A struggle with self-blame

It was my fault, i know it. Me. Im the one who ruined that part of me. Im the one who let them use me. It dindt have to happen again to remind me that it ever has. Im reminded every damn day. Im just some fucking filth. i let everyone walk all over and use me. It was my fault and i fucking deserved it.

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even if i was taught at 9 yrs old it was ok.

i wish i wouldve known then to say no'

i wouldnt be such a fuck up

5 fucking years

i let guys use e countless times

illl never be ok.

You were just taught way to early that shit is “ok” when it isnt

I promise you, you’re gonna heal

Your just a human who was taught shitty things

your not a fuck up. your worth so much, we love you, and you were taught the wrong things, some men are just immature jerks who are insecure about their annoying ass self and projct it on you for their own entertainment