A Big Mistake

I dont think mythais is talkign to me anymore.

I think he blocked me.

But before you say anythign, I deserve it.

I got mad about something and started acting unnecessarily rude and was beign manulative. And tbf, ive never been to good to him.

I guess he relaised ive been no good, and I think its to late to fix it. I dont know what to do.

Charlie, What happened.

It's okay Char, I know that. And you might've been ude but that may have been to protect yourself. Its automatic response to trauma or past relationships.

I had no reason.

I was trying to force him to tell me soemthing he said he was uncomfertable with

After I told him im letting emily back into my life

Im also scared.

He told me he had no meaning without me, that if i wehre to die hes follow.

Now that im gone dose he not need me or did I cost him a life?

Trust me, if he blocked me , i deserved it.

Hes playin with your emotions to make u feel guilty

ts 50.50 btw

not all guys do ts

oh..

i’m sorry dear

I didn't realize that's Charlie's account

thankfully lmao

Mhm, all guys react differently and do different things

yup

Thou I don't get him blocking her without saying anything

He at least could've say something

yeah thats not a mature way to handle things

Mhm

I guess Charlie is at fault to for getting mad at him for not saying something personal

But his reaction wasn't a reasonable one

yeah

But heu

neither did the best thing

Hru*

Ye

im ok hbu

Doin iffy

thats fair

Gotta get used to not talking w mah girl as much

oh damn

We're focusing on life rn to prepare for our futures

So it's for the better

yeah

Mhm cuz once we get everything figured out and we are chillin we'll be more comfortable to the point we'd be able to live together

thats good

Yer

How's you n ur man's going

pretty gooddd

havent been able to talk much tho

Thought he got access yesterday

he was sposed to on tuesday but they complicating shit

How so

js making it longer but for kinda silly reasons

its a lot to explain

but we'll be good in like 2 days

ohhhhhh

no is ok its my fault please dont pity me just how do i fix it?