Jake im sorry, I know I made a promise... But I can't take this anymore, soon ill be off for the night for a move, and idk when and if I'll be back tonight, but idek. When I wake up tmrw morning if seem off, if I don't seem happy, if I don't seem sad, if I don't seem anything its cause I won't for a while. It all feels like my fault, so im done. Im don't with emotion. Like the one person I've always cared for says I was acting and just fucking hurts me on and on and they know they do, so im done. I will be praying that I don't even wake up, I won't do anything to stop myself from waking up though.
Comments (498)
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
To much
β―Miaβ―
Charlie I know that this was a post for Jake but Serena was being completely unreasonable and if she says you were acting just know that so many other people know that you weren't.
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
jake i know you are going to read these comments and I keep promises so I will suffer until the 16th
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
And mia
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
She fucked me up
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Like wish i never met fucked
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Well i'll try they are fadeing right now
β―Miaβ―
If she fucked you up then just fuck her up in return. It isn't fair how she thinks she can control YOUR emotions. She's just trying to hurt you and break you.
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I dont want to hurt anyone
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
nor will i
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
But shes hurt me way more than my mom
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
more than my sister
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
More than my dad
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
more than my entire family
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
more than my dog dying
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
more than loseing dom
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
more than jameson and landan
β―Miaβ―
Charlie, I get that you don't want to hurt anyone but you need to understand that she can't just hurt you without hurting her back.
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
im not hurting her
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
It wont be worth it
β―Miaβ―
Charlie it would be worth it though
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
stay here
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
im not going to hurt her
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
cause you wanna know how much i want her not hurt?
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I will not tell you who heis
β―Miaβ―
Charlie........ Who was it???
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I cant say
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Its her crush im not selling her out
β―Miaβ―
Bruh
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
She dosent want people to know
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
so i wont tell
β―Miaβ―
Ok.
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I keep secrets and love promises
β―Miaβ―
Your a good friend for that.
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
All cause i didnt want her to get hurt..
β―Miaβ―
But what is she doing in return? She's hurting you.
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
And its worth it
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
It dosent matter if she hurt's me..
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Aslong as she's the happiest she can be
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
even if she cant be happy
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I thought this year was going to be diffrent
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
It just got worse..
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
And last year you saw and hear firsthand
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
it was horrid
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
but now its 20 times worse
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Im trying to keep my emontion till the 16th for jake
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
But thye are faddeing
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Like have you ever felt numb..?
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
SHE HURTS ME MORE THAN MY PAST???
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
How did i get here..?
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I wish i never moved in with my dad.
β―Miaβ―
Don't let her hurt you anymore! Ignore everything that she says to hurt you!
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Whats the point
β―Miaβ―
You are worth so much more than you think Charlie, and if she's just trying to hurt you then you can't just let it slide!
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
she can live with and without me
β―Miaβ―
Lies
β―Miaβ―
No one can live without you
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Jameson can..
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Landan can
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Dom can
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Lauren can atp
β―Miaβ―
Well they're retards. If they think they can live without you then so be it but no one else can. They're out-numbered. So many people can't live without you!
β―Miaβ―
Hm?
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
The second fletcher breaks up with me
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
im calling my mom
β―Miaβ―
WHICH WILL NEVER HAPPEN
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
If it dose
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
i wont live with my dad
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
CCAUSE IVE SEEN OWENDALE
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
WHERE MY MOM LIVES
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
LANDAN/ALEX
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
AND AXTON
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
AND JUMPER
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
AND ONLINE FREID STHERE
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Its amazing
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Ima be afk for like 10-15 mins please stay as long as u can
β―Miaβ―
Okay.. If I have to leave I will say in here
β―Miaβ―
I gtg but i'll be on tmr most likely.
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Then i wont move back with my mom
fleperd
I don't have the heart to break that to you
fleperd
I don't think I'll ever find a reason to break up w/you
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I murderd my grandfather
fleperd
I still love you
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Alr now im convinced
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
dwi didnt murder anyone
fleperd
^^
fleperd
I don't have a sense of like, who to like and who to not like
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Fletcher
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I need you to be honest with me
fleperd
Okay
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Is anyone worth it if they give me more pain then my family and past and lsoeign freidns combined?
fleperd
No?
fleperd
I don't really know what you're asking here
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Serena has hurt me so so so much
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
but i still care
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Fucking*
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
And also
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I gave gwen so many cahnces when she made me want to drop all my freinds
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
and landan makse me feel so left out
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
but id stilll kill fa him
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Is it worththe pain...?
fleperd
No
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Tmrw is the owrst day to me on any calender
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
and do i need to stop careing so much?
fleperd
Yes
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
how do i do that though?
fleperd
I don't know
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
ill try.
fleperd
Sorry I keep leaving
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Ill try to stop careing about those who hurt me..
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
And its ok
fleperd
I don't know if I should say thanks or not
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
It will have no affect on you whatsoeverbecaseu you care still
fleperd
Give a chance though
fleperd
emphasis on the A
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Give you a chance to?
fleperd
Of course
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
To what?
fleperd
Make sure they can prove themselves though
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Like i used to..
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
If someone fucked up
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I made them earn another chance and if they fucked up before they earned if then they will never get antoehr
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
And if they fuck up after eearning the chance then they can earn another again but it'll be harder
fleperd
Okay
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
*throws cookie at chu*
fleperd
*I eat cookie* thanks, luv <333
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I might get banned tongiht
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Im tryna tell ethan hes abuseing mod :/
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
And ywww~
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Like every time ethan see's something he doesn't like he gets rid of it
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Dosent matter if it doseno harm
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
He banned somoen and didnt even tell anyone why
fleperd
The power got to him :(
fleperd
Are you alone?
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
im in a room alone
fleperd
If so search up a follow and joeseph fence scene jjba
fleperd
Can that be us?
fleperd
Just do it
fleperd
Img's
fleperd
Can that be us?
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
just...
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
giveing...
fleperd
HAHAHA
fleperd
HAHAHA
fleperd
Really my n word?
fleperd
Why deleted
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
i think
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
about it
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
to much
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
and make
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
back to innocent
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I USED TO HAVE HOLY THOUGHTS YOU BROUGHT UNHOLY THOUGHTSπ
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
And a hell of alota em )):
fleperd
That means you want to really bad ;)
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
This is why
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
i need gus to make me innocent again
fleperd
I like you dirty
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Its new ta me
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Its new to think about giveing u head
fleperd
Come doused in mud :D cum doused in mud D:
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
mabye alot ot much
fleperd
Hehe
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Dude i dont even think gus can fix this
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I dont even think i can tell him atp
fleperd
I got milk
fleperd
My brother is with his girl and it's making me miss you more
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Awhhhhhhh
fleperd
I WANT YOU HERE
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
BIG WORDS
fleperd
βββ β βββ βββ β βββ
ββββββ βββ βββ βββ ββ ββββββ βββ βββ βββ ββ
β β
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
REALLY BIG WORDS
fleperd
Woah
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I got a question
fleperd
Mhmm
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
*Manipulate
fleperd
I think so
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
u think so wha?
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
That i should forgive her or the second thin
fleperd
I think she is manipulating you
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Ill forgive her but not give her a chance
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Only cause im a forgiving person π
fleperd
She put her head on my brothers lap...
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
DONT MAKE ME WANT THAT SHIT NOT RN π
fleperd
Now I really really want you here
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Same i wantchu ):
fleperd
I want to sleep on your thighs so FUCKING bad
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Making..
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Want...
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
This...
fleperd
It's something we both want
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
And thoughts onna make me feel touched deprived ):
fleperd
*snore* mi mi mi mi
fleperd
HAH
fleperd
I gotcha
fleperd
You are touch deprived
fleperd
She's straddling him
fleperd
PLEAAE
fleperd
Walk here
fleperd
Now
fleperd
Want
fleperd
You
fleperd
Here
fleperd
Please come over here now
Jake γ
AYE
Jake γ
NUH
Jake γ
FUCKING
Jake γ
UH
Jake γ
HELL NO
Jake γ
NOT RIGHT NOW
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Im confused 0-0
fleperd
Cry about it jake
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Jake nothing like that would happen
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
And jake
fleperd
I want to cuddle with her
Jake γ
Alright.
fleperd
Bye bye jake with three y's
Jake γ
I wish there was more I could do to help.
Jake γ
Iβll do all that I can.
Jake γ
Have fun you two :)
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Fletcher
fleperd
Ja?
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I AINT TOUCH DEPRIVED YET
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
But thought can make me
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
AND IT WONT HAPPEN
fleperd
I take that back
fleperd
Jackass
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Whats u say?
fleperd
Gay slur
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
*grabs allea*
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Whatd you say.
fleperd
I dunno
fleperd
Cunt maybe
fleperd
Fucker maybe
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
*swings axe*
fleperd
Bitch maybe
fleperd
Nah I'm good *it passes through me*
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I DIDNT THROW HER
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
IM FUCKING SWINING IT IN MY OWN HANDS S
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
SHE WENT NO WHERE
fleperd
I'm gonna do a kickflip
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
*tackles you and pins you so you cant move*
fleperd
Hahahh
fleperd
Pp hard
fleperd
Hehehe
fleperd
Ah
fleperd
Hahahahah
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
*puts hand over your mouth*shhh
fleperd
*I push your hand off me* I like when you do this to me *I put your hand back*
Jake γ
Yo I understand if you guys keep doing your thing here but shitβs getting crazy in Mayβs post and the whole gang is here, just figured Iβd let you know. Iβll be leaving now lmao
Jake γ
Didnβt read nothin
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
8*pushes hand down so you cant move it again*
fleperd
Hehe
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
*kisses your neck then gets off you*
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Be touch deprived
fleperd
Minging
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Cant do nuthin bout it
fleperd
Keep doing it
fleperd
Jokes on you
fleperd
I'm always tired so I can just sleep through it
fleperd
Wait
fleperd
I did that once and woke up only more touch deprived
fleperd
Oh look at me I'm too good for touch deprived
fleperd
Lair
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
WORDS MAKE ME WANT ATTENTION
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I DONT GET TOUCHEDDEPRIVED FROM ONE PERSON TO STOP GIVEIGN ME ATTENTION
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
BECAUSE I NEVER STOP GETTING IT
fleperd
Once I can I'll spend the whole day with you
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Yayy =D
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Ima take u to the fair to ride the zester
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I MEANT
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
The zipper
fleperd
Mf is straddling him again
fleperd
Tf the zipper
fleperd
I know you want to straddle me
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Ima be honest
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Ive strattled one person b4 :/
fleperd
lucky bastard...
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
BUT THEY WAS FAKE BEING POSSED AND I HAD TO PIN EM DOWN
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
My summer was wild tbh :/
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Fucking spirirt relm
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Possensions
fleperd
I want you to do that to me
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Fucker hanging ona tree
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
THIS ONE FUCKER ALMOST KISSED ME
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
He was odd -.-
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I havent talked to em sense summer ened though
fleperd
Was I your first kiss?
fleperd
Lips wise
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Yeah 0-0
fleperd
I'm fucking awesome
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Youll be my first and my last <3
fleperd
I love you
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I love you more
fleperd
Not a chance
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I needa get firewood brb for like 5 mins dont leave
fleperd
I love YOU more
Anonymous
I am overcome with your cuteness.π₯°
Anonymous
You two are perfect together.
Anonymous
Donβt ever ruin it.
fleperd
I won't
fleperd
Thanks dagger
Anonymous
ππ»
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I was showing my lil brothers this fuckers last name and u js show up
Anonymous
How may I be of your service, fair maiden?
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Idek that was kinda random
Anonymous
Damn.
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
TELL HIM TO NOT MAKE ME TOUCH DEPRIVED π
fleperd
I'm down
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
NOT THE RIGHT SIDE PLEASE
Anonymous
Have a fun time, lovebirds. β€οΈ
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
PLEASE NOT THE RIGHT
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I LOVE THE LEFT SIDE
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
BUT THE RIGHT SIDE
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Its scary >-<
fleperd
I'm playing with my hoodie drawstrign and managed to make a noose
fleperd
Hun.
fleperd
You there?
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I gtg in like 20 mins
fleperd
Damnit :(
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Yeah ):
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Do i need ta sleep tonigh?
fleperd
Yes
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Fine ill sleep ):
fleperd
Okay
fleperd
Thanks babe (ΛΒ³Λ)β₯
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I hate you for one thin rn
fleperd
I'm tobi rn
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
You made me overcome a fear ):
fleperd
Good ^^
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Hows it good..?
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Its change i hate change
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
You made it so i have a good sleep sched
fleperd
Good
fleperd
Sleep is good for you
Fellow
Chxl, charile, whatever it is
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
yeah whtsup?
Fellow
you complaini a frickin' lot
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Thank you
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I try <3
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Sleep is good for you
You make it hard for me to torture myself sometimes ):
Fellow
not meaning offenfense
fleperd
Wonderful
fleperd
You're adorable
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
People on this site are fake asf
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
IM NAWT
fleperd
Yes you are
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
PROVE IT
fleperd
You cuddly little girl
fleperd
Cuddly good girl :0
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
hehehe~
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Im not cuddly
Fellow
people lie on the internet?
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Can you please leave eim tryna talk to someone who aitn u
fleperd
I know you would love to cuddle with me
fleperd
You did on friday
Fellow
I'm a little bitch and won't leave people alone
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
Thats cause
fleperd
And I loved it <3
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
And i love you <3
fleperd
I didn't say I loved you yet
fleperd
I love you
fleperd
There ya go
fleperd
Hehe
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I gtg really soon ):
fleperd
NO
fleperd
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME
fleperd
I only did that to one person
fleperd
When my friend left I always said no D:
fleperd
You are the second person I've done that to
fleperd
You are so fucking important to me
fleperd
:)
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I love you so much~
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I gtg though goodnight <3
fleperd
I miss you
fleperd
I want you here
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I wanna be there
fleperd
I'm watching SpongeBob in a recliner
ΛΛ ππΆπ β΄ ΛΛ
I really gtg love you goodnight <3
fleperd
I love you too babe
fleperd
π
fleperd
Goodnight
fleperd
See you in my dreams ^^
nomnom:)
wtf
CRACKHEADNARUTO_41
What happened?