Hey babes.

damn

heyyy

hiii

hruuu

im okkk hbu

same samee

im so in christmas mood rn omgg

yesssss omg

i made my homescreen all christmasy

ive benn listening to christmas music the whole fucking day.

reallll

omgg fr still gotta do this

yessss

ohhh

anddd

gotta do a BIG shopping tour on black friday to decorate my whole room

christmasy

yesssssssss

deaddd

Nuh uh

Why are you that one cat from Aristocats

Isn’t that what it’s called

Old ahh movie

cus its cute

why not be berlioz

Is that the cats name or

yes

lmao

hru

aaaand dead

bro theres 4 ppl online why yall silent tf

yall suck

No we dont

yeah yall do

Nah

yah

Excellent argument

mhm tyty

i worked rlly hard on it

I can tell

it’s snowing here

gee fuckin willikers

Snowing?

Lucky

its only a little

so it wont stay on the ground

MY WIFEY

oop

"hey babes" I'm sorry but lmao

im sorry but you suck

just kidding

im not sorry

I thouhgt it was cute :<

ty dear

see cosmo

not everyone js hates on me for no reason.

lol yhuh

friday was so bad

why

bc of my dad im in so much paion

pain

oh damn

on friday

and

like

and said it was fun during

geez

that fucked up

cps

yeah

i called the cops

they did nothing

wth

that's fucked up

he dindt leave bruises

you live in Michigan right?

and my antire arms were red without handprints because it was cold asf outside

yes

no wonder. michigan has a severe problem when it comes to funds with their police

oh

well its okay

he dosent do it often and hes been nice sence so its okay

that and police js do the fucking bare minimum.

i doubt itll happen again

yeah...

no its not. its abuse

...

being nice after is manipulation

...

well i dont fuking know what to do.

he dindt leave bruises.

best you can do is keep pushing

nothing will happen if you give up

write stuff down, if there are ever bruises take pictures, stuff like that

well the fact that he didn't leave bruises does make it any worse than if he did leave bruises

okay.

it helps if you can get an adult on your side, they tend to be taken more seriously

exactly

im saying

but police wont do shit without evidence cus theyre retarded

he dindt leave bruises so i have no proof

no one say

saw

Buh?

*doesn't

idk guys my body is really sore

could be internal bruising

isnt that worse?

idk i just

ever sense this happend i feel

like iw anna cry and like

inside my stomach or chest just

idk

like smthins caught

geez i’m sorry

that’s awful

idk.

it hurts to raise my arms

and move my head cause my neck

have you called cps services directly?

no

you should

im going to tell yall what i tild pakrer

my dad has been

doing this to my sister before me

and hes talked to cps

he knows how to do it correctly

like

he knows the "correct way" to abuse his children

he dose just enough so he cant get in trouble

that's fucked up

....

i just really want to cry

but i cant

fucking hell bro

i feel that

theres no 'correct' way to abuse kids

the "correct" way is the way that doesnt get you caught.

yeah..

the way thats juuust enough to make you suffer but doesnt leave any sort of evidence

which, since all the fucking systems fucking SUCK, i way too fucking easy

...

ppl dont know how to do their fucking jobs cus theyre all fucking pussies.

...

sorry i get rlly fucking pissed with cps and police

its okay

i just

im scared

to be in my own house

and that shouldnt be a thign..

the system we have now is fucked up because people have messed up expectations

exactly

but its okay

theyre also fucking scared

because poeple have it worse

and its not that bad for me

really

its not a regular thing

ppl dont know how to do their job cus they get fucking scared

that doesnt matter

you cant compare when it comes to shit like this

...

idk what to do then.

do you have any teachers or counselors or doctors you can talk to

no..

those types of ppl are mandated reporters so if you tell them youre being abused they are legally required to report it and cps takes those very very seriously

hm

i mean

i have my case maanger

but

what can seh do?

tell the cops

report it

the cops dindt do anything

shes a mandated reporter and it will be taken more seriously coming from her

in the meantime document everything your dad does

photos and voice recordings would be great if possible

write dates and times that he does stuff

describe what he does

i cant do this

then thats fine

i really dont htink itll happen again

if it does

and verbal abuse too

okay..

its common for the first report of abuse to go nowhere, but if you keep pushign then theyll dig deeper

i dont wanna tare my family apart

youre not the one tearing it apart

your dad is

he said it was me

the second he decided to be abusive he began the process of tearing it apart

that doesnt matter

i dont not belive him

you shouldnt believe him

hes manipulative

...

no hes not

if hes doing shit like that then yes he is

no..

yes

thats manipulative, awful behavior

itll be okay

yeah once you can get the fuck away

people like that arent safe

...

im safe

its ok

just stop

please

fine

can we talk about something else?

mhm

do you know any scientififc theroys you find interesintg?

m looking for a new one to study

freuds work isnt cutting it lol

lmao im not rlly a science person

oh :<

well

i guess freud isnt theroy

isnt scinde

freud was js interesting

he is.

i like his theroy of dremas

do you know any theroys?

that are interesting

i dont think so

i honestly forgot all of them lmao

awh :<

mhmmhm

i got a cold smh

nooooooo

Imagine

i was sick a bit ago

dont evennnnnnn

nooo

im hoping it goes away soon cus me teacher wants me to do a showcase next month and i cant be sick for that

oh no

bro

lmao

Wat

i hope hes outside your window like that tn.

im outside your window (;

muahaha

oh thats cute

...

so uh

hru guys

uhm

tired

real

my new meds got me tweaking out

and they needa draw my blood for it

ohh damn

gorgeous

i hate my blood being drawn

it hurts

yeah it sucks

it makes me lightheaded

it did one time

and made me like cold and nauscous

damn

I’m so fuckin bored lwk

parker did smthin with my acc

and idk what

on xbox

Yall boring

and hes refusing to tell me

same

im boring when im bored

how rude

stop thats so real

frfrfr

Then don’t be bored?

well how do you suggest i do that

sluzz bag

im so mad right now

oh damn

Hi🥺🫰🏽

Guys I think I’m cooked 🥺🫰🏽

KAY>A

KAYLAS COOKIE

Hi

hiiiiii!!!!

Heyoooo 🥺🫰🏽

hii

Heyyy malll

hruu

parker is buying me robux

ooo

((:

well tehcinaly hes buying me money

on xbox

but i told him to sepnd it on robux

on my acc

Tf is a sluzz bag

idk british term

lmfao

goofy

how do i get headless in roblox?

idk

heyyy

hi

hi

hru

its my last of school and im hating it, I have to finish all my assessments today 😒

so terrible

my last day

hru?

beautiful

im ok

great

thats good

yeah

yeah

Mal

yeah

wsp

You got anyway to talk to you privately cuz I got questions

i got the lounge

the old one

What’s ur user

mal

with a yellow heart

Texed u

Texted

Fuh

kk lmao

i was watching a roblox give away for like 15 mintues

ts so fake

i dindt get 10000000 robux :<

damn

im so sad

i jsut want robuxz

aw

:<

help

wsp

...

i wanna cry

why?

what happened??

and hes really hurting my feelings

oh

is he like

ok?

cus hes been off the last few times i talked to him

and i been worried for a bit

but this is js a lot

im trying so hard not to cry

idk mal

im genuinely worried abt him

and i have been

and this j makes me more worried

...

ok

yeah

hm?

he helping his gf with something

may, is everything ok?

mhm

im js trying to not cry and parkers mad at everything

dang. I'm sorry

im not allowed to cry

you can cry if you need. it helps relieve stress and releases endorphins in the body

no

^

dont use facts with me

if you want to cry, you need to cry.

no

i cant cry cosmo

why not?

because

i can wait 50 days

its been two

every 50 days i can cry

That's dumb

no

bye..

hey

parker

that's not healthy

im ok though

so why would i cry?

Hm

because its a way to express yourself and its not good for you to keep it inside

are you ok

like actually

I'm fine

Dw

:p

you sure?

Absolutely girlll

hm ok

Perfectly prettied up

well js so yk im here if youre ever not ok

yk ittttttt

cosmo?

cosmo i need you

K

Frrr

alr

yesss sister

Whatchu been up to girlll

nothingggg wbuuuu

Nothing much js been chilling

You talk w the boy irrr

he being weird and dryyyyy

so i lowk give upppp

yayyyyy

Ughhh

Hate that

You'll fine better girl

Ur a queen and he didn't see that

i hope sooooooo

Mhm

but i aint tryna get ignored frfr

Mmm

cus wdym im obviously excited and all i get is a "wow"

fuck him

Tf he just isn't the one if that his reactions

he can suck my dick

cause like

Gross

why not be happy

for the msot wondeful amazing woman?

tf

like she couldve been your wife

your mssing out

fucking idiot

That's a way to say it

and like previously when i was excited hed actually engage and me excited with me

he found another girl

kill him

ima kill him

gimmie his adress

Or another interest

m killing him

Ur short ass ain't making it there

yes tf i am

Fuck you aren't

watch me

Can't see you down there

:p

uhhhhh nooooo

thats okkkk

it stinks but its fine

No?

U were soo happy but he just fucking ruined it

So yeah he can wallow in despair or something

But you can find better girly pop

i just took twice my percsibed med

...

buttttttttttt its fine i js got too excited

Ur gonna over dose...

it not his fault anyway

oh that not good

no?

its only 600 meds

300mg to 600?

mhm

Big jump

Ur gonna feel something

that was the plan

to trip out

o

yupph

Mal...

hey

wsp

I did meanie thing

huh??

:p

what’d you do?

Uhh yelled at sm...

..who???

Uhhh may.

shit what happened

Uhhh

Blinded by love ig or something abt Not think I dun know I just did

oh

Yea :p

She was not me

That's weird

is may ok?

She uhhhh idk if she want ppl to know so ask her abt it

Uhhhhh idk :p

damn

are you ok??

I'm perfectly fine

okk

Mhm