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Hey

....

Damnit i wanted to burn my arms :/

some things do stay the same

Jeez you concern me

Ah

Ill do it anyhow

No you wont

Dont

Fucking do it

ehh

nice 2 know u care

I have a lighter

If you do it

...

Fine i wont

I think you know where I'm going with this

I wont burn myself

but i wont say i wont do anything

still feel the need to cause pain

Serena go away

Do it in small amounts

why do u care?

Cause

It's my job to

hm.

afk

:P

back.

And no fletcher its not your job to care

Yes it is

job?

I can care for you all I want

So is it a choice or a job?

Yes

And my choice is to care for you

oh why?

You dont even most of the time?

It nat seem like I'm not but I am

hm

May

Listen

I love you more than you could know

Yeah sure

Yes

I really really really do

mhm

ok

Hi

Why do you think I don't love you

Cause you only fucking show it when online

Babe

Dont call me that

not rn

Sorry

But I honestly do love you

Mhm yeah ok.

...

Mabye its a cruel joke on me

whatever..

I'm sorry

I don't wanna hurt you

hmm

Please don't leave me

Wait

Idek if its monday

It is

Im going to give a gift to the entire fucking world =D

How can I proove my love to you

It won't be good for me

I want to spend my while life with you

...

Trust me

I've never been more serious

I just want somoene to love me more than I love myself

and to fucking show that they do

I do

No

You dont show it

I'VE NEVER BEEN MORE SERIOUS WHEN I SAY I LOVE YOU AND SHOW IT

Whoa big wrods

but you dont show it

not irl

I'm sorry I'm such a shitty boyfriend

Your not

Obviously I am

I can't even show my love to you cause I don't know how

My phones gonna die

I'm sorry

I'll be back soon

Youre freinds are like 20 times more important to chu anyhow..

No

You are the most important person to me

Then fucking show it

I'm sorry

Yeah so am I

I'm a horrible boyfriend

No tf your not

Its not like your the only think making meu upset

I don't know how to show love cause I never got into it or got it

Im fucking torturing myself :/

I separated myself from my parents, they were okay but still

I hate myself

Dont

This is to much to take in rn.

Fletcher

Yes

Ima js like turn my emotions off tonight

Im taking everyones burdens and problems

While haveing ym own

but people say idk what they are going through

I'm not gonna give you my problem

I can do it myself

Its not just you

Any and all of them

I know

Its not even you

Its like

everyone fucking else

im done crying even

But I won't give you mine

I know you have to many to deal with

Im turning my emotions off tonight

im done

Okay

If they end up coming bak and I get bpd js like

dont care :/

Im never going to let myself

cry again

i gtg in 5 mins

Dont blame yourself for anything

Ill prolly being wearing sleves for a while fs..

Let it out

No

...

Im not lettign myself cry again

I wont turn my emontions off though

only cause i promised jake

3 minutes

mhm

Ill js go now

I'm sorry I can't be enough

You're enough

dont say that shit

I love you

Goodnight I love you to

Goodnight

*kiss*

(: