Joke

I js read the joke after i sent it

Ah ik

Ok I mean

YK?!?!?

STALKER

Anywayshsub

so yk i have breathing problmes?

Yea

i went to the doctors today

its cause the past three years i have not been taking care of myself

ive seen him in my dreams

he came back

to say goodbye

Maybe you should try to.. move on? I mean

Ive never loved anyone after him

i jsut want to feel that again

How do u think you can? What did u do with him that made it dofferent

Talked to him every night until 4 am and was never tired but happy

he made me happy but could tell when I was upset

made me laugh

js idk

And no one else does that

he was my safe place

nd others make me happy

but hes the thing that made it hard to make me happy

the reason i even was sat at first

sad*

Oh

he was the first thing thata ever actually upset me

i want the fucking happiness he took with him back

I think I get what you mean but you might need to try to find that in Aaden maybe

once aaden is done with me

i give up

That’s pretty pessimistic

not forver

just until i can find that hapiness with myself

My internet gets cut out soon

nd i jsut tonight found out what first tore my heart up nd shredded my life..

i think ima just go to bed now

Goodnight gus, try to get on tmrw ill be on all day or mostly all day.

Ah ok goodnight Charlie

Sweet dreams

Gus

Gus/.

Gus.

GUSsgui

Sorry I won’t be able to be on Charlie

I have way too much stuff happening

Like I’m going to a Quineañera rn

Ok goodbye now Charlie