Frustration with Helene

Is this the path you want to take with you life?

yeah it is.

Where are you getting being so filled with hate.

what did I do ?

Are you okay yourself? People tend to hate for deeper reasons than hate.

Nothing.

ugh great the rat's here.

?!

look at her she's angry.

Shes not angry, shes confused.

Now lily, are you okay?

HOW DARE YOU ASSUME MY GENDER! I AM A THEY THEM YOU ASSHOLE!

yeah im okay

Helene, kindly or not at all.

no one asked.

fine

Then why are you hating? What joy dose this bring you?

..............

all of it. Helene is just an emo-wanna-be

And what are you?

the prettiest girl in the world

oh god please kill me

You are in this world, which is in this universe? You are so small compared to everything else, we all are. Why are you acting like such a big deal?

Helene, shes so small compared to you my love, why let her hate?

Lily you dont deserve to play god, when you are nothing more then scum on someones shoe.

Have you ever wonderd how little you matter to everyone else?

Im glad, very glad, you find yourself pretty. Thats good.

But you aren't worth my two cents.

Why care? shes so little compared to your world.

If she donset want to be worth it, dont let her be.

And how shes acting, she donset want to be worth it.

You truely are an idiot.

Helene goes by they/them. Lily called herself the prettiest girl

Those are diffrent people.

Dont cower, mistakes are mandatory.

whats with the "my love" part? is that just like a habbit or??? u know what im not gonna ask

Its mostly a habit.

nice

I wanna see the "prettiest girl in the world" im a great judge. Based on attitude shes getting an 3/10

..

..........

what?

She is not an alt, she is a troll.

hello mother!

Did you read chapter 5 of my book?

ooo not yet i’ll read it now

😬 I regret asking to see.

I posted it!

it’s so good

My lord, how fast do you read?

Thank you though.

fast i guess hahaha

i rly need to start working on my book again

Or maybe I just dindt wrtie enough.

no you did

Yknow what helps me when I write?

I write out the entire plot, everything thats going to happen in the book, as an outline, and follow it so I dont get lost on what to do next.

Although it sometimes hard to word things.

yeah i try to do that but then i end up not liking it

Oh I see.

I edit the hell out of mine

Then I forgot what I wrote and I supriuse myself

real

Like Red has a brother? Who wouldve thought.

i js keep my ideas in my brain

lmaoo

I write them out so I dont forget.

Excuse me for a mintue, I have to take a quiz.

oki doki

I got 100%

yayayay

yayay

im reading my freinds book, its amazing

oooo nice

Like theres so much emotion in it

i love it

ooo

yes

its about her meeting her boyfreind

its so cute

awwww

damn i rlly gotta get back with mine

i miss writing

Its fun.

maybe i’ll try today after work

Yeah

When i have writers block

I write some short stoires.

oo nice

Yeah

Start where i want

and just write

that’s fair

My stomach hurts.

oh no

yeah

i wanna eat but my ssiters upstarirs

nooo

but its okay

yknow whats good?

pretals with whippes cream

THIS IS UR HUNGER DEMON SPEAKING. SATAN WANT ME TO TELL U TO EAT FOOD OR HE WILL...UMMM TICKLE U OR SOMETHING. HEED MY WARNING

oh man

SATAN CAN NOT COME NEAR ME

i will hide in the church!

im listening to frozen

oooh

W

i need to get good at one from frozen 2 for my lessons

thats good

i wanna sing tutiam

oo

yeah

but i seem to be really bad at it

well

when it gets high

i been working on it so long but still cant do it good enough 😭

realll

yeah some songs are fucking hard

yupp

i used to able to go rlly high

but idk what happend

i got really sick and stopped and it ruined me

ive never been good at going high

so i've been working on it in my lessons a lot

throw some autotune on it and call it a day 😎

by doing songs that go high to challenge me

no i wanna be actually competent on my own lmao

no bad autoune bad

Wow ily both THANK THE LORDDDD

i really wanna go as high as arina grande

damnn

what you suggested it now your thankign us im

im confused

lmaoo

but as low as that one guy i love with the gutair

😭

ykwim?

fuck autotune lmao

i want all the rnages

who is that one guy with the gutiar

autotune is so retarded imo

if you cant sing then why are you in the industry

why do i wanna say johnny depp when i know its not him

cahs

cash

rr

johnny cashhhh

i love him

yesssssss

i used to go as low as him

i know you told me

Ever seen Walk the Line?

yes

nope

made me SOB like a baby

Great johnny cash movie

brilliant movie tho

im takign mal to cedar point

well shes paying for herlf

but im stil takign her

im rich

but im pretty sure shes picking me up

and drivng me

but im still takign her!

daddy warbucks over here

😭

pay for me some clothes mommy

i need clothes tho 😭

desperately need clothes

pay for me some food

i only have 3 pairs of pants that arent leggings

and i want my fits to fucking KICK ASS

whoops

Live life as a nudist. Saves bunches of money

😭

😭

no nudists omg

ill also get free housing once i get arrested!!

YAY

and free clothes!!!

and free food!!!!!

YAYAYYA

And free food. The cycle is endless

lets go to jail tg

wow what a brilliant idea!!

😭

tho i need my redbulls to survive

hm

so maybe no jail for me

i will give you lots of redbulls in free house

im literally broke cus of redbull

go to a sober house

like not even exaggerating

pretned to be an aclochoil

and go to a sober house

redbullaholic

free food free clothes

and you can buy redbull

REDBULLLLLL

hey be proud of me im passing my classes and not behind

i wanna go to church tn cause its tn but detiny needs to call me back

bro i been watching a lotta disney lately and my husband is gonna suffer whenever we watch disney cus i DO NOT SHUT UP ONCE A SONG COMES ON

good job!

nooo

no thats amazing though

like i js realized that tho he gonna get sick of it

ill take my kids to your house and you can sing with them

Do u wanna do some blow mannnnnnn

yesssss

not if he loves yoyu

YES

PLEASE

IDK WHAT BLOW IS BUT I WANT IT

CAUSE IT SOUNDS LIKE DRUGS

tho i dont think my bf is capable of being sick of me (i hope)

cus he loves me (i hope)

AND IM TOTTALY NOT OVER ADDICTED TO ANYTHIGN

he dose mal

he loves yu

olaf...you look kinda...funny

mal do you like this profile or my old profile better

yayay

soft stalker of this one

i like this one

yayayay

guys i wanna be anna in the fall so bad cus they doing frozen near me

but ik i wont get the role but i want it so so so so bad

omg

dont doubt yourself

go for it

i will audition for it cus worst case they js say no

oki yayay

cus id still be happy with ensemble cus like ITS FROZEN

thats so real

ive been practicing her songs tho

i wish i could do those thigns

its js hard cus my vouce is better for elsa than it is anna

like plays

oh isee

theyre so so so fun

but your so anna core

i havent done one if FOREVER

OMG TY

SHES MY FAVORITE PRINCESS

omg mal

my dad told me to bring my mom when i go to cedar point with you

😭

😭

like i mean ill be 16 or 17 ill prolly have a phone fuck off

can you explina what a hot take is

like i hear people saying hot take

but idk what it means

I legit like was kinda freaked when u said u dont have a phone. Like its 2026 are u living in a dungeon or something

😭

i know

but you alos thought i wasnt real

and was the govenment

like a super controversial opinion

.

oh

whats thats mean

like

Who doesnt have a phone??? I truly never met anyone that didnt lol

is it a hot take to think that romeo and juilet ruined romacne books?

like forever ruined the romance books

yes cus most believe the opposite

i think it ruined out vewis on love

and romance books

cause maybe your love is really strong

but it made it seem more accpetable to die or kill yourself for the love of your life

nothing within love is worht death

esp cause if they died or almsot died

theyd want you to live

it is not okay to die for the love of your life o

or kill

hm

i think if the opportunity came id die for anyone i love

not js romantically

but anyone

i would die for family

but then again when i was with emily

i was reaady to die

head first into suicide

js bcuz she hurt me

yes but once youre married your partner is family

yeah

idk, i jsut feel like romoe and juilet started making it more acceatble and okay

and it spread to other books

i definitely think its dumb to die cus they died

and i think its dumb to die for someone you JUST met

yeah

thats really true

like i get taking place of someone

but if its true long standing love and it was either me or them, i'd give me life without hesitation

The ending always made me kinda frustrated. Why they so quick to jump to conclusions

theyre so dumb

yeah i get that

Like oh my love is dead...5 seconds later...ima kms

yeah fr

i was js thinking after me and emily broke up that i had nothign else to live for

Guess its considered blind love

like there are so many people id die FOR, but i wouldnt die if they died

mean i liked her for two years

yeah

but its so stupid to die js bcuz i got hurt

cus all i can think abt is if i lost my bf id be miserable, id want to die, and id wish it was me instead of him

but id NEVER kms js cus he died

Its a slow burn for me. I might kms if I loved someone and she died and I suffered for a long time maybe

i wouldnt

yeah

cus ik hed want me to find happiness

exactly

so id do whatever i could to find happiness

id do things i knew he wanted to do but never had the chance to do

and id hope that once i die naturally id be able to see him again

alright ima hop off wje, and work till 2

okkk good luck

ill have btrix and xbox open though

ill ttyl <3

<3

Sometimes waiting and moving forward has benefits too. For example the girl that DESTROYED my heart...like 3 years later I worked with her new bf and he was outside balling his eyes out over her. Some people dont change. Made me feel like I wasnt alone

yeah

and a lotta the time the people we're with arent the one for us and so dying for them would be silly

if i kms because the first guy i dated left me i never would've met the guy im with now

and if id refused to move on from him id have an extremely fucked up idea of what love is

oh