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okay so after all the arguing that's been going on,

Amy I want you to please avoid Emily and wade.

wade, I want you to avoid Amy and may

Emily please just avoid Amy.

I know it sounds kinda controlling but it's better off as this until one another can be civil. no shit talking, no accusing others of things, no drama in general. when everyone can cool off and talk about it in a MATURE manner then lmk and we can.

thank you

sorry for anyone who reads this lil note but its about Ethan,

tbh I love him so much, yes we have our ups and downs but I couldn't imagine life w/o him, yes he made some mistakes and ruined my trust but he's slowly and surely getting it back. he's so different. like when I look into his eyes it makes me feel all fuzzly and warm. i never wanna let go of him. all weekend I've been just thinking about him, wearing his hoodies to bed nd everything. he gives me pure joy and I never wanna lose this feeling.

Hey, Wade. This is a safe space to complain about a certain person who should stay off this post unless he wants to start shit that he can’t finish.

(Jake, if you ban me, I swear to fuck I will just keep coming back again and again until May finally stops pissing me off, so if ur mutual with me then I’ll be mutual with u.)

sorry for this being so random but I need to vent.

im so fucking done with trying, like I genuinely can't take this anymore. I overthink everything. maybe if I was prettier, skinnier, taller, nicer then maybe I would feel enough. the funny thing is that I have to cut in order to feel somewhat alive. I can't get these thoughts out of my head. I'm so fucking good to people yet they do shit that I couldn't even do, just thinking about it makes my brain vomit. atp any day now could be my last with how fucking miserable I am.