ók so im schizophrenic right, i see shit right- and its really fucking freaking me out, and i tried telling my mom and she doesn't believe me, and im home alone rn, and ill watch scary shit and it freaks me the fuck out, and i just found out that you can have schizophrenic episodes and you see a LOT fo shit in those episodes, and im scared. and im already stressed with my mums dissapointment, and school, and my mental state sucks rn, and im finding out that my crush likes me, but hes moving, and i just feel like everything is out to get me/
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Kai :)
schiizophrenia is seeing shit, and i see weird ppl, and hear things i cant explain
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Tbh my schizophrenia is... simple
Kai :)
whats urs like?
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Well to keep it simple it moves people's face and it's creepy for me
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Because usually I tell the person to fix their face or I just look away
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:')
Kai :)
i would hate that, i kinda see that in pictures. like their face would make different expressions
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Not like that...
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Its like when someone looks at and u over think
Kai :)
ohh
Kai :)
whats bad is im alone in my house rn
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Tbh it school for me
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When I'm alone it's fine
Kai :)
im okay when im around ppl, but i cant when im alone
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Well I got to go I'll be back in a bit
Kai :)
oh ok :,)
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I'm working on a story for my class
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I hate writing
Kai :)
oo nice
Kai :)
i luv writing
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Well I'm given a place and a time and I have to combine them
Kai :)
eee
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Or I'm given an object
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And it sucks
Kai :)
sounds fun :)
Kai :)
or not lol
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Tbh I did this to my self
Kai :)
im doing book club in my ela class lol
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Good luck
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I got to get discord set up again
Kai :)
lol
Kai :)
book club is pretty easy
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Explain what that is please
Kai :)
uhm basically we split the group into two im with two other ppl, and we are reading patina, the other is reading a night divided, and basically we meet up every friday-
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Oooooo cool
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I gtg thanks for talking to me
Kai :)
mhm bai
Kernen62acc2
@Addieee you there?
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Buna, Kernen
Kai :)
im here
KaY
;-; people make fun of me for having some kind of phobia
Kai :)
lol
Kai :)
ok
Lovely Perv
This reminds me of a good friend of mine who sadly is slightly suicidal and says that she doesn’t care about her life because it has no meaning which is sad for me to hear because she is really nice.
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I fucking see everything around me talking. it doesn't have a face, but I will see a figure talking to me every once and a while
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Well is your schizophrenic people or...