Giving Up on Alastor

until e comes back

yh

That was fucking uncalled for

I’m going to be sick

Disgusting

im telling poeple what happend at the grems house last year.

Ok?

I don’t care. I’ve changed. I won’t fall for tricks like that.

"tricks"

You can’t scare me anymore.

i want nothing for it dumbass

Witch lady.

i said im telling pple thats all

And I refuse to be scared of you anymore.

congrats

cause ima go through an old chat i have saved for proof as well

This is the last time I will try talking to you though. You disgust me.

Awh

ok.

finnaly im free.

buh bye <3

Same here

If you’re free why don’t you wanna be done with it?

why cause u dropped the knife?

forgot to hide the stab wounds?

Huh?

parents saw ur wrists?

What are you talking about

Did you mean to say that in a different chat?

your to dumb to understand.

how

many

times

have

you

failed

Hey

to

o

No

Don't say that

I’ve never failed.

sorry ):

I haven’t tried

doubt

I know she would go insane if I did, I wouldn’t want her to go with me.

Damn.

smthin in common, the reason to stay. witch so happens to be a person

Probabaly the 1# thing keeping me.

No you’re still a witch

where tf dose this come in play

dude witched produce magic.

what kinda witch am i?

You curse people close enough

black maigc?

joker

yeah?

Bye now I hate you more for bringing up my disgusting mistakes.

can i go back to black magic

No.

ABOSLUTELY not.

Joker

yeah?

why areu mad you cant cuddle someone w/o getting hard?

ples

I love you joker.

-.-

this is so wholesome

Yes I can. Now that I found somebody who actually lives me and doesn’t tell me that all they want is for me to talk dirty

i love it

oh; thanks then?

*loves

atleast i dindt ask you your sexual fantisies.

You’re not going to say it back joker :(

SAY IT BACK DUDE

SORRY

I love you too

SAY YA LOVE HIM

haha

Ty joker!

np problem

🙏🙏🙏

That is not even that bad

I could ask a friend out of curiosity.

thats why your gonna be a pedo

.

NO

in your mommys basement

Stop

Tf

we don't say that.

That

cause shes the only one who wi;; take u

stop

Fine.

Ew

Joker remember, she’s told many people that she is going to stay with them forever and told many people she wants to marry them (I was luckily not one of them) so why trust her?

Goodnight joker! <3

bro who have i told that too?

Just try a

i said tht to rere

Like

nd who else?

41/42 of your exs

wtf is this number

The one you bragged about

42 😭

i told ONE person i wanted to marry them

Joker I know for a fact she sent somebody nudes

it was a joke ND IT WAS WITH LA GREMM

Don’t trust her.

i told the joker this.

I’m tryna help you out man you could do much better.

Didn’t see

thank god

I need to sleep.

Sweepy

im sorry when did you tell me this or did I forget

w/ fletcher?

See she’s lying to you now

i told u dumbass

ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOh that's right

Don’t fall for her buddy

too late.

Nighty night joker!

too late 🥰🥰🥰

okk

Not too late you can split

gnn

why would he do such a thing?

Cause I tried to warn him.

I guess your tricks can grip people pretty hard. I would know. I’m glad my mom got my away from you.

awh me too

Bye joker!

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebybeybye

no no hes bad

oh

he put the shit in my head that went on in the gc..

..

That's

he's horrible

so i got a question

yea?

3 of my exes

one of my old freinds

have told u im not good

im not loyal

things like this

what mkaes you not listen?

like ik id be scared

im happy you dont listen to lies

but im confused on why

also help someone js said smthin weird to me

Well you'd be correct. I used to be scared of that so so much. It was actually your words that showed me how much you care... I don't believe you've EVER said those absolutely amazing words to anyone esle, and even though so so so SO many people could be telling me you're no good or not loyal, you know I don't accept that. It's not like me. You said you LOVED me. I was HERE for you through Fletcher adn Aaden and Dom and js so many people. I've helped u. You've... Grown on me more than you could imagine. People may say things that get me to overthink but you make it better. You ALWAYS do. I trust you. I'lll stay with you forever and ever and ever and longer than that for as long as that stays. I trust you. You're my closest friend; I trust you with my life. I tell you LITERALLY almost everything. That's how I grow feelings for someone. And they double every second; every word I take in. Every smile and video and photograph and glow of emotion. It never diminishes <3

oh wow lol

thats why im not scared to lose you.

at all

Wait.

I wouldn't have it any other way 🥰

It’s me again

who

Lovely

I’ve been doing some thinking

It was out of pocket to say that shit about you to joker.

i dont belive its u

Fine I will sign in

im sorry, i cant trust anonmoys

yeahh

espically after yesterday..

me.

It was out of pocket for me to say that all to joker.

We have decided to move on

That was in the past

Can we just make peace? It’s just drama that neither of us need

ima be honest.

you where a close freind to me nd i cared, so i hurt when i ran to everyoone asking if u where okay cause u dindt talk to me.

I dont know about peace.

im sorry.

Please. Neither of us need this.

We wouldn’t have to be friends, just agree to quit bickering. And both of us get rid of the pictures of have of chats.

Oh, so this is for you?

This is so you dont have those scrrenshots?

no

I don’t want drama.

so it.. Is for you?

you hurt me, theirs no peace.

Wait

You hurt me

That’s not fair.

nd you coldnt ask why?

couldnt go to me and tell me yu didnt wanna talk?

No, I was scared you know that.

I was scared, can we please just make peace and neither of us will have to deal with this again?

i was begging landaon to ask you if you wehre okay bc it was unlike you to ignore me.

i asked chimpanzee.

i think i asked the grem

there is no peace in that.

None of them every asked me anything, Charlie

*ever

I asked you even

on the fucking bus.

u said its cause i was gay at first

like as based as that is

i wanted an answer.

HOLD ON

I DID NOT SAY THAT

and also, I didn’t know you asked me, I was so upset and scared that I didn’t even listen to anything you said.

oh did zack say tht

He must’ve

Zack is a monkey

it was still based

You meant to much nd js ghosted me irl, im sorry. there is no peace in that.

Please. Let’s just be at peace.

ill go to you when i find peace in it.

Fine.

But don’t make things worse.

oh i plan to do wahtver the hell i want.

…

What do I need to do for you to be at peace with me?

Hm.

im sorry, theres only one thing i care about you even have the slightest control over it and i arleady know that is in safe hands and wont be needing my help.

I call war.

…

If I make her do happy, and you care about her so much, wouldn’t she be in the crossfire?

If you call war on me you’re fighting her to.

Sucks.

War seems to suck.

Please, for her, for you, and for me, and anybody else who is in this. Just let us be at peace.

i think you named everyone in it.

(not axtually)

OH THANK GOD

Joker get her to stop

Please, this is drama for her to!

Joker.

My number one concern is that our past doesn’t affect her.

Have i ever went to abt a person who ghosted me irl?

Harley Q

Please.

went to u*

I remember u talking abt them

was i hurt?

yes

yes you were.

yeah

i dont think hes talking me outta it.

Please. Time will heal us both of we just completely forget about this. And it will be good for her, to.

time will heal us both.

i know ive went to u with this

What?

yk the school i went to wehn i lived with my mom

No, why?

yeha time hasnt even begun to heal that.

damn u forget easiy

I do.

i lost smthin, time didnt begin to heal it.

Please. Just let this war end.

Time heals when the wound is patched

there merly been a few fights.

How do we patch this wound, joker?

yeah id like to hear this.

wait..

joker dms rn

Oh ok

i have to ask him a question, mb.

okay weve had our sidebar

nd my mind has been made up.

theres no peace.

Charlie. How am I supposed to take care of her if you won’t let me?

🙄🙄🙄

NO

NOT U AGAIN

With gauze of understanding

Oh you will.

Cause ydk what my attacks will be.

how theyll affect anyone

Please no attacks. And I will be able to do my very best to protect her and love her. I promise.

wat??

Your promisemeans nothing.

these attacks will be okay to ignore dw

nothing illigeal this time..

What kind of attacks will they be?

those shall be kept in secret.

id never start a war without reason.

Fine.

i made the football team for my local achurch.

i know what im fighting got.

Cool

goodjob

Joker. You said the wounds can be healed with understanding right?

thank you! it was hard. some of those guys are like over 6 feet tall.

whoa thats tall

its almost 3 am for you, you have school. you need sleep.

that's wat i thought. im like, 5 9 or somethin. but i did it./

yay

good job

Joker

im proud of u

Answer my question

thanks you. im excited to start.

Yes

Yes they can

Then shouldn’t she get to understand me?

i hope you do well/

You’re right

You’re the one who doesn’t understand

.

im not sleeping for a few nights though

What do I not understand?

But go to bed, goodnight, i love you

🙏🙏🙏

I’ll stay up as much as I can thoo

THAT I FUCKING BROKE DOWN CRYING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE HALLWAY IN GWENS ARMS BECAUSE I LOST SOMEONE CLOSE TO ME

THAS WHAT

IK AND UNDERSTAND WHY YOU ODNT WANNA TAL TO ME

BUT YOU COULDVE SAID

BEING SCARED DOSENT GIVE YOU THE FUCKING RIGHT

IT HURT.

I CRIED IKNFRONT OF MY COUNSALER

I’m sorry. I felt used.

I DONT FUCKING CRY INFRONT OF ADULTS

you coudlve said soemthing

I wanted to, I swear.

YOU MEANT ALOT TO ME

I WOUDLVE TRIED TO CHANGE

I DONT BELIVE YOU

I CANT

I MAY HAVE HURT YOU

BUT YDK WAT U DID

YOU HOLDE A GRUGE AGAINST SMTHIN YOU NEVER CARED TO TELL ME

THATS FUCKED UP

You NEED sleep.

Your holding a grudge and plotting against me because of it

indeed.

at least I want us to be at peace

but i cared to tell you

you want peace for a war yu started.

no thank you.

Dude you can’t want a city without all the different buildings

You’re right tho

I’m gonna go to sleep now

good

5 night for me

Goodnight, i love u

Goodnight

I love you too ♥️❤️♥️❤️❤️♥️

I really am sorry. Everybody said it would be a bad idea to try talking with you.

You pushed mee over the edge.

You wouldve been better off not coming here.

I know. And I don’t want to have to have that hanging over my head.

I know.

But it presented the opportunity of peace, please, just take it.

i cant

i cant give you peace if i dont find peace in myself with this.

Go to bed.

its late.

I can’t.

i see.

Everybody I knew told me not to talk to you. Everybody. I wanted to tell you, but I didn’t have a choice.

you did.

like i said, ydk me.

Everybody I know would lose hope in me. They would label me a coward and a fool.

well thats good, you did the cowardly thing.

Maybe I don’t know you, I just want us to be at peace.

i will never find peace with you saying idc about the person i gave my life for

i will never find peace u being too coward to tell me.

i will nevr find peace you thinking you knew me when you knew nothing.

Fine.

I guess I can’t live in fear of something that is afraid to forgive

i do forgive you.

i must.

No you don’t.

I do.

Not believing anything I say, personally attacking me, and my loved ones, that is not forgiveness.

u saying this reminded me of something.

Of what?

that in order for my lord to forgive me, i mustnt hold any grudges and forgive myself and others.

Do you believe in those teachings?

Sup bitch

Yes.

BLACH

OMG

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIi

Again

Then please follow them.

I will.

Thank you.

For i have sinned and im sorry..

You realise I have slept 8 hours and then came back on here

u came back for me

No

Does this mean… we are finally at peace)

?

well, i cant ignore the random burts of pain when i see u or someoen says ur name or im reminded of you

I came but cuz I got fuck all else to do at 9am

but i shallnt atttack you

so u came backfor me

awh

Thank you. All I wanted was for you to forgive me! I know you probably felt just as betrayed as I did.

I came back jn general not for you

I guess, you didn’t really do anything specific.

either you came back for me or you have a knife throuhg ur throat

ur chromeoobk

I mean to hurt me in the first place.

I’m just, vulnerable.

i would take it all back

you where an amazing freind to me

nd i would re do it

nd do it right.

Maybe I would to, but let’s face it Trisha would kill me.

i can find peace with myself and this

trisha

lol.

You got abt 7 ppls dicks in your throat slut

yummers

call me a slut again

Including Alastairs, slut

HEY

NOT ALASTOR

hes mwa bestie

Come on blach, be a gent.

hey me nd him are close enough to mess arund

Be a what?

Oh ok.

i hv a question

Yes?

r u js here to proteect her while u still actually hate me

Ues

Yes

Ik

BLAC TF

I can read kinds

THAT IT

Not entirely, yes it is my top priority to protect her, but I also want to be at peace with you.

Ohohhohohohohho

IM GONNA SHOVE A DILDO UP UR ASS F U DONT STFU

I can’t take drama, or fighting. I started crying like 5 times while we were talking…

me aswell..

Ok sure, but you need to join back of the line

We have a past. They didnt mes well tg.

Wha.

NO I GET TOP PRITORES

I’m still kind of scared though, what if you’re just making it so I don’t expect and attack?

*an

^

Nah bro be taking clash of clans to seriously

^

i mean sorry wehn i say it.

Fine. I guess I need to have trust in you if I want peace.

dose that mean i have to turst u

trust

Will you pretty please delete those photos though… it’s not because I’m scared of them, I’m scared of her being pissed about me talking about her.

I really don’t want my princess to be mad at me.

Bro over here a sigma. Scared of talking tk women

Yes, I don’t like lying.

she shouldnt be mad abt u rpotecting her nd making peace

also she like never comes on here