like im trying to get attention when i talk abt my problems or when i cry when im not and im js tired of people saying im looking for attention when i literally have life long trauma and bad mh
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ooo thats so cool i use to want to be one but i found out im not really good with responding to stuff like that i mean i know how to comfort people but im js not the best at it
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Nuh uh "looking for attention" is not what ur doing and thats fucked up for them to think abt it like that, that sounds exhausting and im sorry that happens. I dont get it tho I see it as u looking for support, not attention. Two different things.. Like that not smth to joke abt even if they are just kidding, I dont see it as attention seaking:) and also im not that good at responding either tbh
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yeahh but like rn theres this rumor abt me liking my literal cousins bf when first i have a bf second that fucked up and third not to be rude but like hes not my type
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People in school literally so stupid and annoying like that rumor makes zero sense, Like you said, you had a boyfriend AND that's your cousin like who does that??? people just love to make up the most random, fucked up stories for no reason, don't let them get to you it just shows how desperate they are for dramaπ
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ikk then theres rumors abt my cousin getting abused by her bf AND that she abuses him like genuinely stfu no one is getting abused bsfr
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realll, ppl are are so sick for making up rumors like that. Like why are they so obsessed with you and ur cousin? They genuinely need to mind their own business and shut the fuck uppppp
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frr like get off our dicks like bsfr
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Jst another reason why school sucks π
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fr then theres the pressure to have good grades bc im scared im gonna lose going out or scared to be yelled at
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Im so sorry thats a huge weight to carry and nobody should carry that im sry :( and ngl anyone would break down under that much pressure and u should be proud of yourself, ur dealing with a lot and ur doing the best you cannn :) give yourself some credit
swaggerjagger
yeahh im actually only failing one class but its not even failing but to my dad it is literally anything under a 85 is failing to him
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WTFFFF??? Nglll im scared i have to hide my math grade from him... but ion get it an 85-80 is a b, which is above avrage, a 79-70 is a c, which average, now i get being mad over 69-60 but what how is that bad
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IK thats what i be saying literally last year i had a 83 in gym when i literally have asthma and my legs are really bad
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and he got all pissed abt it
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Would u like me to put him in myyy death noteeeeeeee, and also u cant mad over asthma, its not like its ur fault bro
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also my cat has asthma lol
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lol idk maybe and exactly like its not my fault i have asthma
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Frrr like bro u didnt do anything and having asthma happens to people, its not like u took something to make u have it, like u cant get mad over tht