Bro if Fletcher doesn't get on soon I swear I won't be safe from myself )): Luvs..?
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Whats up?
Toby21357
Hey are you ok?
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nah not really
Toby21357
Whatβs going on?
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Todays just been hell, and i need fletcher to get on fore i stab myself
Jake γ
im not fletcher but I can sure as hell tell you not to stab yourself
Twix King
I'm not Fletcher either
Twix King
buttt...
Toby21357
Well Iβm not fletcher, but please donβt hurt yourself. Do you want my email so you can talk to me whenever?
Twix King
hehehehe
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Toby i dont need it thanks though
Twix King
Well Iβm not fletcher, but please donβt hurt yourself. Do you want my email so you can talk to me whenever?
love the slim pfp
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I hate you twix..
Twix King
Aww I love you too :)
Twix King
π
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To much damn power
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yk if you use the power tm itll fade
Toby21357
Toby i dont need it thanks though
Well please if you do. Iβve been suicidal for a long time and I can definitely help somebody in need
Twix King
Angel, like I said, hurting yourself is not going to solve any problems, nor will it take away any pain. Instead it will just bring you more pain to focus on, leaving the old pain to swiftly take its place after you're done.
Toby21357
Angel please beleive us
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Its not my fault..
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I got reminded of my past
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Now i cant stop looking back
Twix King
The past is a bitch, I'll tell you that from experience
Twix King
I nearly had a bit of a relapse myself today
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Its not..
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Thats why i keep looking back
Twix King
That's why it's a bitch
Twix King
But focusing on the past is what brings the pain
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Like its ok to hold onto something but not like this i mean ive been holding onto one thing ill never get back sense less the middle way throught 4th grade..'
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And i act as if ima be back ina week..
Twix King
Yes, it was good, but it's over. It happened, and there is nothing you can do to get it back. Sucks, but that's the realization we have to make.
Twix King
I held onto my past for 6 years
Twix King
6 years of pain
Twix King
only growing every time I thought of it
Twix King
but I didn't want to let it go
Twix King
Eventually, I faced my biggest fear, the thing I dreaded.
Twix King
I had to move on
Twix King
To focus on the now
Twix King
What's happening in the present
Twix King
and at that time, it wasn't good
Twix King
So I had to fix it
Toby21357
Yeah you have to move on. Thatβs how Iβve dealt with r@pe and that
Twix King
Worrying about the future only gives us anxiety. It's okay to be aware, but if we don't take care of things now then the future really WILL be bad
Twix King
And you don't have to completely forget the past
Twix King
Remember the good times, but don't dwell on them
Twix King
Think of what you've learned and how it can make you a better person today
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Ihave a picture of those -good times- and i cant just get rid of it i always have it with me..
Twix King
I know, I know how that feels
Twix King
You can keep the memories close
Twix King
But don't let them consume you
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I cant help it as long as i have the picture
Twix King
The good times were good, but if you can't get those times back what's the sense in carrying that pain with you?
Twix King
Yes you can help it. I know it sounds daunting and damn near impossible, but you can.
Twix King
It took me 6 years to realize that
Twix King
And even still I'm working on fully letting go
Twix King
But it makes things so much better
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Every time i look at the damn picutre im back there, im js visiting my dad, ill be back next week. With all the people, at my home.
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I dont think about my past at all when my freind had that picture
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i never missed it when he had it..
Toby21357
Burn the picture
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3rd person whos said it
Twix King
why not?
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Because i cant go anywhere without it..
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ill want it back
Twix King
well don't do that
Twix King
let go
Twix King
don't let that desire consume you
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i cant..
Twix King
you can
Twix King
it takes immense strength
Twix King
strength I know you have
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I dont want to.
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ik it hurts but..
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ill js keep the picture.
Twix King
Well that's exactly why you feel this way
Twix King
I didn't want to either
Twix King
I struggled with the decision to let go for so long
Twix King
but at some point you have to realize that it's much better than everlasting pain
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i trsut you but
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i just cant let myself..
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I treid before i tried
Twix King
I can't force you to do anything
Twix King
But I really urge you to think deeply about the choices you have
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I gave it to my friend and told him to give it back when we would travel like we said and for him not to give it back at all even if im like broken down crying begging for them to not give it back..
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but i got upset w/ him and he said i need them i almost gave em away
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almost let it go
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but he gave it back
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i already tried..
Twix King
If at some point you wish to try again
Twix King
I would suggest giving it everything you've got
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I would give it to someone
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but like i cant ask for that
Twix King
here's a fun idea
Twix King
Tie it to a balloon and have a nice, closure-filled goodbye
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at least you have fletcher thi
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no to twix not chu amy
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sorry lol
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itβs chill
Twix King
hiya
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Tie it to a balloon and have a nice, closure-filled goodbye
Wtaf would i do that
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Tbh i js said what i wanted i js cant ask for that..
Twix King
Well, I hope you find the strength in you to fully let go of the past
Twix King
You don't have to do it all at once either
Twix King
baby steps :)
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want someone to steal it from me so i have no choice
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cause i wanna let go but
Twix King
I know it's hard
Twix King
It's a matter of personal willingness
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i want him rn.. ):
Twix King
He'll be on when he can
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he hasent yet today
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i edited a pic of myself
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i dont think youd aprove at all
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guess u died :/
Twix King
I saw it
Twix King
You're not any of those things
Twix King
You're beautiful, kind, amazing, incredible, I could say so much
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Lies :/
Twix King
nuh uh
Twix King
NUH UH
Twix King
YOU'RE SUCH A LIAR
Twix King
YOU'RE AMAZING
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Big words 0-0
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dude my chreombook js blocked yt :/
Twix King
YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING AND KIND AND INCREDIBLE AND FUNNY AND AWESOME AND SOMEONE I LOOK UP TO
Twix King
AND I LOVE YOU (BUT NOT IN A WAY THAT WILL MAKE FLETCHER PUNCH YOU)
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BS I AINT BEAUTIFUL
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IM HLAF AMAZING
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FUCK KINDESS SHIT
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INCREDIABLE SEEMS FAKE
Twix King
YOU'RE FULL AMAZING
Twix King
YOU'RE NOT FAKE INCREDIBLE
Twix King
YOU'RE VERY KIND
Twix King
AND YOU'RE HOT AF (BUT NOT IN A WAY THAT WILL MAKE FLETCHER KILL)
Twix King
*KILL ME
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AND I LOVE YOU MORE (NOT INA WAY THATLL MAKE FLETCHER PUNCH ME)
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And whoa~
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im not hot f
Twix King
YEAH YOU ARE
Twix King
BUT ALSO NOT IN A WAY THAT WILL GET ME ARRESTED
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DUDE ARE YOU TRYNA CONVINCE ME IM A GOOD PERSON OR HYPING ME UP RN TF?
Twix King
BOTH
Twix King
AND IM NOT CONVINCING YOU OF ANYTHING, IM TELLING YOU THE DINGLE DAMN TRUTH
Twix King
wait what did you say
Twix King
I was on another tab
Twix King
damn right I bet fletcher loves that
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he hasent seen it
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dum dum
Twix King
he should
Twix King
he'd love it
Twix King
frfr
Twix King
niceeee
Twix King
Woah
Twix King
what
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i joined my old freinds live and he rememberd it was me js from my yt name
Twix King
ayyy
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I straigt up said said "βYippie u remember that i exist ^^"
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I made a mistake i said L
Twix King
lol it's all good
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He said wdym L
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Im boutta roast this monkey up
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or sumn shi
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i forgot
Twix King
lmao
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im the only person in hea tbh
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im js talking to him
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hes kinda
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playing a game
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or afk rn?
Twix King
rip
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Hes back
Twix King
nice
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hes gone
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WTAF DUDE
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MAKE UR MIND UP
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HES BACK
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dum dum
Twix King
lmao
Twix King
hey my computer's fucking itself so imma go charge it
Twix King
cya!
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Goodnight ttyl
Toby21357
Hey can we chat?