Blach

Ok

Im not even mad rn-

Will you be if you tell me why?

no

I was mad

She like

Replaced me

Wait what?

yh-

You think ry replaced you?

No no on

*Stalkers*

Ok

Careful

But erm-

I'm pretty sure who ever this fuckier is they keep watching me

Hey can you use the discord Web?

Nah

But

Im scared.

Wait

Your talking abt actually stalkers?

No

Ohh ok

people wtachin the post

What's wrong?

Stop being freinds with seth..

they just onna hurt you

Lost feelings while dateing me

After i hugged her

So in like the 5th day of us dateing

Said i turned her into a monster.

And im be honest blach im terrified

My hearts almost broken and i ave it to fletcher is he heals it but we end up breakin up itll be more then broken but if he just end up not healing it and we end up brekaing up itll be even more hurt then that..

Your scard that fletch is going to... cruch you?

huh?

Crush*

And scared*

Im just so damn scared to get hurt..

Charlie

Yeah?

Have you ever cut yourself accidentally with something sharp?

Or even just scraped?

Yea why?

That's because you weren't looking where you were going

Or cuz you weren't using them properly

Charlie

Hm?.

Don't run with scissors

If you do everything right

You'll be perfect

But..

What if i hurt him?

I really really dont want to

AND even if you don't do everything right

If you hurt him or yourself

If they really love you

They won't care

In fact they probably even put a plaster on it for you

And they'll help you get past it

Now

I'm ngl

/?

I don't think your relationship with *anyone* at our age is going to last

So

Yes

You'll probably get hurt

Alot

But ive never felt this way for anyone

liek for serena i half felt it

i love everythin bout him

Ok

Then

His "imperfections" are perfect

If loves you fully as well you don't need to be worried

Now

Even ik you'll have arguments

But

If he feels the same

Blach do me a favor?

Interrogate his ahh to see if he really loves me?

K

Ig

but i dont want you to be friend with serena shes fake

Charlie

I'm not trying to be rude or anything at all

I dont trust them around you.

your not the only one with difficulties

Be friends with seth but if he hurts you i swear to fucking god

And seth somehow trust me

HM.

Hm*

He hurts you tell me.

And trust is a pretty rare thing around here

No shit

I trsut like two people

Me and fletch?

Yeah..

What happened to the third?

Dom.

Ye

Look

Its not important..

Charlie your afraid

And there's only so much I can do from a screen

Friends are there to help you if you do get hurt

Dom needs to ern her trust back if she wants it

You need to give her the opportunity

Yk whats stupid

I did

I tried talking to her about it

but she just turned the damn tables

and tried to make it seem like i did something wrong

didnt even try to fix it

brought up smthin that happend forever ago

that we where both over

or atleast seemed to be

Charlie

What.

Now, if I say this imma lose your trust quite fast, but, your the kind of person that if we do something wrong we think it's easy to make you feel guilty

When you weren't talking to me I tried that

Now idk if it worked

Yea..

And I really fucking hope it didn't

Now....

Its called being fucking manupluitated into always being the problem

and gaslighting

And id dint think you tried it

but doing that

makes me think im always the problem

and people wonder why i hate myself?

Gaslighting is one of my many useless ass abilities

because my "friends" make sure i feel like the fucking problem.

I did

Now i feel betyed by you

goodbye..

NO

Please

For fuck sake

I only fucking got you back

Girls will be fucking girls

Always and for fucking ever

So your mad?

Your mad?

Your fucking mad?

Ni

No

Hello, can I talk with you guys?

In another chat

"Girls will be fucking girls"

I am confused

Your not iconic

So fucking confused

You fucking

Mongo?

Sheep shagger?

MANIPULATE ME RIGHT AFTER I WAS MAD ABOUT BEING MANUPULATED

I've heard them all

Idk if your a real friend..

Well

Why?

Why do you think that?

Charlie

Ik why you don't think im a real friend

Well

Actually I don't

Bc you manipulate me

You are one of the many

Who make me hate myself

Y FUCKING FREINDS

MAKE ME HATE MYSELF

MAKE ME THINK IM THE PROBLEM

Your not iconic

you are just like them all.

How? Did I make you hate yourself?

Ohh

I go to you.

With all my problems..

Ye

And you make me think im the problem.

Charlie

Your probably not even here anymore

And well

Like you said

Dont.

I dont want to hear it

I dont want you to explain

You come to me with all your problems

nd make me feel bad

So when you just ignore me

And don't even tell me why

*I* find it disturbing

I don't understand what's going on

I dont care.

I dont want you story

do you have any idea how much you just hurt me?

So ye I get mad cuz the first actual friend who trust me and opens up to me, who I also can open up to and be myself around

Just

Is there even a word for?

Cuz ignore is really doing it justice

But ignore

When you ignore me

I find it every odd cuz I expect thag you can trust me

And at this point

I am really wanting to say it is your fault

But I'm not gonna on the off fucking chance you'll talk to me

But it's still not likely

And I'm still not gonna say

Why?

Cuz even I you hate me

Like properly hate

Want to find me and cut my guts out hate me

I still have respect for you

And as cringe as it fucking sounds

If anyone was to diesect me

I'd want it to be you

Ok i admit it

Its my fucking fault

Its all my fault

I dont desrve all the shit i have

It's not tho

I should just drink a hell of alot of sault water

Oh but it is

you act like it is so you want it to be

So until you learn to stop doing that

Dont talk to me.

Im done being hurt

Well no shit

And I have said it before

At least I have a social life

And angel

Like I've said before as well

You probably won't take me up on this offer but

I'm always there

Now all though you do hate me

For a reason I still haven't been told

All I ask

Is that if you do even think abt killing yourself when on one's there for you

Speak to me

No

I cant trust you anymore

So at least something my fucking fault

Why?

Why should I?

You broke it.

How?

This caht.

chat

Is retarded?

Useless?

Untrustworthy?

All the same insult

All you do nothing to me

Ik It hurts you more than me

And that's why it's dangerous ig

But

Charlie

You don't believe

Fuck no one does

Idhc

But still

You even wanna talk

Or fuck it

Bully me to make you feel better

Idc

Anything

Blach

Cuz as much as it would hurt to have you go

Idk if you can fix it this time

That's what you said the last time

And just like last time

Idk what I did

When I did it

Or if I even did it at all

But Charlie

You need

Nedd

To understand

No

I'm always here

You need to understsand

Ye?

I want you to stop talking in this chat

stop trying to fix it right now

Stop thinking itll all be ok soon

Know you fucking hurt me

One of the most imporatn people in my life

someone i would kill and die for

fucking hurt me

when i was already hurt

the person i trusted most in the world

hurt me

and i dont want to speak to them rn

Who's that then?

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