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i remembered those good ol days where me and the homies were having this "whos got the fattest shit" competition for fun.

sorry for this being so random but I need to vent.

im so fucking done with trying, like I genuinely can't take this anymore. I overthink everything. maybe if I was prettier, skinnier, taller, nicer then maybe I would feel enough. the funny thing is that I have to cut in order to feel somewhat alive. I can't get these thoughts out of my head. I'm so fucking good to people yet they do shit that I couldn't even do, just thinking about it makes my brain vomit. atp any day now could be my last with how fucking miserable I am.

"Suicide is the retreat of existence. It is getting rid of yourself because of scum that degrades others for enjoyment or because of physical pain that you want to be able to feel sweet relief for. But the truth is with other people like you and resources for comfortable survival there is never a good reason for this retreat. There is always something worse unless you live in solitude being constantly tortured and it is always possible to rise to greatness no matter how poor or ruined. It only leads to loss."

- Lovely Perv. 6-7 months ago.

AND FUCKER i know that, cant ur blind ass see thats not the problem ur suppose to treat her better then me i get that.but thats not the point is knowing ur gonna dicth me sometime.becuz whacth her ass is probably going to get u to do that or u will js do it so ur respect for all the other beeners and shit but not mee like we used to roam in halls now all ur ass is goin to do is dicth me make it in a dark corner with ry.(U KNOW WHY I WANTED TO TAKE A PHOTO OF U KNOW WHAT IT WHASNT BECUZ I A SO CALLED"creep" its becuz i wanna show u what it feels like to get hurt and himluated. if u r a good freind then dont ban me or this post EVER

im so sorry to everyone, im sorry to the ones I was mean to for no reason. I'm sorry for being a burden and hurting others when I shouldn't have. and I think its best if its my time to give up. i wish everyone good luck and I love you all. even the ones that don't like me. I'm sorry for everything.

goodbye.

Shut up boy you look like a velociraptor in a clogged toilet bowl! Bruh you look like an off brand Ben 10 character! Nah you ain’t Ben 10 you Steven 9! Get yo ass back boy, you look like you got expelled for barking at yo lunch lady! Shut yo ass up boy, you ain’t from Jurassic Park, you came from the prehistoric playground! Get yo ass out boy you like Clifford the big red dog’s fossil! Boy what are you talking about … Read more