A Direct Message to Jake

You knew it was wrong, and it would be a shame to try even if it was "just once"

I was scared for you to leave again, i asked for things to be normla

Your so shitty, dont fucking ever talk to any of my freinds again.

your 19, im 15.

I did what i did because i was scared for you to leave. and you left, without a goodbye, again like you said you wouldnt.

I kenw i didnt fucking matter, even if i played along, you fucking manuplated me, they knoew.

They fucking know.

dont come back to any of my freinds, any of wje, if you stalk. Leave.

Go kys.

If i ever see you coming back, if i ever see you saying shit, if i see you. I will fucking tell everyone else.

I will fucking go to the police, your 19 btw. not a cute look.

I have everything saved.

<3

You were suppoused to be my freind.

I told you i wanted things to ber the same between us.

Like a brother

and you couldnt fucking follow.

So id rather be hated then keep this shit in

because im so fucking done.

this shit fucked me up

go rot in hell

oh js in case you couldnt tell

-Charlie (i wanna sign my shit)

wow

sorry Gianni

dindt mean to email you at giannij2207@gmail.com

thats my badddddd

shoudlnt let you leave withotu askin if im the issue

my fucking bad

shouldve shut the fuck up

and pretend like you dindt fucking betray me

sorrryyy

shouldve never reached out

you fucking pos.

what the

yep i know

no you don't know

Want proof?

bro you think im jake?

oh nvm

No I don't you fucking idiot.

oh

😭😭😭

Idk who u are

But I don't think your jake

im def not jake

But if you r, which is unlikely, disapear

I trust this.

so i'll stay

But I'm still posting proof

im guessing you also told mal about this

and ye ik she dated jake

hello

Kind of. But mal dosent gaf ab me

hii

Heres some shit he said

Heres nore

More stuff that dosent make me wanna kms as bad

More

More

woah????

Theres so so so so so so so much more

But I am not posting it all

hmmm???

alli can get more were he answers to Jake, types the same way

But it's hard reading back.

wow??

jesus fucking christ

I wonder if I should add more

yeah

Like when he said "itd be a shame to not try it just once

Maybe when I asked for things to js be nornal

thats fucking disguisting

Charlie.

What the fuck is going on

she got groomed by fucking jake

Maybe when I fucking told hin

I was high

And he fucking laughed abt it

Jake is a total dick. He's disgusting.

Flirting before hand

wtf.

(As long as nothing happens beforehand

oh charlie

he is horny and a monster

he is a piece of shit

that needs to be discarded on the floor.

and suffocated

i hope his life is miserable.

When I fucking said I wanted things to be normal

And he left after too btw

wonderful

I'm sorry I cant add more rn. It hurts

If I need more I gotchu late

Charlie, I just want you to feel better. Don't do it if it hurts.

Take it at your pace.

im fucking shaking dude

reasonable

i hope he sees this and kill himself.

i js gave up

i’m mal.

no one else would point out that singular commet.

ok making sure

no one else would take that from this.

it dose feel like ydc.

i’m so sorry he did this to you and i feel terrible but i also feel terrible inside as well

he broke my trust for everyone.

ik you do

you got your own shit

dont gotta pretend.

bc i waited 9 months for someone who never wanted me

plus jake hurt you too

yeah thats fucked.

and ik he hurt you as well but i js hurt sm too

and i’m sorry that i wasn’t enough for you

i truly am

mal

momma

no no no

dont say that now you got me crying

you are enough.

ilysm.

i know your going through hell

okay

i love you and thatll bever change

youll always be enoguh

ok

i wouldn't say that\

things happen, i js got hurt i dont wanna lose you

i don’t wanna lose u either

i js don’t know what to say to this situation

i genuinely threw up reading those messages

it feels like any situatuiino you didnt care.

like you js gave up on me.

whats crazy is there worse.

Uk say it all of it.

saw*

Mal dont ever let jake come back to.

he went back for madi too

and was calling her a bitch and sexualizing her to me.

and talking about the freaky shit they did when they were tg.

fucking pedo

i wasnt going to after he ghosted

but especially not now

uk told you already

did you js not care then

i did care

i js didn’t know what to say and i didn’t want to think about it

i cant tell anymore

i’m sorry

dont be

i js already have sm going on and then found out that my ex was messaging you and being disgusting

idek what the correct response is

kill him

i almost messaged him about it

but ik that wouldn’t fix anything

yeah it wouldnt

he would js ignore you

yep

and try to make it seem okay in his head

he's a lost cause

idk

to think i fucking respected him when he was mod

he was liek a brother to me for 4 years

i js wanted things to be normal.

and he fuckgin said they would be.

thats his normal

nothing he says is real

im sorry mal

i shoulndt have brought any of this

it’s ok

dude idk what this to me.

and i said u can tell me anything and that hasn’t changed

i tried to kms that night

and like

i’m sorry

oh

i remberr fucking sobbing

grabbing a knife and going in my bathtub

then waking up

i keep checkin my writs and arms

even if it was like 40 days ago about

you were high, right?

wait do ik u or are u new?

fucking high

hii

well ik you

hes an anon but hes not new hes js anomoouys

ohh ok

fuck?????

like high asf of those pills

ma'am

and yeah that makes seince if thats why i js woke up

and i would def say you know me

but i keep thinking

ma'am

like god i sound crazy

but im keeping my act identity a secret

ha ok cool

but i cant tell if shit is real

thats fine was js curious

alr

like i keep thinking nothing is real

yeah

because i went to kms then woke up

uk is the only one who knows who i act am

i knew it

and its gonna stay that way for a while

i fucking knew he knew it

united gaydom

im going to figure it out

im looking back for texting patterns and phrases

you've tried that out already

oh

ive changed my entire speech pattern here

good luck

grrr

but like as i was saying

hii

i keep thinking nothing is real.

like im in a dream

ma'am

or im dead

not the time never the place

im serusly thinking im fucking dead rn.

you're not

and it keeps happening

and i keep like

sorry

js breaking down

anything sexual with anyone, most toopics

i shut down

you needa take your meds

like most times when someone

says anyhting hinting at smthin sexual

ma'am

or straight forward

i js shut down and freak out.

ok i'm outta here

mk dad.

i really think your cosmo

what

because cosmo account made a post saying @uk

and then it was deleted

bro

and then YOU made a post sayin @uk sorry about the delay

like a minture after

soo yeah

bro i went to fuckin lunch

mhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

yes mhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

did i hallucinate cosmos post.

i act

dont rule that out

i also saw it

im not cosmo

for the 4th tiem

okok ok

Promise me on your life on your

wait cosmo wouldnt belive in god

well ong

im not cosmo

if when you do come out

and thats not true

ill fucking hunt you down

hehehe gay

haha so funny

i miss cosmo

llike idk who u r, but if you have any way to reach him, js tell him i miss him.

honestly i didnt rlly like him

i mean uh

ok

thats my dad

butch

💀

question

did i not like you, or were we js not close

cause i asked if we were freinds and you were like saying

i'd say you liked me

not close

thats all im leaving

so i got along with you

or i was obessed with your hands?

cuz im a pink fluffy unicorn and im proud

was it the hands or is this an airball

are u kris\

krsisssyrysy

not kris

because i was obsessed with him

and im done

HIS hands

not him

he himself is icky

im watching a stream on twitch rn

why

how long till i can know

eugh i love this osng

song

oh lets not caht here.

go to another post

Oh shitt

Mal?

yea

i felt this warranted a temporary return

hey this is amy

js wanna say

holy shit

yup

hii

fuck off

who called me a fucking ass furry??

i said fuck off

oh hell no???

i just fuck with you to fuck with you but now im being deadass

u asshole

sure you could call me that but not the place

ughhhh

look what are even doing right now

discussing things related to legal matters

why???

because we are

ok

thank you

omg

what??

i'm soo confused???

lag lmao

oh, ok

but can you please go to another post?

why

well ok

uhm

now shoo

to where

another post

what post i don't see it

u know what i'll do it

i just did

just leave him alone?

i mean it doesnt take much

that’s horrible and i’ll aid anyone bringing this up to his school because this is monsterous

there needs to be harsh consequences

Iky

Ty person I don't know. I'm sobbing it's hard, ty

Thank you so nuch

It hurys

Ily amy

are there plans to bring this up to baylor?

ye

ah

may's putting all the evidence on a doc