Joke

I js read the joke after i sent it

Ah ik

Ok I mean

YK?!?!?

STALKER

Anywayshsub

so yk i have breathing problmes?

Yea

i went to the doctors today

its cause the past three years i have not been taking care of myself

at all

Ok then

so it fucked my heart up

nd i cant fix it

Oh

How bad is it

not to bad.

dont think its ok yet though

Cause if it gets worse

afk rq stay

I’ll try

bk

Gus im scared

What if it gets wrose?

im having a fucking panic attack

i dont wanna worry you so i dont wanna say whatll happen if it gets wrose

its not to bad but it scares me

Don’t worry charlie

You shouldn’t worry about it

Focus on what you an change

no

Can

no

no no no no on

if it gets wrose ill need surgary

Well then make sure you won’t need it! If you do there will be no reason for ot

It

Gus

Youve met me

its hard for me to take care of myself

nd if i get surgary

its a 60% chacne of survival

during surgary

nd like 50-65% cahnce after it

like the healing process

Oh jesus

im scared gus

idk howw to take care of myself

the last tiem i did was like close to 4 years ago

i kinda forgot

Charlie from what you’ve told me if you DONT take care of yourself there’s a chance you could die if you don’t take care of yourself?

Yeah.

In your eyes what would caring for yourself look like?

uhm

Doing hw

Drinking water and stuff like that?

no

Oh

gus

i got so used to not drinking water

i can cry for hours nd hours and wont get headaches anymore

nd water kinda hurts my stomaach

nd i got so used to eating

to not eating*

that i get full after like barely anything

nd so used to not sleeping

i wake up ever 30 mins to every hour

Jesus that’s.. all that is not very good

nd i cant fall back asleep afterlike 4-5 am

during the weekdns my barin is used to later

i cant fall asleep until 3 am nd wake up ever hour until i cant fall back alseep at like 6 or 7 am

if i take melatonin i sleep for 2 hours w/o waking up but then cant fall back asleep

You need to fix that kinda stuff then

im trying

but what if i dont fix it in time?

What if i do what i can but it still gets worse?

You’d regret that right? It being too late?

yeah

Cause i might die

Well then you need to do something about it. Right now. It’s def not too late

i need help ima forget

Hold on gtg do something

ok..

I love how you ignored this nd i acadently deleted it

damn i made myself dinner nd u still aitn back

I’m bakc

I was bsseballogn

huh?

ok?

You should get that checked out too though

I did but i also got my period yesterday nd it sucks ass

They said it was from bad eating habits low iron and stress

Ah that makes sense

yeah

idek why im comfertable talking to u about that but anwyashsb

im sturgueliing to open my mtn dew

Alsoodowodcojdjwivooeifjsjsajajwjdo

its cold nd i dont wanna use my teeth like i nroammly do

nd i js dont wanna touch it

i js want io open

i dont even want i anymore

Everything about this sentence makes me aneurism

Can u open my mtn dew for me gus

nd put it a cup

This one white coffe cup i have

i like that cup

js do it through the screen

Oh yeah I can def do that

Alr ty

if not ill js buy u a ticket nd u go to my house nd do that for me then go back to ur house

Should i try nd force myself to eat more?

OMG GUS I DID IT

I OPEND MY MTN DEW

YAY

R U PROUD OF ME?

Nice

I am very proud that you did it

YAY

Why is you drink mouton dew tho

U no reply ):

Cause i onyl have that nd rootberr but rootberr hurt my stomach

oml i am actually to lazt to pick the can up

If you’re not eating enough then yes you need to eat stuff rich in protein and iron like meatballs

here lemmme take 5 misn to wwarm up to the idea

Ok

warm up to picking a can up not eating btw

I got chicekn

i can eat anything but beef

OMG I DID IT

I PICKED THE CAN UP

ND I DRINK SOME OF IT

IM IMPROVING

YAY

What kinda hcien

huh?

What kinda chicken

uhm

the kind from with food

it taste good?

im sorry my brain is off today

NO I WANT THE HOES OUT

No I mean is it fried or grilled or what

its uhm

white

with breadin around it but i take he breading shti off cause its ew

Ok then

i swear im not normally this dumb

🤨

Sure

IM NOT

YK IM NOT

)):

I know lol you’re smart

YAYAYYAYAY

no im not

i open my emial to check my email

close it out

open it again

do that 4 times

nd realise i forgot to close my email tab

all of the times

Oh

no ive only done that once

i was tired asf

but it ws funny

Must have been laughing out loud emoji

i didnt realise it was all email so I reloaded all the pages

thne i think i crashed my chreombook somehpw

Loll

also i aint smart

Why do you have an E

Cause my school was like "F's ArE tO mEaN😮‍💨😡"

lol

OMG GUS HELP

I HAVE 4

CHRUSHSES ES

I MEANT 3

😔

YEAH 3

Why

idk

i was fanziseing bout making out w. one of em

nd shes a girl who thinks shes a guy..

Oh

nd one i dont think they a crush

js once i get a freind i like em for a week then realise its js a friend

so i think my emontions fucking w/ me

nd then yk the 3rd one

Ah I see

OMG

ADAMS VOICE IS HOT OML

ND HIS LAUGH WHEN ITS LIKE ONE OF THOSE LAUGHTS WEHRE HE AINT DYING LAUCHING BUT JS LIKE A SLIGHT LAUGH ITS EUGHHHHHHH

What

IM SORRY BUT I HEARD THAT KINDA LAUGH FROM HIM ONCE ND ID FALL ON MY KNEES TO HEAR IT AGAIN (not in an inporpiate way)

NONO IT IS

ITS HOT

PLEASE DONT TELL HIM I SAID THAT GUS

I DONT LIKE ADAM DW I DONT

JS HIS VOICE

I swear Charlie I don understand soemtimsz

ITS A GIR THING

BUT OML

EUGH

OMG

I CANT

I SIMP FOR HIS VOICE

OMG HELP

I don’t go around talking abt how hot the girls in my school sre

TALK ABIUT HOW HOT PPLE ARE NOW>

?*

THERES THIS ONE REALLY REALLY HOT GUY

JS HSI FACE ND HIS HAIR AND HIS EVERYTHIGN

ND THIS OTHER GUY WITH HIS FLOOFY HAIR OMLL I LOVE ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

ND TEHN I GOT THIS ONE GIRL IDK IF I WOULD WANNA FUCK HER

OR IF I WOULD WANNA BE HER

You started this

you brought it up

Yw.

Did not

You did

Ok then

Fair

gus

im sorry

would u get mad if someone hurt me?

All the girls are assholes at my school

Yea

Ok then nvm

Ill murder them.

😔

Gus do yk what me neiber did?

If not of consent then yes

No

firetruck

wewo

sorry

uhm

ive been hideing smthin from u

i ddidnt rember if i told u but I don't think I did at all

cause its kinda

trumatizin

nd bad

like bad bad

like ethan onna murder em bad bad

Like i didnt js get hurt.

yk what nvm

its js nvm

so hru today?

Hug

Huh

What

I js cahnged my midn on tellin u smthin..

Cause it hruts to bring up

would u hurt sum1 if they did msthin really bad to me?

Like really really bad

can u please rspd fast im gettin anxitey..

or js try

Gus..?

Probably

Gus

yk when i got like reaild by that one dude?

I didnt wanna but i was scared so I js said yes

i was scared because

uhm

my neiber

he uhm

well

when i said no to him

he uhm

didnt take no as an answer.

nd uhm

did smthin..

that was not consetunal at all

nd uhm

i cant talk rn

im shaking

heh.

Jesus Charlie

what?

That’s kinda crazy

...

What even happened next?

He fucking raped me

Like didn’t you try to stop him been more

Like yell take or somethibg

Rape

yeah.

And no one came to stop it??

No one was home..

Oh

i feel like you do not care

I’m sorry Charlie but I really needed to think about that for a second

I’m really really sorry that something that bad happened to you. That guy should not have done that

i still feel like ydc

What would u like me to say then Charlie. I’d really like to comfort you

Idk but i feel like i js went with u with something that got tattooed on my skull nd ydc

u left ): ..

I’m sorry

dont be

I just don’t know what to say

Would it make u feel better if i told u i got him areasted?

OH MY GOD YES

I forgot to tell u i dont let people ruin me w/o revenge

Charlie

You’re absolutely awesome

😌

Gus ydek what else i did

You see hes weak

but i was scared

once i reaised he was at a weak spot close to once he was close to done though

i kinda beat him tf up -

but im tryna be an attention whore rn so we ain't gonna talk about that :/

YEEEAH

beat that bitch up

how do i tell turenr about the thing

the thing i first told u

like with the uhm

fucking

heart shit

breathing problem

Say you got him arrested and beat him up with you powers of awesomeness

I aint tellin turner bout thi-

I mean what the doctor told e

me

Ah ok theb

Once im offline for the night

so 9:30 for u

Can u tell turenre nd roman that shit nd explain like if it gets worse I may need surgery nd the survival chances nd shit?

Sure thing Charlie

ok ty

Im sad )):

Warum D:

no no its good

It means secretly a dinosaur

Ooh ok

hehehhee

im hyper

I love dinosaurs

They’d amazing and aweosem

oooh lik me

lol yes

YY

YAY

Gus

Do you wanna know how i wanna die?

nvmnvmvnvvmmvvnvmv

You already told me .-.

AWH

PROVE IT

Something like being choked out and sucked down at the same tims

No

I wanna get choked to death whil being railed

Yea that’s what I meant dicked down

Brb

oh ok

Back

okok

This is whatchu left me with oml

Oh

I ate a nuke oml

lol won a Saturday afternoon

Me*

WAHT?

U dont wan me around tmrw )):

i see

ill go cry in my conner

*cries in my conner*

Nooo

No cry

Ples

*stops cry nd puts paper bag over ur head* hehehehe

What

Why paper bag I no see

Ima tackle u >:)

*runs away*

If you takkle me I will do a takedown

I ran away im scared to tackle u

You should be two angry short people try every PE and always fail

*climbs a tree and runs on tress nd jumps on your back* FALL

Damnit ur still standing

Jaainxnsjajs I spanganiously combust

Idk what that meanssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

It means I implode like the two towers in india

speak retard

Blue

Blue shower

Blue shower curtains

u went down like twin towes

lol yes

But luckily I dodged that

So I no implode

YAY I WON

yayayyayayay

I MAD EU FALL

IM JS BETTER

*runs away again*

Oxnwcoqndpjqfpjqfpqnfpancpqfnqp block

Nonooo

Bestes sgain

Bested again

*runs back to you and jumps onto you * FALL

im outta air

I no move because I am bro k wall

*gets down nd pushes you alot*

I no move because I am brick wall

And Ideaslife 275 15 gimrs

*pushes harder*

I am so sorry for the inconvenience this is a personal matter but if we have any further issues please 🙏 Thank you (I no move tho)

*pushes as hard as i can*

I budge like a lil bit

*walks away and grabs a huge cow studied animal putting it in front of you like it'll push you over nd I sit on a rock to watch it*

Hm GO COW GO

I move a lil more but I still good

*brings another cow to you* This shall make u fall with the power of stuffed animals that do nothing

I move like a step back k

NO

*puts em next to you* FALL OVER

I move a lil more but then..

I like push back now or something and I’m good now

THATS IT

*falls over very over dramaticly and prents like I passed out*

UhfowhcowjfqoHJPFJQPFHQOFQ

i ded

Noooo

*falss asleep*

Oh ok

*grabs your legs and pulls you down to my eleven and you actually fall you have no choice in this but no choice so you fall* heheheh

Nooooo

*puts my hand over your eyes* No see ehhehehe

*runs away again*

Whyy

*sits on teh groudn*

Goodnigth

*sleeps on floor*

Ok goodnight

*eats my hair*

What

*apreas behind you nd pours water on ur hair* >:)

Tixitsyodpyvyv

T or D

Truth

uhmm

If u hate to date tunrer or roman who u gettin w/

had not hate

Neither cuz none of us are gah

Gay

BUT IF YOU HAVE NO CHOICR

ND ITS THE LAW LIKE IF U DONT DATE ONE OF THEM

YOU GET ARRECRSTED

WHO

Hold on brb

okok

HELP

I havr cramps so bad ima cry

I FUCKING HATE MY NAME

I have a horrible habit of doing this hwehn sum1 askas w/o thinking I did it

Back

Ajakdkdkds

yeah-

I told him sorry its js an automated response for me

lol nice

OMG GUS GUESS WHAT

What

I LOOKED IN MY MIRROR

ND I THOUGHT

I WAS REALY PRETTY

As you should

yeah

i liked my hair

nd eyes

Nice 😌

yesh

im doign art

Cool

What kind

digital?

Oh cool!

yeahhhesh

idk wtf im doin

give me a radnom color gus

GUSYSYYS

omg

i made smhtin

come back omfg

im such a good mother

Huh

oh sorry

I fake adopted that person

nd yeha

Lol

Parenting moment

ALSO WHY DID U JS LEAVE FOR 30 MINS

Fortnite Lego

Fair.

THY GOT COWSSS

And u wanna know soemthing

What?

Killing cows for meat is extremely inefficient they’re much better for milk

You are my fave person

Lol

i js murderd this kids 2nd gf

nd i thought he was fucking gay oml

LOOL

Ima wear the girls skin nd pretend to be her

Why is my kid 16..

There is SO MUCH wrong with that

Like?

Oh I dunno!

WEARING A GIRLS SKIN

LMAO

ITS ALL ROLEPLAYIN

lol

This is not normal

Yeah no ist not

Ill kill u next heheh

jk id never hurt u

lol thank you 😌🙏

Ofc

But im pissed at declan so

Why?????

do you care if hes brutally murderd by being tied to train tracks then I skin him?

Why are you pissed at him

i dont rember

Oh ok then then you’re good

I hate my name

i hate my hair nd eyes now

i cant breathe rn

my old clan learder is live rn

nd ur gone

agaun

Why???

IDK

BUT U

KEEP

LEAVEIG

It’s cuz I’m doing something on call

Skidoos

hm.

ok.

I’m sorry it’s just I’m absolutely destroying my fordnds

mhmmmmmm

Oh shit

We were def bombed real

I js got ear raped

www.youtube.com/shorts/4cVdMH1NUUM

lol nice vid

Gus

You are one of my favriot people

and i love you

nd you needa know that

ok?

Aw thanks Charlie!

You’re one one my fav people too and I friend love you too 😌

ok

im sorry that was so random

im scared

You’re good!

but i cant talk to u cause u got late replies nd i gtg in 20 mins ):

Just try to relax

I’m sorry and ok

but ydek y im scared

Just relax ☺️

You’re ok rb

I cant.

Like

I keep thinking bout this one ex

nd i the strongest feelings for him

out of well anyone

still aint voer the fucker so :/

cause he ghosted me

Aw man

But i have those feelings kinda or am starting to build them for someone else.

nd uhm

?

I dont want them here

Like i cried over this guy for 2 years

Damn i started dating young

but i liked him that much

anyways

im geting strong ahh feelings like i ahd for him

Wow

for one of my freidns

I see

Nd i dont wanna haev these feelings for this person

so do i stop talking to em?

cause ion wanna stop liking aaden

Well yea then stop talking to them

i cant

its fine ill never get w/ htem

only cause they online so

I get what u mean Charlie

i dont think i love aaden

i dont think i loved mia

i dont think i loved serena

i dont think i loved fletcher

i dont think i loved any of them

its just the one person that i loved at first I never got over pushing that love to someone anyone else..

But sometimes you can’t go back to whoever that is

nono

he promised me

he would come back

why am i still wating

Oh

Do u have any other contact with him?

no

ive seen him in my dreams

he came back

to say goodbye

Maybe you should try to.. move on? I mean

Ive never loved anyone after him

i jsut want to feel that again

How do u think you can? What did u do with him that made it dofferent

Talked to him every night until 4 am and was never tired but happy

he made me happy but could tell when I was upset

made me laugh

js idk

And no one else does that

he was my safe place

nd others make me happy

but hes the thing that made it hard to make me happy

the reason i even was sat at first

sad*

Oh

he was the first thing thata ever actually upset me

i want the fucking happiness he took with him back

I think I get what you mean but you might need to try to find that in Aaden maybe

once aaden is done with me

i give up

That’s pretty pessimistic

not forver

just until i can find that hapiness with myself

My internet gets cut out soon

nd i jsut tonight found out what first tore my heart up nd shredded my life..

i think ima just go to bed now

Goodnight gus, try to get on tmrw ill be on all day or mostly all day.

Ah ok goodnight Charlie

Sweet dreams

Gus

Gus/.

Gus.

GUSsgui

Sorry I won’t be able to be on Charlie

I have way too much stuff happening

Like I’m going to a Quineañera rn

Ok goodbye now Charlie